The Conqueror's Journey
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I took a deep breath, if I had the same closest person as you, maybe I would have done the same Exactly with you, yet I was alone now; there is no one like that now. Aunty Yu used to always advise me, she would explain it gently, but she now went out of nowhere and it was also because of my mistake. I put the letter in a secret place.

And back to avenging it, flashed through my mind, can the person in the mirror really help me? If it's possible I'll use it for the final decision.

Thank you for your help, but I have no one else by my side, maybe this is a fate that cannot be changed.

I'm really happy when you want to write me a new letter. The first time I had a human friend, it was so beautiful.

If there's any time maybe I'll go there to prove the truth.

Bye then.

I rolled it up and tied it to the feet of the wiwit gently. I elus-elus he then gave it to go from before me.

Today I did not wave my hand, but instead I smiled looking at him even if it was just pretend.

I decided to rest, though,

Throughout the day my mind was always filled with ways to get out of this problem, but the result was zero, there were only 15 days left, I was going to get married, did I have to live like this, did I have to live like this, I once wrote that my life may be like an ever-changing season, but the difference is, the seasons that decorate it are bad seasons.

Maybe I was born in the autumn, the falling season, the season that lost the beautiful green colors of leaves.

“what I will decide.”

“Hahaha.” That Ah Sura again, I approached her.

‘”how?” ask, maybe for my decision.

“I still think about it.”

He laughed, “ why you find it so hard to decide, do you know that tadpoles will remain frogs and never be anything else.”

“what do you mean!?”

“You're an unlucky child for others and also for yourself, you've been destined for it, so you can't run anywhere, only I can handle it all.”

“That's a lie!” how can he equate me with tadpoles, they do have to be. “I will change it.”

He laughed again. “How can you change it, you just change your situation is impossible, and it even makes the people closest to you leave you, alone.”

My feeling of being stabbed by him was like a small but painful needle. She was right when I wanted to get justice from my biological father, but she instead made auntie yu leave. “what can you do?”

“I can put you to sleep comfortably and you will never feel pain again, think well.” His words slowly disappeared, though,

I sat there thinking about it, is there no other way?

Oh what a shame my life is, if there was a father maybe everything would have changed, but they must have planned it carefully, made the father stay at the border and kept him away.

This is the best thing I have to do, sacrifice myself for this empire, but they must think of me as a tool only. Ah my head is so dizzy, plus a chaotic life, my sadness also mingled with others.

Hari+hiku tasted tasteless, bitter, as if the Sunshine I saw was slowly fading away. Every day I was just pensive and pensive, and no one cared about it. Even the waiter who always looked after me never asked; he just kept quiet, pecking, whatever he thought, I didn't care.

Just this time I felt a deep sadness, even though my tears did not drip, only my eyes were dim as if there was no life anymore, I just sat at this table, waiting, the end of my life, he said,

At night I did not sleep in bed, I just sat and pensively praying and hoping for a miracle to come, but all was fruitless. Sometimes I have nightmares, in the dream I cry and cry, there is no light, the closest people, there is only darkness surrounding me without limits.

“Leave me alone.”

“well, princess.” They left immediately, though,

“already done, ruined my life, misfortune will come welcome me”

“Have you decided?” asked the figure again suddenly appeared, I was not surprised by it, I was not surprised,

“I'll give up everything as long as I can be free.”

“ In other words, did you accept my proposal?”

I nodded, “give me a little time to write.”

After I wrote the last story and a piece of paper I approached her with a book in my hand.

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Daniel took a deep breath, now that he knew what had happened to his daughter. Had he been with her maybe it wouldn't have happened, but everything might have been planned. Her daughter had no other recourse she had to do, other than that, if her daughter got married, it was possible that she would decide to commit suicide and that was the same.

Daniel put the book on a nearby rock and spread it around again, the figure of a pink-clothed woman crouched with her outstretched hand, feeling the rushing waters of the river, Miranda, and the, Daniel saw Miranda again, he was about to approach her however, something reminded him that he was dead, and that in Daniel's own hands, there was no face whatsoever that he could face. The shame and guilt was so great in him that if his wife wanted to kill him now, she would let him go, but she didn't seem to want to, she just showed her body in front of Daniel.

Tears dripped one after another as she looked at Miranda who was slowly fading away handed out a gentle breeze.

Daniel quickly shook his head, in order to make him realize, that he had to leave here. As he was about to walk a piece of paper fell from the insertion of his daughter's book, not letting it touch the water, Daniel swiftly picked it up, could this be the letter his daughter had written.

For my father.

I'm sorry maybe this letter is the last and first letter I wrote to you, maybe you are angry, hateful and upset towards me who always hide my problems, but believe me I always love you, I always love you, as my best father, even if my real father wanted to accept me again I would never forgive him and just come back to him.

A father should already know what he would be responsible for if he decided to get married; raise a child and support the family of one of them, but my father was very uneducated, just imagine how an emperor could command all the territories of the Uttarian Empire, but not be a good father!

For me the best father, even though I'm only your adopted daughter, but I'm really happy as your daughter. Since childhood I will always take care of my father.’ is my motto that I always do, but as time goes on everything changes, sometimes I always miss you when I am in trouble, maybe I am selfish.

In our daily life, my father always invited me to play in the park even when I was a child. Taking me around the market and lastly sitting feeling the wind in that shady banyan tree, I was really happy with my dad leaving. I wouldn't have decided to go anywhere if dad wasn't with me, even just going out to town, for me if it wasn't with my dad it was like losing a part of me.

I'm sorry if I ever asked you about the photo album that's on display in your closet, sorry if I made a mistake.

I knew that maybe I would die or something after deciding to accept the offer of the black figure, but I had no way, no more friends beside me.

I look for a lover again and marry him so I will always have fun.

My father once wrote that my life was like autumn; the leaves symbolized regret at birth and the leaves also symbolized green before brown, the tree that left the skeleton symbolizes me who might be cut down into firewood or also into a building and throw it if it is finished in use.

I realized that I might have been born in the fall without my wish, but I would have left as I wished, if there was any more time I wanted to be with you, if time were longer I might write a long letter to you but time did not support me, I could only write this short letter.

Again, find a woman and get married..

Goodbye goodbye...

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