
"....."
"Not to answer now, son. Love is not a series of words and becomes a sentence. Love is here." Ayra said while pointing at Arumi's chest.
"Love anything and anyone. It's source. Hearts. The heart that feels. Because logic will lose if the heart has played a role. Now is not the time to answer if you can't feel your own heart. Do you think there is Ammar or not? Try to fight for your marriage by loving Ammar as well. And who can turn hearts. It's just God."
Ayra now rubbed the cheek that still left her tears.
"We cannot change our hearts, let alone others. Pray, beg. Don't be a proud human being. As if we could breathe because of oxygen, and assume we have. Likewise the heart, as if we are trying to forget someone can but we never involve and ask God. Mama see here Ammar has the keys to your household nipper but he doesn't have the fuel. He is still waiting for you to be happy. Give your day a chance to know Ammar Nak...." Ayra's voice sobbed with a cry against her heart.
The heart of which mother is not sad when the firstborn who at that time asked for a girl, so happy, excited but after marriage, even though he took a beautiful sip of the household. The heart of the mother who will not fight when her daughter-in-law is able for three months to play just to keep her heart. So he can see, this woman named Arumi is a good woman despite her shortcomings.
"If you have done the effort and prayer but your heart is still unable to give love. Then Mama herself will take you back to Mr. Subroto. You were brought to this house well. If you want to go home, it should be fine. But not now. Divorce is Halal but hated by God. Don't just focus on HALALNYA Son. But also in HIS HEART. Trying to survive will be better while improving yourself and your heart. Please, fight for your household first... Mama please, Mama beg of you Arumi... " Say Ayra said while folding both her hands.
If another mother-in-law might not be the affection put forward. But the resentment of the daughter-in-law, maybe that day will also expel the son-in-law or even three months ago when he heard for himself what his son was treated like in his home. But no, she is Ayra Khairunnisa. He is no longer young. But the charm is still attached even though the skin and age have aged. And that he inherited from his three children. Two of them are showing their charms to their respective partners.
And right now, that charm of Arumi's in-laws was tearing down her arrogance, her arrogance. How the paddy ducked but it contained, so did Ayra. He pleaded not to mean he was stupid or lowly. But he knew the science of how God does not like a divorce, although it is permissible if it only happens to hurt each other. But this, his son's marriage had not been fought for by the son-in-law. He already wants to give up on destiny which also requires the role of the owner of destiny itself.
Arumi held Ayra's hand. He c3cup Ayra's hand while shedding his tears. But Arumi's sentence so makes Ayra's patience must be a little held back.
"But fate wants this Ma... It was fate that made me fall into the abyss of sorrow, this misery...." Arumi lirih.
But the two netra Ayra grew. He pulled his hand.
He looked at Arumi sharply. Even his one hand quickly picked up one fitting flower on the right side right next to the bed. He lifted the vase towards his daughter-in-law's face. Arumi quickly raised both hands to prevent the vase from landing on her face.
Ayra smile. He put the vase on the pillow.
"Heh. Look Arumi. You're talking destiny. Who wants you and Ammar like this? Then what about you just now. Why are you raising your hand. If fate willed you to be sick from being hit by this thing, then you should not raise your hand. Now why are you raising your hand? What's destiny? or is your heart so scared that your nerves tell your brain to raise its hand to protect it when it actually lands on your cheek?" Ayra smiled and put back the vase. He slightly tidied the flower that was interested because he lifted.
Then he looked at Arumi. He held Arumi's hand.
"Everybody has a destiny. But he has a role in every destiny. When something brings sin or misery, do not say that it is destiny. The concept is the same as before. C'mon Arumi. If anyone else could be a great woman. Why don't you, be a woman who prefers to be afraid of the word 'Hated by ALLAH'. Fighting for something that is actually in your heart and your choices. It is not fate if you can choose. You can choose to try to open a new page why should you choose to leave but never fight?" Tanya Ayra rubbed gently on the daughter-in-law's cheek.
Arumi. He could not believe what had just happened and his mother-in-law's explanation could logically be accepted. She thought she was really going to be beaten by Ayra because her in-laws were angry. But her in-laws are so smart. He can give a figure of speech that can be accepted by women like Arumi who are not using the heart to choose.
Arumi bowed in shame, crying sobbing that his shoulders shook. Ayra hugged him. He rubbed the back of his hand. He patted the son-in-law's back.
"Crying, sometimes to soften the heart we must weep, for by crying it means that our day has tenderness." Ayra hugged Arumi tightly.
That night Arumi cried in Ayra's arms. He even fell asleep in Ayra's lap.
"You have a good side, son. But your heart is too hard. Maybe because of the rigors of your life?" Ayra said giving a pillow on Arumi's head. He also shuffled to cover his eldest wife.
"Ammar. Come home tonight. Don't forget to buy a gift for your wife. You already snapped at him last night."
"Arumi okay ma?" ask Ammar to worry.
"This morning he prayed Shajuh together but had not yet come down for breakfast. Mama will see in the room. But last night she cried." Ayra.
Ammar was sad. He understands Arumi's sadness at parting ways with Ifah. He doesn't know if Ayra knows what she wants. Only Ayra doesn't know if the man Arumi means is Gede. Ayra also asked Arumi not to let Ammar know if he knew what he wanted. He did not want to add to his son's grief when he found out that his mother had known the sufferings of her household.
"Alright Ma. Later tonight Ammar comes home. Ammar had to see Bilqis first... " Say Ammar slowly.
"You're not alone, are you?" Search Ayra.
"No Ma.She was with some of her friends for a project in Australia. Mama don't worry. I know now I'm married. Even all this time I was communicating with Bilqis in Ma's room." Ammar.
Ayra shook her head.
"Ammar... Arumi is jealous of Bilqis. You didn't tell me if Bilqis was your cousin?" Ask Ayra.
"really? Mama's sure she's jealous?" Spontaneous Ammar asked. But he quickly failed.
"Ma... Arumi was too in love with me. I never saw him jealous. So I'm just happy if she's jealous." Ammar.
Ayra smile.
"Sometimes jealousy is important, but don't be too big. Worry for yourself to burn, son. Remember Arumi your wife. He deserves to know who you're going to be, you're chatting." Remember Ayra. Ammar nodded.
He also had a plan that morning to make Arumi feel jealous of him.
When Marvin came into his room. Ammar immediately asked to book a hotel in Australia in two weeks.
"Message the hotel and also the plane ticket for me."
Marvin can only nod.
"Don't forget. You're coming with." Ammar said again.
Marvin left the room confused because there were no plans to meet clients in the Aussie.
[Sister, tomorrow it's ready to fill out the show. All for a place to stay for the guests brother who prepared. Brother will be the main donor on your show.]
Ammar sent a message to Bilqis.