THE DARK STORY OF MY LIFE
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Many times I tried to contact Diki. I called and sent a message to her number. Oh my God, what more trial is this. Why can't I call him, not even try to contact me. A lot of questions on my mind, and I'll tell you all if Diki can call me.

Until late at night I waited for news, at 11 my phone vibrated. Drett. drett..

"I'm sorry baby, I've been busy all day. Now brother wants to take a break "short message from Diki . I immediately replied to him so that he could reply to my message again.

"Sister Tumben didn't call me all day, why brother? " reply me.

I waited 5 minutes and there was no reply.

" sister?"

"Reply"

"Why is this now?"

" Don't read it, brother!"

I was getting upset because my message was just read. I started playing music on my phone. And choose to sleep.

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Today is sunday. I didn't want to get out of my bed. I saw my phone and there was no message from Diki.

My heart was upset, I started to think what if he really left me?

Oh God, I'm sorry I gave up my chastity to her. If I knew it would be like this change in her attitude, there would be no way I would give her my crown. I intentionally didn't contact her, I wonder to what extent she's been acting this way to me.

It's been a week, sure enough Diki still doesn't contact me . I love her so much. I was already in love with her. My days are starting to get dark. I remembered what Diki did at the hotel.

Don't get me pregnant, I don't want that to happen. I sent a message to the WA group whose members are my 5 friends.

I want to meet them, yes I have bought young pineapple of course. I'm still a little innocent and don't know when exactly that pregnancy will happen.

I told her the truth happened, I had guessed they would definitely be furious with Diki.

Every day I drink the herbs I buy from the traveling bule. I ate all the pregnant women's abstinence.

A month passed and Diki did leave me for no reason and without the slightest news. My menstrual schedule is also near. My stomach's been getting a lot of cramps lately. I decided not to go to school, even though I'm going to be testing soon. I just lay in my room, and I called my friend to get me a fake license. Of course they didn't refuse my request. Because it has become our routine to help each other when lying haha.

That afternoon, I felt wet in my pants.

Yes, my guest has arrived. I'm glad I'm not playing. The sign is I'm not pregnant.

I remember with Diki back, what's really going on? it's wrong what I did until he left me this way. The status of our relationship is not clear, because he has not broken this relationship.

I don't know when to endure this pain, resisting all this lingering feeling. Only regrets are there in me.

Slowly I tried to betray her. He can create stories on his sosmed account but never reply to my messages.

All right, maybe it's time I let go of all these flavors. I realized that I could never forget him completely because he was the first person to touch me.

I just need to strengthen my heart, realize myself, that I am no longer in his heart '')

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Days passed, I took the school exam. And now it's graduation time, it's the time we've been waiting for.

We were all declared to be graduated . Very happy of course. We are planning to enroll in 1 more school.

I told my father and mother at home that I was graduating from school and was going to continue to vocational high school in XX. My mom and dad agreed.

I spent the holidays with my friends. Until the holiday ended and we went to the school we were going to to enroll in.

Different atmosphere, lots of people signed up. I look around, there are many handsome prospective students here hehe .

Seriate...