
I followed Ridho from behind.
"Dhooooo .. I was almost wasaalamualaikum warohmatullahi wabarokatuh loh, Dho!" lirih. Ridho only looked back at a glance, then his gaze was straight forward again.
While I who was following Ridho also squirm Pak Karan who ucluk-ucluk came.
"Go back to your room now! " said Mr. Karan who grimmed my wounded hand and thickened it with a handkerchief.
"I have business!" I said that immediately dismissed my cousin.
But his strength was stronger, he grabbed my injured hand and thickened it with a handkerchief from his pocket.
While Ridho still take a leisurely walk like I do not care about me whose path is blocked.
"Dhooo, wait!" I half shouted.
After Pak Karan finished, I immediately let go of my cousin's arms and tried to chase. Thank God Pak Karan did not chase, he just saw me who walked my kangmas from behind
"Ridhoooo, wait!" I just recovered suddenly dizzy. But I hold it, holding my head tight.
Geez Ridho where to try to use the emergency stairs all, do not know if I am still kliyengan this.
"Where are we going, anyway? i. .. I'm so dizzy!" I'm auto iron handle ladder.
If it continues I'm afraid of rolling down like a ball.
"Akkkkk, hhh .. hhh.." I squealed until it felt like I was squirming forward.
"Are you okay?" ask Ridho who turned back the body and nyamperin me.
I can only shake my head because it hurts my head too much right now.
"Good!" Ridho squatted in front of me and he told me to get on his back.
Without shame, I also stuck to Ridho's back. He started carrying me down.
"Why use the emergency stairs anyway, Dho?" I put my hand on her neck.
"Pengen!" answer's short.
"I'm sorry I spit-"
"So we'll talk after we get a nice place to talk!" kangmas.
Yes, I did, I did. Still fortunately, he wants to carry me who is weak and dizzy again.
Taps!
Taps!
Taps!
The astonishment was only the sound of Ridho's footsteps, he was still wearing a work shirt. That means he's from the office straight to the hospital.
I think Ridho would like to have a chat on the emergency stairs that feels really horror that yes. But apparently no, he took me out of one of the doors, do not know what floor is clearly not the lobby floor.
There are several waiting chairs. Ridho nurunin me and sat on one of the bench seats that were there.
"Where is this, Dho?" my many. But he didn't answer.
Ridho sat beside me, he lowered his head and stepped on his forehead with two thumbs from both hands.
"Why are you, Dho?" I rubbed his back.
These tumben-tumbenan prospective priests so pendiem kayak gini.
"Not that!" serobot Riddho.
"Then what? I was wrong, why did I go downstairs and leave Mona in the treatment room!"
"I didn't say that, Va!"
"Keep because of what? here look at me, Dho.." I hold and lift the head of Ridho who dariitadi duck down.
"Why?" I asked again.
It was the turn of her hand that cupped my cheeks, "Because I failed!"
"I don't understand." I said as I looked at Ridho's eyes who looked bitterly disappointed.
"I failed to protect you and Mona. I'm totally useless, Va!" He took his hand. But I grabbed it again and held it tightly.
"What are you talking about, Dho...?"
"You were carried by Mr. Karan from the broken elevator, giving me a slap, Va! no matter how I try to come here to help you, in fact he is the fastest and he is the one who takes you out of there" said Ridho.
"But I didn't ask him to come here,"
"When did he know you were stuck in an elevator?"
"I .. I don't want to be sure" I said as I held my head.
"Uddah, Va! don't worry, it's all happening. He is your savior" said Ridho.
"I can't take care of you" Ridho said again.
"What are you talking about, Dho? I also do not want to be helped with him, if necessary I mending mendilih lemes in the dalem there wait for you who came. Rather than me surviving but you're thinking negatively like this like me..."
"Maybe it's really what he said, Va! if you need him more than I do" Ridho suddenly melted like a marshmallow.
"What the hell, Dho? how do you think it doesn't matter like that? his mouth you believe," I tried to convince Ridho that his thinking was wrong.
"Or are you really tired of bad luck because of the same old me, Dho? your quiet life suddenly changed after knowing me, right? I've been able to guess the direction of your conversation, Dho!" I stand up and intend to leave this man alone here. Because we need time to calm ourselves down.
Ridho held my hand, he looked up. And tell me to sit down again.
"I'm the one who's unlucky for you, Dho. So you don't have to go wrong. What happened to Mona, maybe it happened because you were close to me. Until your sister has things she doesn't want..."
"If we never know, never deket maybe you do not need to move boarding. Mona does not need to deal with strange events and your life will be fine.." I nyerocos continue.
Ridho suddenly hit me. I don't know what else to do, do we never have to start over?
"I'm sorry, Va!" said Ridho.
"I don't know what to do, a lot of things are going through my mind right now. I'm just disappointed in myself, Va. If he hadn't come and the worst thing happened to you, I probably wouldn't have forgiven myself, Va. Because you can't rely on such a crucial moment." said Ridho, he paused for a moment.
"Even though you really know since you know my life so like a roaler coaster, but maybe it will feel lonely and empty if not repotted and rumored with you." said Ridho.
I took off the embrace of kangmas, "So you mean I'm always ngrepotin that?
"Yes. And everyone knows that, Va.." said Ridho.
"Nyebelin," I hit him in the arm, he's just a big smile.
He pulled me up and hit me, so I felt my heartbeat.
"Don't think about leaving me, Dho! never do! whatever happens..."