Suddenly Chased by Satan
Need Space
"He who had dinner with you at that time" continued Ridho, his face was not very good.
"Gosh, which one is it?" I murmured in my heart, my brain buffering.
Ahaaa, that means that Dilan might be. Yes yes yes, so the flea kupret is squirming that Dilan came here this morning. Dilan came here to pick up Ravel but from Ridho's words he thought Dilan was here to meet me.
"Oh, he.." I said.
Ridho raised his chin, he squirmed at me.
"It feels strange to see someone else who deketin you, meaning more than the word deket." said Ridho.
"Well, I'm too charming..."
"Yes yes, you are charming. But it should be in my eyes, not in the eyes of others, I'm not sure he'll be able to please you, Va. The proof is that when you guys were dinner, he didn't want you here. From there he was not gentle," said Ridho.
I'm muting memories again. Oh, the time I ate three kept me back alone to the apartment. Yes, obviously Dilan did not come here, the person he went out with the Ravel. But let this misunderstanding continue, itung-itung shock therapy for Ridho. Tell who is saying and ninggalin.
"If I were him, there's no way I'd leave my future wife after dinner together" he continued.
"You're worse than him. You left me when I was lying in the hospital. Whatever the reason," I say Ridho.
"Don't you know then who's the one who keeps going around in circles in my head?"
"You" I said coldly.
"I thought that I was left behind because you were angry and disappointed because I wasn't acting on you, Ramona.." I said raising one corner of my lips, smiling.
"I'll make it clear the situation is--"
"But do you know what it's like to be me? left behind as a useless piece of trash,"
Ridho immediately moved towards me, he stuck his two feet on the floor. He held both my hands, "Sshhh, no, Va. I'm forced..."
"I don't really leave you, I'm near you, but I can't see myself. Because he's always around you, Va. I don't want to be rash with me, he's taking you far away to a place I can't reach..." Ridho kissed both backs of my hands that he held.
I can't cry, what I'm doing now forms my sense of sprain as Ridho and my hatred as the Mighty Karan.
I wanted a face, with tears constantly dripping down my cheeks.
"Va..." Ridho wants to rub my cheek. But soon I was tepis. I wiped my own tears.
"As long as I don't have power, as long as I'm an unemployed Ridho. I can't do anything about it. He has power, he has everything. At that time I just thought, the important thing is that I can see that you are good enough for me, Va..." said Ridho he held my jaw softly and asked me to look into his eyes.
"And every day I try to apply from one company to another. Again deadlocked nyari job vacancy, I met with Mr. Bagas. His car broke down in the middle of the road, I was again hanging out at the warteg m, bargaining for help for the real car. At first he was willing to pay for the services I did. But I refused. And Mr. Bagas was not a person who easily accepted the kindness of others for free. He gave me a business card and told me to come to his office..." Ridho continues to nyerocos.
"After arriving there, it turns out I just knew he was one of the successful entrepreneurs who had companies in various corners of the country. Mr. Bagas insisted that I receive some money. Do you know why? because at the time of his car trouble he had an important meeting. And as a form of gratitude, he gave me a choice of money or a job. Because of my increasingly desperate situation, I finally accepted the second offer, a job. Be my assistant, Mr. Bagas,"
"Maybe it's God's way of turning things around. Get you back to me again, Va.." said Ridho.
"No, that's not going to happen. Because I know, it's just me in your heart, Va.." replied Ridho with the pedal.
"One thing you don't know, the ghosting men. If the woman is easily bad about love, but we also easily rise again. Even leave you in a pit full of regrets, because you have wasted the opportunity that we have given." I said.
Ridho hugged me, "I won't let you do that..."
I can shake the vibe of regret from the way I talk, look at me, and every touch he gives. All of that seems to be a summary of feelings that actually touch to the bottom of the niche of my heart at this time.
We're moving into the living room. From earlier the Ridho bent his legs, he auto tingling. Let's move here, sit down. But there's no chat.
Breeesss!!!
I saw outside ujan. Yeah, because I didn't close the curtain, so it looked like water droplets were coming down from the sky crookedly.
And understand me, because I had not had time to eat, my stomach was crunching.
"You laper? oh yeah, didn't you eat anything just now?" Ridho opened his voice.
"I eat fruit" I said.
"I pesenin ya .. You must be tired of cooking too, right? if only eat fruit where full," said Ridho.
He's typing something in his hape.
"Old time we did not eat chicken penyet both, I suddenly wanted to eat it with you.." continued Ridho.
I think he will pesenin whatan, it turns out the legendary chicken that we often buy first. I also miss eating on the side of the road first. Now that Boro-boro stopped by to eat, my busyness sometimes made me often ignore lunch and dinner. Even though Arlin is busy, but it is still. I was busy digesting what to do as a company leader. So, don't be underestimated.
We are silent again, not knowing why. He was not a slengean kayak usually, he also did not steal the opportunity. We both like to give space to make peace with each of us.
Ting!
The keg!
The sound of bells.
Ridho got up, "Let me open. Maybe it was our chicken order coming. You wait at the dinner table" said Ridho.
The man walked gallantly like a soldier wants war, but only want to take orders chicken.
Ting!
The keg!
"Yes, just a minute." said Ridho in his macho voice.