The Charm of The Twins
147 Apology of Mr. Rendra

Flashback.

"Mas knows, we've been very hurt all this time. Mas Rendra's Attitude to Papa and Mama. Even my last mother. Mom is still waiting for the presence of Mama. But what mas is still more concerned with the world mas. Time and time again we took our rights. You are not angry because Mama and Papa are always asking for understanding. Until yesterday, until yesterday... Papa told me that after Papa's examination. Pa...Papa's... Suitable for her spinal cord transplant for Hilman." Said Mr. Rendra's sister still accompanied by Isak crying.

The woman's chest is tight. From childhood, he was always asked to give up on his brother. Even when an adult, the rights of himself as a child are also taken by the brother. All siblings are inflamed. Almost all of Mr. Rendra's family harbored heartache.

"Do you remember your money to set up your party? Your efforts in the capital? Try to remember the. Your source or capital for it, it's from the sale of garden proceeds and land owned by Mama. Where mama does not want the land sold.... Come on. It's not too late. Please forgive. You are struggling with treasure but you are never happy... Forgive the Mother whom you have hurt, and the God whom you have despised." Said the sister.

He remembered how the mother cried for days because the inheritance of parents who had advised not to be sold. But it was given to the grandchildren. But Rendra sold it all. And it was sold without the mother's knowledge.

Rendra was embarrassed. He also pulled his hair several times. For a moment he looked at Mr. Toha. He stood up from his seat and sat down right in front of his father.

"Pa... Forgive Rendra. Forgive me.." said Mr. Rendra who wept for his sins in Masalalu.

Love parents all the time. So did Mr. Toha. Although the child has done wrong many times and hurt himself also the wife. He cannot forgive the child. He rubbed Mr. Rendra's head.

"Papa forgives you. You must repent, son. Apologize to the man whom you have hurt, whom you have forfeited. For Allah is Forgiving. If you truly repent. But man, his pain can be healed with a sincere apology from you. Not too late. Apologizing does not demean you." said Mr. Toha.

The man wiped his tears. As he stood, he hugged his sister who was standing behind Pak Toha's wheelchair.

"I'm sorry.... Forgive Mommy..." Said Mr. Rendra who was crying over his stupidity.

He had never listened to the advice of his brother. He had always felt his brother and sister were far below him. For the economic thing.

Mr. Rendra thinks that his brother is jealous of his success. Though he was too arrogant, arrogant when his brother reminded him that he was going the wrong way. After that Mr. Rendra walked towards Bram and his wife.

He cupped his hands in front of Ayra and Bram.

"I beg Mr. Bram. Bu Ayra's. I'm sorry. Forgive all my sins. I admit everything Mr. Subroto said is true. I sinned, I was wrong. Please forgive me. I accept that Ammar did not donate his spinal cord" said Mr. Rendra bowed in shame.

Bram just shut up. The blood in the flow of Ayra's husband's body was still hot. He felt very hurt about Mr. Rendra's attitude. He did not think what made people so dark his eyes and heart. As if in the grave all business is done. He who never hurts others, takes away the rights of others. Feeling very sick because of Mr. Rendra's attitude.

"You have to take responsibility for everything Mr. Rendra has done! You know, I almost went back to losing a kid because of you!" Bram.

"God willing, I forgive all Mr. Rendra... Please understand my husband's feelings. Mr. Toha is right, Allah is Oft-Forgiving. But man, it is very difficult to deal with the heart of man." Ayra said before chasing after her husband.

Ammar just wanted to leave the place accompanied by Mr. Subroto. Mr. Rendra also apologized to him. Mr. Subroto still looked at Mr. Rendra with a dislike look.

"I hope you prepare a legal process that will soon approach you. Sorry I had to do that. Because when the incident many ny@wa missing Mr. Rendra. Not just my daughter." Said Mr. Subroto.

"Come Pa.. " Take Ammar to his father.

He took his father-in-law to Arumi's room.

"At least you've tried Rendra. Post the healing of Hilman. Go home to Indonesia. Meet your other son. Meet your ex-wife. Finish your business with them. While you still have time. Papa will be here." Said Mr. Toha.

Mr. Rendra is getting limp, he feels he has no shame. He already felt he did not have the strength nor the pride to go to meet Gede and his mother. He's still embarrassed.

"Later on Pa. I have to wait for news of Hilman's condition. His mother could not accompany him. He's got a severe flu." Said Rendra sitting weakly on the bench stenlis.

A few days passed. Rendra forbids Mr. Toha to perform a spinal cord transplant for Hilman.

"The picture is too big Pa. Don't let me go back to sinning. I still have papa, let me serve Papa. Let Hilman wait for another donor." Said Rendra with a sad face. His eyes look sunken. He hasn't been able to sleep well for a few days.

His appearance is also crumpled. He sat in front of Hilman's room. He also just kept silent. There was no arrogant face, full of arrogance. There was only the frustrated face, the worried face of a founder of that great party.

"Please apologize to Gede and his mother. Either way, he's your flesh and blood " said Mr. Toha.

"Well, will he and Ratih forgive me." Said Mr. Rendra slowly.

"At least you have an attempt to repent" said Mr. Toha.

Mr. Rendra also walked gontai. He wanted to apologize to someone. But without them knowing if there is a pair of ears that hear their conversation.

"What's? Gede Mr Rendra's biological son?" The man muttered behind a wall not far from Mr. Toha.