Suddenly Chased by Satan
Hope Pouch
To spend one night is really heavy. Afraid of mama and kangmas. But on the one hand I am also afraid, and if I really get pregnant then how do I? big belly, engep road, and certainly will be many other complaints.
Maybe because of the pressure, I couldn't sleep. Turning back to the wake, I saw a black shadow behind the curtain on the window.
"No, ah. I must've been wrong," I tried to convince myself that I was just wrong. Because while in this house I never get terror from the subtle creatures, most stuck on the mojok on the porch of the house. No one dared to enter.
I slept again, and tried the bodo time terribly.
The next morning, I deg-deg ser want a pregnancy test using a tool that doctor Verlitha loves yesterday.
"What if the results are not as expected?" I am Ridho who now holds both of my shoulders.
"If it doesn't meet expectations, try again, dear? we still have plenty of time. So now, you go in and try the test using this tool," said kangmas.
And yes, I want to test. I squirm the bloodstains on my grey triangle.
"And what I said," I was immediately pessimistic.
"Malah tau-tau dapet," I murmured while holding the testpek that has not been used.
"Where did I tell Ridho, I'm sure he's disappointed.." I started to worry about getting out.
Maybe God finally gave an answer like this because all my friends continue to be unclear. It's a groundless fear.
"I'm sorry." I said as I opened the door.
"I'm sorry? sorry why?"
"The result is.." I doubt nerusin.
"The results are unclear, burem. Probably not pregnant" I said nyari alesan.
"Oh, I guess what. Have we made it clear in the doctor's office? relax, whatever the result I'm ready for" said Ridho.
"Now you take a shower, we go to the doctor now," Ridho continued, telling me to go into the bathroom again.
In dalem, I bathe while digging. But mending the doctor only clear, I saw Ridho's face rather could not bear it.
This morning, Ridho was allowed to work during the day. The plan today should be we want a vacation, but because there was a fainting incident so I forgot all the plans that I had arranged in such a way. I also haven't told you where to take the Kangmas vacation. Anyway, the vacation plan has not been discussed with Ridho at all. That's why he hasn't said he wants a vacation.
"Why?" ask Ridho when we're in the car.
"It's okay. Just afraid of cheating on you with your mom,"
"No, my dear. His name is the child from God. Well, if God has not given that opportunity already, we first enjoy the atmosphere both like this. Itung-itung dating after marriage. It's more exciting" said Ridho.
"You don't need a lot of thoughts, we can only work, but God determines everything" he continued.
Adem really not seeeh dreadin our husband who rada sengklek talk so wise. Aky just do not understand my feelings at this time, yes between ready not ready with all the possibilities that exist. Labil!
It didn't take long for us both to stay in the hospital.
After waiting for a while in the waiting room, my name was finally called as well. The doctor's a girl, her name is Doctor Nadia.
I was asked about the last month when, and yes I want to say that this morning I found red spots. Ridho rose his eyebrows, I who was seen by my own husband was a bit unpleasant because I was not honest from the beginning.
"Many or few?" ask doctor Nadia.
"Well, let's check first, ma'am." said the doctor.
I looked up, and there was a chill when my stomach was rubbed with gel and began to attach a device to detect the condition inside.
I don't understand what's on the screen, but Nadia smiles and then says, "Congratulations, in the womb the mother is now growing a fetus that is about 7 weeks old,"
"Wait, how? a fetus? in my stomach?" I don't believe it.
"But it's impossible, Doc. This morning I've come to the moon, where maybe if-" I hang my words.
"That's not a sign of the moon, ma'am. Maybe the mother experienced only flek. And that's an early sign of pregnancy. Look, it's her pouch." said Dr. Nadia.
"So my wife is really pregnant, Doc?" asked Ridho who could not let go of his gaze from the screen that displayed the condition of my uterus.
"Rubber, Sir. And because she was very young, Miss Reva had to be more careful and not be too tired" said Nadia's doctor who got up from her chair and headed to the consultation table.
"You're pregnant, thank you," Ridho suddenly swooped up.
"I can't napaaass, tauuukh?!" I'm tepokin on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry, I'm too cool, Va.." said Ridho.
As for me, rally for a moment. I am so human, I have no gratitude. Pas at home did not think that it had come to the moon, very afraid to make Ridho disappointed. Now it's definitely pregnant, eh even upset.
Doctor Nadia once again shook our hands in turn and congratulated us for the second time. After a prescription for the vitamin, Ridho and I walked out of Nadia's doctor's office.
"You just sit here, let me put this in the pharmacy section" said Ridho.
I'm nagging.
"I was there first, huh?" said Ridho.
I'm still a little confused by the information I'm getting right now. My feelings are very random, but what is clear is the look of a happy face from the kangmas makes me also happy.
He waited for the medicine to look at me, and smiled. I returned that smile.
"Huuufhhh, bismillah already" I said in my heart.
Ridho came back to me with some medicine or vitamins that were in the white paste.
I'm not sure I'm going to take all the vitamins Ridho's redeemed. One seed I nelennya difficult, let alone a lot.
Ridho took me home. In the car I saw the results of USG photos given by doctor Nadia. Not yet shaped, just a small buletan who said it will be the baby I'm the same Ridho.
"Alhamdulillah yes, dear? finally the result of our hard work during fruiting as well" said Ridho. I'm auto nengok kangmas.
"What hard work?"
"Every malem is a fight, you can't forget, right?" ridho said he did not know shame.
"What the hell, Mas? it's a real pain," I felt my cheeks were hot.
Ridho was angry, he even nowel my cheek with one hand.