Sya`Ir Bensyiana
Chapter Five (Unedited)

FIRST PART

: Actress & Figure

Bensyan

He came down from his bedroom but was lying on the bed in his room, that's when he thought about what he had already thought before every time he had trouble sleeping that when he was awake but others were asleep, others had passed the time faster than him. Now she's coming down the stairs because her mom is cooking something in the middle of the night. In his shadow, his father had now woken up from his sleep, perhaps in the morning, prayed at dawn, then watered the plants, perhaps, but Bensyiana still did not sleep so left by the fold of time to meet her mother who was left behind as well.

Shariana

He folded his omelet, then rolled it. Later, when the omelet was placed on a plate and presented on the dining table, Bensyiana bargained for it

follow eat. After that, the real Bensyiana wanted to eat, eating it.

After the food was finished in his meal, then Bensyiana folded Shariyana's mind

then she stretched her heart.

Syariana never thought of what Bensyiana thought of her time-fold theory.

If Bensyiana explained that every human being lives in their own time-lane, it would be elusive.

If Bensyiana wants to explain it more deeply that humans who meet each other do not really meet unless the time difference coincidentally the same, because humans themselves are impossible to have recorded the time since birth, he said, it just adds to his confusion.

When that happened, if Bensyiana did not care for the person being spoken to, she would not even explain anything to this extent.

If Bensyiana hated the person she was talking to, she would fill the conversation with sarcasm and black comedy. Since he cares about his own mother, he will try to make her understand by saying that the paths of that time have only one owner who will be the only actor.

The actor will be the main character and other people who enter his path are not actors. Many paths are determined from the number of human paths, but the sequence of paths is determined by the number of all the numbers.

Of course 0 does not exist because 0 itself means nothing. Performers will meet each other in the same time-line sequence, but sometimes lucky people can know the rhythm to always meet.

This is a moment where Bensyiana will usually give a simple example such as, that according to the data in one house, there is one family that has 4 people.

Everyone has their own path so there will be 4 lanes and 4 actors in the house. Father, mother, brother and sister are the actors of each time line.

Since this is an example, so record the time starting at 07:00 am, when it is, all paths are in rhythm so that all actors meet as true human beings.

The activity began at 07:00, there were 3 actors who woke up together, the smallest brother remained asleep so he left 3 other actors left behind in the fold of time.

3 the actors will talk to each other and they will find themselves a change, not materially but physiologically.

The change is only in the pendam of each of them. The desire to change and maximize self-potential are 2 examples of changes in psychology.

It can be said that when actors talk to actors, they will get the truth where they agree it is true and intend to follow, the truth turns into a higher potential, he said, but they only harbored that idealism when the conversation went on.

More precisely changed his personality to the deepest and most concrete personality because many actors who still do not know and know himself and his own potential.

That is why it is impossible to change a person's personality because someone can only improve his personality. Meanwhile, the sister who is still sleeping indicates that she has left 3 other actors in another time fold, because now she wakes up at 12:00 Weeks and found only his mother at home.

In short, 3 The actor is still at the dinner table and realizes that the younger brother is still sleeping and the younger brother who woke up never realized during his whole life that the mother who met him was not an actor because she was an actor figurine.

At that time, as usual his mother invited him to lunch, so that when lunch they were both involved in a conversation. Well, their talk will go into each other's minds, but there is a difference because the mother is a figure.

The information that enters through the senses of the figure will enter again into the brain of the actor, who happens to be after breakfast the mother sleeps again, so that information from the mother who spoke to the sister who the actor will

reconstructed into dreams for the acting mother.

That's why information from various figures entered the brain of the actor so that the actor can dream very much while sleeping even though only a little can be remembered because all the information entered very quickly and remembered.

Few of the true man are so aware of this that he can remember all his dreams so that he can reconstruct the abstract form of the dream into a new construsion of prophecy.

Sometimes a prophecy is not right because the construction is wrong to interpret the dream or the dream is wrong in his memory so that the prophecy becomes wrong as well.

Even a real man who is quite great can set his figures unconsciously, when he realized it is actually himself who is arranging his dreams, he said, but a real man who is really great can really set his figures so that he can find every actor who is talking to his figure so that the actor who talks to his figure will feel like he is rightit is right to talk to actors as well and from there an actor can get the same effect without having to talk to other actors.

It means consciously or consciously, intentionally or unintentionally all the big people who are very inspiring and make a big change in this world can do it.

The more figures that can be mastered, the more actors can also be mastered as well.

Her mother would not believe that she thought that Bensyiana's explanation was very reasonable and she began to think whether Bensyiana was the one talking to her now actress or figure, but for Bensyiana herself who is an actor or figure will only differ a little.

When it reached this stage, Bensyiana was actually waiting for a question from her mother regarding sleep because she also knew that her mother would be confused whether humans sleep or not because otherwise, she was not, it is impossible for humans to be fit again, but sometimes the question does not come because his mother does not necessarily immediately think of it.

But when that question arises, Bensyiana will continue to explain more deeply that humans do need sleep other than to reveal the most important thing actually to leave the fold of time that is already boring and useless for humans itself conscious or unconscious.

And when we've just left the fold of time normally, this happens before we're fully aware we've left it, the most common features when our senses can respond to information around us even though our brains have arrived, but our bodies are still not fully up.

When a person leaves the fold of time, he must wait for his body to fully arrive or call upon it, this process is what happens in the human fitness cycle.

Sometimes the brain first leaves the fold of time than the body and sometimes our body is too rushed to leave the fold of time faster. That's why sleep is so useful to leave or wait for something.

If her mother's conscious like Bensyiana, he would think that the best life is to live between sleep and wakefulness because when information from the future and the past will be hallucinated and collide with each other at one time.

So that we can know everything we need even though it must be paid with extreme fatigue. But many people have experienced this, and he is just not aware of what he is doing so he can not control even understand the information in the form of hallucinations.

it was then that he was considered a sizrophenia, but someone who was aware and could control and understand him was considered a genius.

At first only he thought he was a genius, but over time he would make all the other actors believe because there was no point in talking to figures except just to find information.

Bensyiana and Syariana

They sat at the dinner table, laid eggs rolled along a wide plate

half of it. Bensyiana waited for the egg to be sliced while holding a small plate and

his fork. After laying the first piece, he ate it and his mother

eating cap-cay. After the cap-cay is still left, then Bensyiana began

spoke to him.

„Mother knows not if actually sister doesn't want to eat?‟

„If sister does not want to eat, it is impossible for sister to spend a plate of omelet roll,‟ replied Syariana who still ate her cap-cay.

Bensyiana decided to go to the kitchen and make a glass of milk.

Syariana added the portion on her plate that had been exhausted from the bowl that had left little else, until Bensyiana returned with her milk to continue the conversation.

„Why didn't mom say it?‟

„Say what?‟

„Adik knows mom holds something. Little sister can't possibly sit here for long if mom doesn't want to talk something.‟

„Iya, mother knows if sister eats to honor mother,‟ Syariana replied

in a joking tone.

„Why do mothers always deviate from the topic of conversation?‟

Syariana added the portion again, until the bowl left a void.

„Adik knows mom harbors something that if mom says, mom is afraid of hurting

feeling sister.‟

„Mothers don't harbor anything.‟

„Adik knows mom harbors something, say!‟

„What?‟

„tell what mom wants to say to sister.‟

„Yes, mom is just afraid sister will fail.‟

„Not it.‟

„If that's not what?‟

„Adik will count to 5. If you don't say it, your sister will go back to the room. But you should know if your sister can feel something if someone is hiding something. Sometimes the sister ignores that instinct for things that are not important, but because the mother includes important things, so the sister will not ignore it.‟

„Mother holds nothing. I just hope . .‟

„1.‟

„Adik . .

„2.‟

`Become . . .

„3‟

„Become a useful child for his religion and his country, his family. Dedicate to parents,‟ with a faster and firm tempo but loose because resigned.

„It turns out mom kept it. If the mother knows what is in the mind of the sister, the mother will realize that there is no connection useful for religion and country, family or filial piety with her parents with God at all. What is clear, sister knows if mother holds something that when told to sister, mother is afraid to hurt the feelings of sister,‟ Bensyiana left her mother and walked up the stairs to her room. Surely he did not forget to finish his chocolate milk.

: Fairy Tale Syariana

As he lay on his bed, he deeply regretted that he had eaten

although the omelet feels strange, because of the taste of the omelet roll

remind him when he was a child often made omelet rolls every

it was midnight when he had trouble sleeping. What is strange is when it is small, after

spending her omelet roll, her mother always told her fairy tales.

Bensyiana always slept with her parents even today, but sometimes she

sleep in his room. In the past, his mother, beside him would tell a fairy tale until he fell asleep by his own fairy tale except Bensyiana who remained difficult to sleep.

Ghosts And Satan Tulijeng

Tulijeng is a ghost, but the skin will be filled with leeches that are as big as seeds when

he became a demon. The leeches wriggled like fire on his skin. When

Shariana was about to head to the market, Bensyiana asked herself to be carried, but

Syariana refused and said that Bensyiana should not be carried because she was already a big girl, but Bensyiana pleaded and said that she was 5 years old. And Shariana went with Bensyiana in her carriage to the market.

When returning from the market, of course Bensyiana could not be carried because of one

his hand carried a shopping item, but one of his hands remained in his relief

to hold Bensyiana's hand. That's when they both passed by

the derivative faces the river, where at the lower end, the road winds and stretches beside the river. That's where Tulijeng tried to bend his ship to avoid the river so that the road followed the curve. Tulijeng had a ship that could only walk on the ground.

Kids Umbrella

There is a housing full of complexes and blocks. One of

his house was occupied by a family displaying a small umbrella open in the room

his family. The family worshipped the little umbrella. The smallest boy

on the way to his theme house which is still in one housing.

But when it came to the intersection, there was a giant umbrella, the only one of which was large

slightly larger than an umbrella in general, chase it. The umbrella was the mother of the umbrella she always looked for the umbrella child everywhere. The boy ran and

the umbrella mother continued to chase after him, until when it reached her yard

just remembered his father's words that an umbrella mother would only leave when that person

chased walking suck. When the boy started walking around, he was very

terrified, but before the umbrella mom left, the door was opened by the family because

the screams of the boys made them panic. That mistake caused

mother umbrella saw her son on display.

Cing Gobang Gocir Mantra Although many railroads cross the river, but only one railway bridge that bridges a jinn kingdom. Everyone who passes the bridge that cuts the railway and its bengawanya, is prohibited from pronouncing the word „CingGobang-Gocir.‟

If anyone says so, then he will fall down through the foothold and enter the kingdom of jinn. There was a royal throne whose back seat was so high that it pierced through the sky and crossed its layers.

SECOND PART

: The Ul-Syeloff family

Akhbu was born in a very poor family but can still get the results of carving and sculpture. When a boy played together

a friend in bengawan. Apabilia looked up at the sky, seen stretching

a bridge with rail tracks. While swimming, the theme sinks and Ahbu hides behind a tree. The residents are looking for them both and Akhbu just stay there not to go back. Some thought Ahbu saw the throne inside the jinn temple, some assumed he was psychically pressured, causing a quiet nature to emerge from that time.

But Akhbu is indeed a quiet person. As a teenager, his cousin

coming home from China with money one suitcase said that there the engraver and

the sculptor was valued much higher, Akhbu was about to follow in his footsteps. There he is

make a pilgrimage to Confucius' tomb and feel like following in his footsteps. Unauthorized

following the teachings of Confucius, Akhbu had a failure in his work because

the carvings and sculptures are made ugly so many do not pay for services

and do not take the results of the message even when it has paid. Akhbu returned to his homeland leaving the remaining contracts, some of which had already paid the advance threatening to kill him if he managed to find them. Now Akhbu is trapped in an old map in his head.

He was no longer able to see reality and considered his experience already

teaching him more than enough about life is added to the memorization of the book

the saint who lives half. The experience is really troublesome

Bensyiana who if Akhbu is a person who is always learning, she will realize

bensyiana is like Confucius.

Syariana was born in a family that is misikin but still gets results from the family rice fields, added Syariana selling bakwan every time she left and went home from school. Shariana's past is the most beautiful time. He was a dreamer and

the great dreamer, a true oral writer. The stories are not

just comforting people, but making them believe it. But people

adults tend to underestimate the fairy tale, after all what is the use of raising time from adults when he was a child. Now that the little ones who used to tell his tales are grown up and some consider them myths, some consider them legends. There are some last, they are the ones who realize that the fairy tale only comes from the delusion of Shariana alone even though the psychic effect is still felt every passing through places or things that are in conflict with the fairy tale of Syariana. Although Syariana only ended up being a theologian, her endless tales on paper became a folklore in her place. His mother is the

it inhibits her delusions and dreams, but one obstacle cannot stop her from being careless plus her husband who is as characterful as her mother. Despite

now Syariana just looks like a woman in general, Bensyiana always

curious and interested to dig deeper about his fantasies.

Unfortunately Bensyiana always fails because Syariana does not want her child to end

as a dreamer like himself. One thing that cannot be understood

Syariana is that fantasy can be made reality in the form of a dream

or in realisable. Syariana never said it

directly, his conversation with Bensyiana always added to his spirit. But

every time he saw Bensyiana's suffering he never knew it was

pay for a dream extracted into the real world. Shariana

he felt the suffering of Bensyiana because he imagined what he would feel if

she became Bensyiana, while Bensyiana suffered because of the many people

preventing him from suffering.

Anfyn Jaj was born in a simple family but Shariana's career developed rapidly until in the period Anfyn had not stepped on adolescence has become rich. She spent a wonderful childhood in a village full of rice fields and

ancient game until Akhbu moved his cat in a housing

full of complexes and blocks. One of his houses was occupied by

a seller of ornamental fish. Inside is a wall where the guitar and

crosses side by side. Because Anfyn used to play at the fishmonger's house, he

so often look at the guitar and always ask her to be taught music, but Anfyn

the 5-year-old had never been taught. At least, Anfyn often

watching him play chess. Because Anfyn was humble and always

the world is a vast place and filled with smart people to be in

make a teacher, Anfyn who school also began to actively learn music from his compatriot teacher. The teacher taught him not blocks, flutes and pianics like a schoolboy basically. Anfyn has a notebook that is filled with compositional compositions of his creation and his cup. Until finally after Anfyn stepped on adolescence, he began to pursue the world of painting. His paintings are pretty good because he never painted on canvas. Krena was bored, Anfyn decided to become a Scientist during puberty and he began to apply chess techniques that he had seen in the real world.

Bensyiana was born in the family of Ul-Sheloff. In his family he was known as a spoiled and quiet child. In his neighborhood he was known as a bad boy. In his association he managed to create a playing club that was pIONEered by him. Initially only he himself often played in the attic of his home with a mattress and cardboard boxes, he thought he was a pirate. A friend of his plows down the volcano erupted with a pillow in his house, sailed in a lava flow and the theme began

hooked, but ever since his foot was hit by iron he started to get scared. One of his themes

another, invited to war in the attic of his house and as well as delivering pizza to starving ships, he was interested and became the first follower. There was one more friend Bensyiana who was invited by her theme who became the first follower, invited to join. Because Bensyiana already had a partner, she eventually developed the wings of her club by making golf courses from useless household tools and useless cardboard boxes. When it was finished, the first generation began to leave Bensyiana, but a new friend of Bensyiana saw the former remnants of the club he called the Golfy Stick, he was attracted and invited all his friends to join. Bensyiana, who now has far more partners, eventually led everything to make the ball field, the field

futsal and make imaginary football clubs to make tournaments.

Actually to become a member, it is necessary to fill out forms and there are certain classes. Surely the manager is a prestigious class and how to get the title must fulfill all his obligations. Bensyiana once appointed a person who was not even a direct member to be a caretaker because he was too diligent for someone who was a nobody, this club began to be left, plus there was another theme making a different club and managed to take all Bensyiana partners. As he predicted, the club did not become a playing club except as a prestigious prestige so the club died before it even began. Outside her home, such as ninja games and American suits are some of her works, but it seems, as before, that Bensyiana failed to make her work a children's culture. When only one teenager knew that Bensyiana wanted to become a Scientist, she even became a Scientist before Anfyn and had some thoughts that no one knew what it was except the theme. Bensyiana as a scientist only walked 3 years because she started to like art. Bensyiana had an inversely proportional childhood with Anfyn and vice versa.

: Color Concentrated & Bias

A black color happens to be coated by a concentration in his arm and a

the coating intentionally refracts the white color in its coating. When behind, a layer will refract the black color and the concentration will cover the white color. Indeed, without light everything would be black, a dense layer, a layer of light,

bias coating, black or white color. Bensyiana was convinced that kindness

is the color of white, hunting is the color of black, the fault is the concentrated layer and

truth is a layer of bias. And not everyone believes the same thing

with it because after Bensyiana entered the door of her apartment, in a bed there were only her parents. The two expended the energy of happiness due to the unexpected arrival of Bensyiana, but Bensyiana forcefully rejected the energy and expended the energy of hatred in her. Syariana

reading, seeing Bensyiana enter and move around haughtily.

„Adik, why come here?‟ Ask happily, „why not

told you before?‟

Bensyiana did not answer, nor did Akhbu who expended the greatest energy of happiness pretend to ignore it. Bensyiana shook hands with Shariana, but she ignored Akhbu's waiting hand.

„Why sister carry bag?‟

„Where's my sister?‟ Bensyiana replied coldly.

„Sister in bathroom. Where does my sister want to go?‟

Bensyiana remained silent and sat waiting for Anfyn to come out of the bathroom.Some time the bathroom door opened and Bensyiana came to Anfyn.

„Kok you came here?‟

„I want to show you my intuition,‟ he replied in a whisper

smiling at the shower door.

„Why sister carry bag?‟ tanya Syarian holding-holding bag, „carry

what?‟

„Adik wants to go.‟

„Go where?‟

„Reclaration.‟

„Why?‟

„Because sister started to suck,‟ she replied with a laugh.

„What do I do?‟

Anfyn whose hair was still wet was sitting unconcerned, Syariana and

Akhbu sat down not understanding until Bensyiana started, „Adik wanted to say something. My brother will talk as a father. It means brother is not a father, but the story of sister is father because sister wants to

shows that sister knows what father thought.‟

„What do you think?‟ Ask Syariana.

„Dad is not a fool. Dad already

read a lot of books. Dad already

learn a lot of things. I've seen a lot of things, I'm a smart man. No

there is no point in studying up high or reading things and studying

many things. All of that never cared about the single person when looking for a job. Because if it is not feared for success it still fails. So there's no point in your brother and sister studying or thinking about the future, because of that

it's useless if it's not his destiny. Better to obey the words of the father, what

there's been better in the continuation. Anfyn would rather get married so I have grandchildren,

and Bensyiana did too. Anfyn can open a shop. Bensyiana can come with her husband.Again without opening a store, we can still eat.‟

„That's right, that's absolutely right, dad agrees,‟ Ahbu feels understood.

„Dad notya has often said if it is better so?‟ ask Syariana.

„Dad never said studying and finding knowledge is useless,‟ Bensyiana said with her hate.

„Mother wants to make a cafe, just wait for the contract period in our shophouse to run out. Moms

will make a beautiful cafe with unique furniture and the latest recipe food

and weird with special taste.‟

„For what to make a cafe! It is better to open a coffee shop that is clearly there

the buyer,‟ cut Akhbu.

„Do you know the problem?‟ bensyiana asked to cut and return

conversation to the core.

„What's the problem?‟ ask Syariana.

„The problem is dad thinks me and Anfyn are smart too.‟

„Yes, that is true,‟ Ahbu looks very happy, that means he really does not understand, „that bear,‟ Akhbu stands with his holy book, speaks like a poet, „will follow his mother. His senses teach him something and his son has followed him for generations.‟

„Anfyn is not a bear at all,‟ he said because he was tired of animal parables. Anfyn material knows that the bear is only a substitute for the lion because long ago when the word bear replaced the lion, Bensyiana immediately cut with the question, “why father no meniah again? So far, we've looked like lions because the lioness who hunts and the male lion just relax.”

„Past dad told me about the lion, why now tell me about

bear?‟

„Dad doesn't like lions because lions are polygamous,‟ says as if the casting is

of himself.

„What's the difference? Both are animals. The lion does not know what he is doing is wrong because according to the teachings of his parents, the lion is polygamous anyway. Everyone had forgotten that the explanation was not finished. So do you know what the problem is?‟

„No dad don't know?‟ Started to rub his own forehead.

„Father thought that sister and sister were smart.‟

„What's wrong?‟ Stops.

„Silver isn't smart, what else am I. Smart people have to learn, otherwise they will be stupid. Anfyn is a smart man and I need to know that. Smart people need teachers to make great things.‟

„Your own father you are stupid!‟ Ahbu began to get upset and walked into the kitchen, of course he did not slice papaya and doused it with honey.

„Dad just wants his son handsome. Anfyn is better at getting her hair cut

quickly can wife.‟

„What does hair do with wife?‟

„What do I want to find a wife,„ her face suddenly bright, „Kak Pak Taswidi beautiful too,

„ suddenly he laughs like should someone throw d\t‟ahak.‟

„Dad doesn't understand. Life is not just about getting married and growing

proliferating.

„Surely sister thinks father is stupid? No no?‟ syariana said, calming the heart of her husband who said he had been fooled.

„Adik thinks dad is smart. That's why I'm not learning now,

I'm a fool because smart people have to learn to stay smart. Brother is

intelligent people are not stupid if they do not learn, but intelligent people are not

you can do nothing if you don't study, so let him study high

making things genius. Because I think your plan might work

30 Years to go. And one more, sister will speak as father again.‟

Akhbu wanted to talk but was held back by himself.

„Daddy has been waiting for your consciousness since long ago until you are as old as now, but I will still be patient waiting because in the end you are

that's right and you're gonna go back and apologize to dad, and then we

will live happily.‟

„If that I already know,‟ Anfyn replied happy to know it too.

„It was also because I told you.‟

„Of course I thought of it myself.‟

„You just forgot as usual.‟

„I want to say something to you, but wait for dad to leave,‟ whispered Anfyn.

Akhbu entered the bathroom, for a while the sound of people who were bathing sounded. Out of the bathroom, she was fully dressed, because she wanted to go to the mansion carrying bags full of dirty laundry. When Akhbu came out of his apartment, Syariana went into the bathroom. Back then, it was not Anfyn who spoke, she first listened to Bensyiana first. Anfyn was white unlike Bensyiana, but Bensyiana was taller than him. Anfyn middle-haired long and bumpy shoulder to shoulder. Her hair is a little colored

blue and slightly white, but still in the majority by black

original. He glazed over his eyes looking as though activists were sunken cheeks rather than on

scientists.

„I've always been amazed by my personality, but what I surprised the most when I lived with your lover. At that time, it was one of the most rewarding months of my life. I always thought what I would be if Dad didn't pick me up to come home. If I had been alone for a year without parents and maximizing my potential, I might have been able to fly. At that time, I started

having my personality started to force myself to change accordingly

forced me to try to walk on the precarious from one house to the house

other. When I walk and see a group of people, my personality forces me to

to blend. But I had not been able to perfect his potential back then,

everything is only in the form of responses and thoughts sheathed ideas.

If I can maximize those changes perfectly, I can

getting higher knowledge of course, if I am alone I always increase

smart because I feel stupid,‟ explained Bensyiana while looking at the nods

Anfyn. Then Syariana came out of the bathroom, Bensyiana was disturbed, but Anfyn

it certainly doesn't feel like Bensyiana.

„I remember something. You said that someone who doesn't need a teacher is always more genius than someone who needs a teacher. I don't think genius exists

connect with it.‟

„It wasn't entirely wrong because dad didn't need a teacher and he ended up being a fool.‟

„That's because dad is different to us.‟

„It's new completely true. I see you mean that people who need teachers instead of means do not have original ideas and genius determined from the results.‟

„That you understand I mean.‟

„You just haven't met anyone like me in your field.‟

„Until now even I was not captivated by your words.‟

„That's because we have different fields. Science creates things

useful for mastering and inspiring art to master. That's why your field is always successful because the people who are in the field are forced to come.. People come to art always with pleasure. So if there's a guy like me you find, you'll understand what I mean if he's definitely cocky instead of playing. Arrogant people don't need teachers but don't mind being taught either. He only objected if his teaching sucks.‟

„Yes I haven't found anyone like that. For now I assume genius has nothing to do with it, but maybe if I have met I will believe.‟

„Not only do people need teachers the problem, but also because of plans

what you planned might fail.‟

„Of course my plan will work.‟

„How your plan will work if you yourself do not, , , . Of course there are always two people in this world and you are among those who are conquered by the world.‟

„Tak everyone like you also finally managed to conquer the world.‟

„In my field, I know people like you. I assume everything is true unless he is a person of inferiority and can already be assured in the world because he does not have high confidence to allow people around him. He was indeed a genius, but he wasn't as sure as I was that he was trampled on. The person who cannot convince himself will end up not being able to make others sure.‟

„I know I failed yesterday to test entry into government but next year I will test again and I will pass.‟

„If you know someone like me in my field, he will also pass

test, but he's going inside, ransacking the government with a mature plan so that he'll be accepted as the case of how Erin Brockwhich could be an advocate. Even Alan Turing didn't pass the test. If you say you are lazy to throw away all happiness for a moment for the sake of important things maybe, I will understand you and assume our conversation about this is finished.‟

„Ya,‟ feels lazy too to say it, „I am indeed lazy. It's why we keep fighting but never have fun. I always balance interests and pleasures. But I still disagree if people who don't need teachers are more geniuses than people who need teachers. I mean, studying alone is very boring and may be rotten for a long time if you lock yourself too often.‟

„Alright, suppose that people who need teachers and do not need teachers are both genius and genius it depends on the results because for what genius if not

produce nothing!‟

„For what it is considered-consider, it is so real!‟

„Yes, although I do not consider it, once this conversation is over you will start to think of it so.‟

„Okey,‟ answer ketus.

„There is one thing for sure, that people who need teachers must be easily bored and happy to have fun and willing the plan is ignored for the sake of a pleasure in plain sight because the opportunity only comes once.‟

„Yes, it is indeed true.‟

„That means, the person who doesn't need a teacher has more ideas because of him

always think so that ideas are always waiting to be realized and every

one comes true, the other reappears so that people don't need it

the teacher has a queue of ideas to work on so he prefers to play

with his idea than with the people.‟

„Do not think that people who need teachers have few ideas.

I also often fantasize a lot of things before going to bed.‟

„That's why even people who don't need teachers fantasize since after

wake.‟

„But that doesn't mean just because more ideas means more genius.‟

„Alright, I want to comfort you with my next words,‟ answer

Bensyiana with cheer.

„I don't need entertainment from you.‟

„You will definitely be entertained. I'll prove it. So, I will raise the level of people who need teachers so that I can explain things much deeper. So, suppose the number of ideas is the same, because in fact, surely when people like you play and learn in class, you also must dream too and grow new ideas as well. The problem is, you play with your friends, then you get ideas, then you go to class, then you get ideas, then you go home to get ideas again, and you sleep until your previous ideas just forget because they are not sustainable

so that it is not translated and only becomes an idea that is just an idea

just,‟ Anfyn laughed hearing that and Bensyiana started to be happy.

„That's enough to be proof that the idea of a person like me has a lot more ideas because it has freedom of thought. People like you must always have a structure and pack certain so that it suppresses your own mind to trigger ideas. You have to start thinking about the possibility that maybe the ideas of people like you are so structured that everything is used and making a discovery just ends up in the trash and you run out of ideas because your mind is forced to focus on the thing that was in that trash can.‟

„It looks like I'll cheer you up again after this.‟

„Yes, please entertain me if you can,‟ Anfyn looks happy with the conversation

these. He himself was actually just happy to talk to Bensyiana because of him

I feel like other people don't understand what they're saying.

„The imagination of a bored person like you must be filled with de-de

spontaneous and abstract, that's why your ideas grow horizontally. Sedimentary

the ideas of people who consider boredom are a journey to get

climaxes like me are filled with ideas that grow up. Wh why?

Because I forgot the term diagonal or vertial, but if not wrong vertical.‟

„So you mean about horizontal and vertical, that is; horizontal means

fundamental and widened, so that vertical means high and deep.‟

„Yes that's right. So your ideas are varied because you master the horizon

on the surface of the earth. Just look at the plants, flowers and insects can even suddenly become fish. My ideas only evolved because I mastered the things that smell vertical on this earth. Look at the trees, though,

mountains and troughs. If you realize something, you'll be over

working me. I'm just looking for your position.‟

„I want to say something to you. This is a serious talk so I have to wait for the right time,‟ although Anfyn did not accept with his sister's statement that makes sense, he did not comment anything.

„What is it?‟

„Yesterday, when we were at the hotel where mom's friend was, I don't think it was

perfect time to say it.‟

„I remember something, that time, when we were on our way home, you

said that mom wanted to go home and sleep when I said that mom wanted us

threesome ate somewhere and chatted.‟

„Ya, what's up?‟

„Mother sleeps at 12pm.‟

„Then why?‟

„That means he doesn't want to sleep.‟

„Open is he himself who says he wants to sleep and go home?‟ Answer

blame.

„He said so because I've read his mind. He offered me

doughnat and I answered cynically that I wanted a chocolate millshake, but

surely mother did not buy it, so she felt her laughter was rejected and she thought

read, so he's pissed.‟

„Ya, can be.‟

„The problem is, the time on the way, I always mentioned about feeling tired but not physically tired. My point is, I'm tired of things and the problems they face are repetitive and the same as if people don't want to learn. After all, when I asked, mom answered she was going to retire. He must be really tired. And the next morning I asked him about his idea to create a school and a yard that was made into a garden to be planted and consumed by himself, that's all he seems to have forgotten because he always said if there was this, if there was it. Our mother was completely conquered by the world even by her own husband. Just look at how ida made his cafe directly in all-out.‟

„Oke, as I want to explain something important and serious,„Anfyn looks a little nervous and says something hesitantly,„ in my opinion, your theory about Actress and Figures is wrong.‟

„You are only a slacker so there are ideas of laziness to

avoiding feelings of guilt and sin.‟

„How your theory can be realized. For example, there's a car that wants to hit me

within 5 minutes, I slept for 3 minutes and the car must be in front of me

2 minutes to tragedy.‟

„How can my theory be mistaken if your reasoning is part of the theory.‟

„If your theory is correct, the driver sees me sleeping and it means I'm somewhere else, so I'm the one in the cab is the figure and finally it's not a problem for the driver. So, I should also have been 3 minutes faster than Watu before I woke up.‟

„Of course my theory is correct because your statement is also true. What is wrong is

the driver wouldn't believe if the person he hit was a figure, so he

will be troubled and forget his duty as a true human being. And problem

the greatest distrust was that the driver had sold his soul to a useless figure, forgetting his duty as a human being. Do I have to

continuing?‟

„Continue.‟

„You must remember that when you sleep, it means that we are folding time and when you wake up it means the folding is complete. You fold time in your own lane, where you fold time for 3 minutes, your path is your own. Of course everything will be the same in your eyes. What is different is that you have left other actors in the past so that you will meet other actors. Within 3 minutes, without realizing the person who was the actor, has become a figure and figure into the actor. When the tragedy happened, suppose the driver was an actor, after you fold time, of course the driver was already a figure. You are not aware that the driver who was left in the fold at the time was the actor and the driver was not aware that after waking up, you have become a figure. The driver is not aware if you are already on a different track order so you have 3 minutes

faster and avoid, then you also do not know if it turns out your drimu figure was evasive and safe, and, then the actor-driver pulled over to rest in drowsiness when you were the actor kept quiet so that the figure driver would brake suddenly and nag you and your answers would be reconstructed as the driver's mmpi the actress who because she slept for 2 hours, so that he has folded time and is already in a higher order or back to the sequence of the initial numbers than drimu who only sleeps 3 minutes.‟

„To be sure I can't fully believe if your theory is correct, guess what

am I a figure or an actor?‟

„If you think my theory is correct and you think that you are

it does not want to accept the fact that true humans must be free from figurines who always blackmail actors and deceive so that the actor is busy

serving figures and forgetting himself is even worse

plunged into the culture of pseudo figures and can be said to be lust

and the lust to satisfy that figure is simply distancing ourselves to ourselves

self so forgets the potential of the higher self and forgets the obligations

we as true human beings who actually I myself lazy to do it, you

was an actor. And actors always hold the truth, but usually

the truth will go all out. I think, personally menghiatuti figure

it's a pleasure because if I now follow the figure, I will definitely

school, play, I can eat at will, I live without rules except

rules made by figures. And I'm free from my own drip, but

shackled by figur-fgur. At least, I'm not alone, so if I get lost anyway

even though it is surrounded by figures. So now it's your turn, then,

if my theory is correct and as it should be, am I a figure or actor?‟

„If your theory is correct because you speak very much, and you try

making me get thoughts and feelings to change, very sure I harbored those feelings and did not say it and realized you have failed to do it, you are the actor.‟

„I wonder why you are wrong,„ Bensyiana suddenly spoke with a cynic

and the high tone of the fallset, „I was a figure. You don't understand that

my life has suffered and you are my brother, you should understand me. But you assume I don't understand my own theory.‟

„I'm just saying that you're an actor and I'm a figure,

and anyway it's just a joke. I don't care if you're an actor or a figure.‟

„Why doesn't everyone understand! Looks like I should go.‟

„Adik can't just leave!‟ Shariana who is dressing up starts to participate in the conversation with high intonation as well, „just because people do not understand about sister. We have to adapt to stay alive. Relationships are important! Sister left now and did not return home when the holiday met with grandmother,‟ Syaraina stood up to Bensyiana who had stood so angry, Syariana smiled very wisely, „calm! Enjoy life! If you are, you are just flowing in this life. Why impose the will if life suffers. Live happily in the world and in the afterlife.‟

„Sadik will live to suffer in the world and it's his own sister's wish.‟

„Life is happy and hereafter.‟

„Sadik will feel sinful if sister lives

happy in the world.‟

„So when will sister go?‟

„Later after sister bought the book that sister will give to Suyut.‟

„If you want to give a book for discussion, you already read it

indeed?‟

„Tuh!„ Bensyiana came back angry and shouted with a fallset, „try I thought,

why don't mother's questions****!‟

„Yes where maybe the sister bought a book to read while the sister herself has not read it,‟ she replied along with emotions,

„don't you think everyone can really understand the nature and desires of others. Even if you are your mother, you cannot know and truly understand. Mutual tolerance! If you just always want to be understood, you will only be disappointed in the end.‟

„It! Mom already knows.‟

„What I did not understand was,„ Anfyn's face looks very shocked because of anger that is not logical until he cut tba-tba, „why you should be angry just because I said you are a figure.‟

„I told you, already,

„ Bensyiana speaks to Anfyn

even though he just walked around here and there was no excuse, „that I could feel

what people feel, but I don't know what people think. I feel

something from you and my mind is translating that feeling that you assume

that I don't understand.‟

„Yes! well I believe you understand,‟ Anfyn replied in a wise tone like Syariana. Although Anfyn said so, Bensyiana could still feel that she still thought she did not understand.

„When people think I'm misunderstood, it means that I'm explaining something in less detail or that person is forgetting something.‟

„Ya alright! Maybe I forgot or you lack detail‟

„Of course you lack details!

„ Bensyiana shouted in full

suffering and unwillingness to give up. Suddenly he laughed

sweetness, „I mean,„ her hands danced around to brush off the mistake and her face

happy as it should be, „you forgot.‟

„Tuh right! You are often wrong in speaking. Maybe you lack details and I forgot so we misunderstood each other.‟

Misconceived words referring to him, even though Anfyn said

that they misunderstand each other, it is still considered personally. Bensyan

waiting for Shariana who was praying to continue the conversation. After Shariana finished praying, she prayed and Bensyiana

waiting for him, Anfyn doesn't know if Bensyian will bring him up

revert.

„Bu!‟

Shariana looked and watched Bensyana. Bensyiana looks

wanting to unlock the secret that was deliberately in his pendam for the last moment, that's why

his face looks so relaxed and unwilling.

„Former friends sister always come to the house is not?‟

„Yes. Now, why are they never home again?‟

„Because sister searang is pretending outside the city so that sister can concentrate.‟

„So sister wants to be alone. That's not possible. There are always rules that apply even in the middle of the forest.‟

„Why do mothers always deviate from the conversation?‟

Shariana enters the bathroom to get ready to go to work.

„From all the friends who come home, do you know why they always come home?‟

„Why?„asked with a sniff.

„Because each of them thinks I'm the one they met

is actor. Do you think it is impossible to meet Suyut, Rasjan, Garsad,

hegut and angki as actor?‟

„Maybe, would you say if we can organize our dreams and understand the meaning of the reconstruction, we can arrange our own figures.‟

„I guess you forgot! It turns out that you have forgotten, if the best life is as a conscious sizrofrenia. If I am a figure, it means that you do not consider me a genius and if I am an actor, you ignore me

my affliction,‟ now Bensyiana is calm because she feels that Anfyn has

realizing that he was the one who misunderstood even though he just kept quiet until

Syariana told him to get ready because Anfyn wanted to go home

by walking up to the station. But from the bathroom, Anfyn

still able to hear the conversation of Bensyiana and Syariana clearly.

„Why not after the days just brother went?‟

„Adik has been backtracking for 4 years to go! Last year, sister

already gone, but father picked up sister, because sister pity, finally sister gave

occasion. Now sister is running out of time, so sister can't

give it another chance.‟

„Grandmother wants to meet with sister. Grandma always sows sister.‟

„If grandma wants to meet with sister, why don't grandma just come to

sister's room and stay for a week?‟

„Grandmother is old, where she may come home and stay a week at

sister room.‟

„Mana maybe grandma wants to meet sister and at home grandma sister just come, shake hands then she looks sister. He himself no longer knows what he is doing.‟

„Ya, day-raya,„ Syariana smiled, „tinggal 10 days more, sister said that

sister will leave after giving Suyut a book.‟

„What book does sister want to give?‟

„Reclaration.‟

„What sister has read it?‟

„Adik is always confused why everyone always gives questions

the foolish to consider that as stupid as a sister. If sister is more evil, sister

will say no *****, and **** for absolutely crazy moments.‟

„Let's find the book, then after the feast, sister can go. About everything

the most perverted thing on earth.‟

„Adik can not say like that,‟ smile Syariana comforted herself

by oneself.

„Of course, now everything is reversed, that's why sister always

using the term inverse.‟

„Mom can know no, good times mom has it.‟

„Mother is unlikely to have it because mother is not at all perverted, even

people who are lost at once do not even necessarily read it and understand it

until following him.‟

„Adik so go today?‟

„Adik will be leaving today. Believe that! If everyone followed the words of sister, sister would be the most frugal child in the world. Give sister 200,000 thousand for travel fare!‟

„A lot!‟

„Not one sister also sister left today. If mom let sister go 4 years ago, mom won't give sister 200,000 on today.‟

„Alright,„ Syarana took the money out of her wallet and smiled, Anfyn

getting out of the bathroom is ready to go to the big house.

„Actually,„ Bensyiana shows very rejection face, „adik

also lazy to do this,„ now Bensyiana show a face that is being

hope,„adik does not want to do it but sister has to do it.‟

„If lazy why should be done?‟

„When you want to understand all this,‟ is more like a revelation than a question.

„Mother same sister road first. Brother so go now or not?‟

„Looks like a younger sibling later. Sister wants to sleep first, after waking up sister

will go on.‟

Bensyiana turned the Saltz Adagio molto e cantebile from Sinfonie no 9, Beethoven.

The blower instantly made Bensyiana fooled from reality.

Before going to bed, Bensyiana recalled a beach near her mother's hometown,

he wished he had a boat and lived in the middle of the ocean for years

his last. He would spend his time fishing and watching

the sky at night. The sea is the most ideal place to live

the humans. Now Bensyiana already knows what is in pendam so far by Syariana.

While lying. While covering the eyes. Let the body feel

until the heart beats. While thinking. Sambl breathing. While feeling the fabric

cotton and cotton. Silk pajama shirt fabric.

‘I dream.

While dreaming.

Silk pajama shirt fabric, I want to get married.

While dreaming.

Smooth cotton and cotton fabric, with empty purity.

While dreaming.

I breathe, with jealousy.

While dreaming.

I thought, enviously and,

while singing.

While dreaming.

I dream.’