Synesthesia Petals
Even for a moment
Walk in the morning relaxed. Mouth busy chewing chocolate-filled wheat bread. The right hand holds the milk box, a simple breakfast that does not make you full.
My steps stopped when I saw Suzurikawa staring at a cat on the concrete fortress of the house. Slowly she reached out her right hand, the cat responded to the movement from Suzurikawa. The cat sniffed his hand a few times, I thought it would be safe.
*Caplok, I don't know the effect of the sound
His index finger was eaten by the striped cat. I, who saw him, immediately approached him in panic. However, he fell silent when the lorenf cat bit his finger several times.
I watched him from a distance while finishing the wheat bread made for breakfast. Drink the milk out of the box and keep it in the jacket pocket as a makeshift trash can. Suzurikawa shouted in a cute voice, I wanted to help her but hesitated.
On every street there are so many students from the same school as me. To get to her, I had to ignore the eyes of the people who were now staring at Suzurikawa's cute behavior. Damn, she's too cute to the point that I can't stand her behavior anymore.
A quick walk approached him from behind. Grabbing his right hand with the intention of distancing his finger bitten by the cat. However, Suzurikawa's reaction was seen staring blankly at me like a pit of despair.
“What's Senior!? You sick!?”
When I'm worried. Suzurikawa hit me on the stomach very strongly, she pulled the collar of my uniform with her left hand. His right hand was used to pull my right arm.
With that, this movement is a slam that exists in Judo. Because my body was weak without flowing energy, I was easily slammed by it. The pain spreads directly to the back of the body.
At the same time, we both looked at each other. He took his hand off my collar, taking a step back from me. Immediately got up because it was quite embarrassed to be seen by many people, but Suzurikawa looked depressed crossed from her face.
“What's up? Let me see your finger. You were bitten by that cat, right?”
I asked as I approached him. But Suzurikawa got away from me and finally ran away from me. What was I wrong to be treated like that?
Is it possible ...he likes me? Hahaha where possible, he's Androphobia. Realize you are single.
* * * * *
Walk in the school hallway filled with students. Passing everyone and my goal is my class. I entered the classroom with the door wide open.
“Masbro! There's a letter for you.”
“Surat?”
I walked up to him and Sakaguchi put him on my bench. I keep the bag I carry on the right side of the bench. Now, I face a letter that was shown to me. Kuraih and I read neat writing accompanied by cute emoticons.
“I'm sorry >_< ... Suzurikawa Sayuki.”
I can't say anything about this. All the mysteries and puzzles that were in my mind slowly began to connect. Memory, habits, nature, and behavior.
I realized, Suzurikawa had a not-so-serious Androphobia. Only, the good nature he has is his natural nature. My feelings began to rip apart, my breathing heavy when I realized something.
* * * * *
“Masbro ... Masbro, first hour rest has arrived.”
The sound of someone trying to wake me up while shaking my shoulders was quite strong. Slowly closing my eyes repeatedly, suddenly my stomach roars. Naturally, breakfast with whole wheat bread is not enough.
“Masbro, you always fall asleep if the chemistry lesson is discussed. By the way ... Did you bring stock?”
Sakaguchi asked as he watched my stupid face wake up from sleep. I shook my head, yawning with a wide gaping mouth. Since Sakaguchi and I didn't bring supplies, we both decided to go to the cafeteria.
“Kifune, do you want to come?”
I asked as I got out of my seat. He responded with a headband, telling us something in sign language. He made a circular right-hand forward motion in the abdominal area.
“Kifune .. Are you pregnant?”
My question took Kifune and Sakaguchi by surprise. Sakaguchi was doing quite a pain in the area of my cranium. Due to the pain, I rubbed my poor head while apologizing to Kifune.
“Then until later.”
I said while waving my right hand. We both immediately went to the school cafeteria on the first floor, which is why we both went down the stairs. Sakaguchi was busy thinking about the food that would be made into lunch.
“Masbro, what do you want to buy?”
“Hmm .. fried rice.”
“Oh can too! I'll order the same menu as you.”
A short conversation that made us forget about the battlefield in front of us. The atmosphere of the school cafeteria was bustling, a noise filled this canteen area. We were both in a line that wasn't too long.
“Lock, did you record the chemical earlier?”
“Thank you.”
Both of our orders, which were fried rice, were served. The second problem was finding a seat to enjoy our lunch. As I watched the students here one by one, I saw Kazari with Suzurikawa enjoying his lunch.
“Labour, follow me.”
“Siap Masbro!”
With a nimble movement to avoid every student who blocked or passed us both. Sakaguchi was sitting beside my left, in front of me right now was Kazari and to his right Suzurikawa who was facing each other with Sakaguchi.
“Koala? Rarely see you in the canteen.”
“That's how it is, by the way .. I'm sorry Suzurikawa Senpai.”
I said a little while bending my body in a sitting position. Suzurikawa responded in panic, moving her hands in front like rejection.
“You refused my apology? Then I buy this fried rice.”
Even so, Suzurikawa still rejected him with the same movement of both hands. What should I do to be forgiven by him? Then how. That's the only way.
“Masbro, what are you doing?”
I got up from my seat, slowly descending to the floor surface. Although I was seen by others, the shame was mixed with other feelings. I bend my knees, now I prostrate so that my apology can be accepted.
“Masbro! You're too low on yourself!”
Sakaguchi tried to stop me, but I told him to shut up. This is my business, I cannot involve others in my own problems.
“Mmm ... Koala, look .. Sayuki actually did not reject your apology. But he wants to convey that it is okay and not a big problem.”
Because the words of Kazari awakened me. Immediately rise up all body and soul. I asked Suzurikawa about it while looking at her nervous face.
“Is it like that? Suzurikawa Senpai?”
I asked, Suzurikawa responded to my question with a nod of her head accompanied by a face that blushed in shame. Trouble was over, I sat back down and immediately ate my fried rice which was getting cold.
“Masbro, you're less sensitive.”
“Koala, you are less sensitive.”
Sakaguchi and Kazari said simultaneously. I wanted to answer, but could not because my mouth was busy chewing. After swallowing it, I introduced Sakaguchi to Kazari and Suzurikawa.
Don't know then no dear. Though they are familiar but not loved. Do not know then do not love, acquaintance used to approach.
* * * * *
The learning goes on as usual. Because today is free and I'm getting bored at home. Besides I don't have a bike, I don't know what's going through my body.
Walking in a quiet hallway, a reddish-orange twilight entered the window of the old school building. When I intend to go to the literature club room, I accidentally meet Suzurikawa who is walking with Kazari.
When I want to call them both. I realized I was nothing to them. My existence is just a crumb in the lives of both of them.
Therefore, I don't want to get too into the comfort zone that if I enter it would be out of balance. After all, no one will care about me. My steps stopped, immediately returned to the front door of the school with the intention of returning home.
At that moment, I saw the figure of Kifune waiting for someone. Maybe he was waiting for his girlfriend, I said goodbye while passing him who was leaning against a concrete wall. It's just that my steps stopped, Kifune pulled my uniform.
He showed me his little notes. There was one question he showed me. From now on you look agitated and confused, is there a problem?
The question is very precise, after all I'm just worried about Suzurikawa. For now that the matter was over, I answered him briefly then immediately intended to leave. Kifune, he pulled my uniform and refused to let me go.
“What's up?”
I asked while looking at her face which was quite upset when I intended to leave. Even though I forced her, Kifune did not want to tell me why. Therefore, this time I left him waving my right hand.
The more days, the more different I become. I don't know what happened, I still don't know.
To Be Continue ...
Suzurikawa Sayuki's