The Angel of Heaven I Wasted
Deal Again

Nisa is in her room reading Islamic books to increase her knowledge and faith. 

Understandably, to a person's faith sometimes decreases and increases depending on the situation and conditions. And it made Anisa feel had to upgrade her frequently by reading or hearing tausiyah.

For him now conquering Reyfan the husband is the biggest challenge. He had to add knowledge in order to advise Reyfan even though it was difficult to change him.

At least Nisa feels the religious knowledge she studied so far, she can practice directly on her domestic life.

Tok tok tok tok

The door is knocked from outside.

Nisa is back in her veil.

Because he knew it was his husband who knocked on the door of his room.

Kreak.

"I want to talk to you" Reyfan said.

"Speak what?"

Reyfan came in and sat down on the sofa in Nisa's room.

"What are you talking about?" ask Nisa to remind.

"I want to get married again."

Degs.. Ser.all of a sudden Anisa's heart is racing. Somehow his heart ached when he heard the husband wanted to marry again, but only a few days ago they were married.

"Yes, please." 

Although sick and disappointed Anisa can what? Reyfan doesn't want it.

"But I want you to choose a wife for me."

Nisa was shocked again.

"I? Why should I?"tanya Nisa pitched a protest.

"I know you're from a boarding school, surely you have the acquaintance of a boarding girl right ?"

"Why should a boarding girl?" annisa's getting confused.

"Because I want to have a holy wife who has never touched any man.Something pesantren girl has good manners, Sholehah and especially she can keep her chastity."

"That's all?" ask Annisa.

"Yes, I want one like you, to close your body, but not you, because I know you must not be holy anymore."

Anisa's eyeballs turned red.

'O Allah, should I tell you that I am a virgin and have never touched anyone, even though I have been widowed twice, ' inwardly Nisa.

Reyfan looked at the sad looking face of Anisa.

"I admit you have a good nature, but again you're not my type Nisa, so why waste our time. I promise to divorce you after I get a wife according to my criteria."

Again Nisa was insulted by the words of Reyfan, Anisa grasped the game yes to hold her anger and sad feelings, as much as possible she tried to hold back her tears.

"I don't want to" said Anisa.

"Why? Are you afraid I'm divorcing you?" ask Reyfan.

Nisa shook her face so that Reyfan would not see her sadness.

"If you don't want me to divorce, you have to accept it in polygamy. But I won't promise to be fair, because I won't touch you" Reyfan said gently but pierced into Anisa's heart.

Nisa adjusted her breathing to make her calmer. 

"It's not that."

"If it's not that, then what?"

"If you don't change your attitude, I won't match you up with my acquaintances, because I'd be sorry to see my friends if I had a husband like you."

"What's? have a husband like me? Why me?"

"You said you like to drink alcohol and Gonta changed partners. Besides you always say harsh words, right? How do you want a good wife if you're not a good person. The soul is a reflection of ourselves.  So, if you want to get a good soul mate, do good and stay strong, God's God's best mate will come to you" said Nisa.

Reyfan let out a long and heavy sigh

"So, if I turn out to be a better man and Sholeh, will you help me find a mate for me?"

Nisa shook for a moment, then nodded her head.

"How many months do I have to prove to you, if I've changed?"

"Four months only."

'Four months?" ask Reyfan.

"Why four months? long time?" ask Reyfan again.

"In fact, to change bad habits into good habits takes a long time, maybe even years depending on one's determination and seriousness. But since you once dropped Ila' by swearing not to touch me, I can only wait for four months. After that you have to make a decision to divorce me or hire me as your wife. And for four months, I'm willing to help you process to be a good husband for your chosen mate."

"So you have to be a good husband to me, for these four months" Annisa added.

"Well, why go with you?"

"Yes, because I am your wife. If you can be nice to me, then I'm sure you'll be nice to anyone including your new wife."

Reyfan scratched his non-itchy head. He seems to doubt.

Nisa smiled behind her veil.

"You take it easy, we're not going to have a husband and wife relationship." Nisa reaffirmed.

Reyfan smiled.

"All right then I agree."

"Deal!" 

"Deal!"

Both are in agreement.

Annisa smiled behind her veil.

'The soul mate is God's secret, and if Reyfan isn't my soul mate, I'm sure one day God will prepare the best mate for me, but at least I can make him change and get back on the right path,' inner Annisa