The Angel of Heaven I Wasted
Go home

After the return of Abdurahman and Adam. Mr. Imam intends to occupy Reyfan and ask about his decision

"How's Rey about your decision? You have dropped Ila', and you must decide right now, so as not to hurt Anisa for too long."

"I still won't divorce Nisa, Dad. Whatever I do to pay for all the mistakes I've done" Reyfan said firmly.

Ms. Halimah and the Imam could only take a deep breath.

"Well Reyfan, since you once swore not to touch Anisa, you must pay kifarat first as a fine from the oath you broke."

" Kifarat?" Reyfan heard it for the first time.

"Yes Kifarat, is a fine that you must pay because you have violated your own oath. In Islamic law Ila' it is haram and a great sin. You must truly repent Reyfan, multiply charity and multiply charity worship."

"Well, well, I'll pay the fine."

"Yes Reyfan. What you do, you yourself must endure it. Satisfy three days in a row, ask Allah for forgiveness, and multiply the istighfar and pray the night prayer. Allah has forgiveness from Allah greater than the heavens and the earth."

'Yes Yah inshaallah I can Yah."

"Alright, you're sorry to Anisa."

"Surely Well."

"Okay enough from dad.  Hope you really changed Reyfan. Remember not to disappoint the person who has given you a second chance, because the third time there may be no chance for you again" concluded the Imam.

The Imam left Reyfan alone in the living room.

For a moment he was speechless trying to arrange his words in order to apologize to Anisa.

Reyfan stepped into Annisa's room.

The door was knocked many times.

A few moments later the door opened. And Annisa's still with her veil to see Reyfan.

"What's up, Mom?" ask Annisa.

"Can I talk to you, Nisa."

Nisa silently lowered her head.

Reyfan clasped Anisa's hand and kissed her.

"Not to overdo it." Nisa pulled her own hand.

Reyfan then pulled out Annisa's hand and led her on the bed.

They both sat on the bed.

A few moments of silence.

'Nisa, I know you must still be angry for what I've done to you all this time."

"I also don't force you to believe in me again. I will prove to you Anisa, if I really sincerely want to make up with you Annisa."

"Why should I make up Mas instead of Mas Reyfan is a perfect man. You can marry a better woman than me. Besides, I don't necessarily fit your criteria."

"You've never seen my face, what if my face doesn't match your expectations?" ask Annisa.

Reyfan grabbed Annisa's hand back. Then he kissed the back of Annisa's hand.

"I've seen your face from your attitude all this time Nissa, and I don't care what your face looks like."

Nisa lowered her face. But Reyfan with his index finger raised Anisa's chin until the two stared at each other.

"I'll be home today too. You take good care of yourself here. I will pay the kifarat of the oath I have broken. And if I feel like I deserve to get you back, I'll come back Anisa again. I will propose to you in earnest" Reyfan said with a dewy eyeball staring at Nisa.

Anisa lowered her gaze when she saw Reyfan's teary eyes.

Then Reyfan landed a kiss on Nisa's forehead.

"I'm sorry to go home. God willing I will come back to pick you up Annisa. Hopefully with us parting ways, you can treat your heartache in order to receive me back."

Nisa remained unmoved. 

Then Reyfan kissed both cheeks and Anisa's headache.

"I'll excuse Annisa. Assalamualaikum."

"Waalaikumsalam," Anisa answered flatly.

After saying goodbye to Anisa then Reyfan tidied up his clothes, then met Mr. Imam and Miss Halimah who sat in the middle room.

"Assalamualaikum Yeah. Ma."

"Getishalight."

"Dad, Mom, I'll excuse you. I mean to go home."

"Home home, are your and Anisa's problems over?"

 "Not yet, but I've apologized. In order for Nisa to calm down more calmly, for a while I will leave. I also had to prove to Anisa if I meant to improve myself. I'm going home Dad. And God willing I'll come back to pick Anisa up when I feel it's appropriate to have her again."

Mr. Imam and Halimah just fell silent to Reyfan's words.

"I'm calling Anisa Yah. God willing I will return unless I die."

Reyfan then approached Pak Imam and Miss Halimah. He kissed the backs of the two men's hands.

Mr. Imam and Ms. Halimah saw that Reyfan meant it.

"Yes Reyfan, maybe this is one of the ways that you can reflect. Maybe parting for a while can make your heart calm so as not to make a decision in haste. Remember Reyfan involves God in all your affairs. God willing, he will lead you on the right path. Make Him your only back when you are tired. Make Him a place to complain when you need solutions, and make Him a place to ask for things when you need them. God willing you will find a better way of life."

'God willing, Yah" he said, hugging Mr. Imam.

"Thank you Well, I just realized that I'm not just lucky to get Anisa as a wife. But also I was lucky to have in-laws like Dad. My father was a wise man, who did not judge me immediately and was willing to forgive my mistakes. I have wasted the grace that God has given me. May the gift remain mine" Reyfan said with tears in his eyes.

The two also broke each other's embrace.

"From here we can learn Reyfan, If God will give the best for us, even though it is bad in our opinion.It is all because God is omniscient, whereas we do not know anything about the Secret of God!Be kind to Allah, for Allah is like the prejudice of his servant."

"Yes Well, I say yes first. Assalamualaikum."

"Guiland,Rey."