
Of course I am still a normal girl, I can still be attracted to my opposite sex. Diki's departure did traumatize me a little to have a special relationship with another man. "I don't know, I'm just enjoying the process. What is wrong with trying to open my heart to another man? " my murmured in my heart and breathed out my coarse breath.
I have arrived at school, the gaze of the students does not make me uncomfortable. I'm used to it from my Junior High, being a school idol.
Not a hint of my heart's intention to return their gazes. I walked towards my classroom with a judes face but still looked sweet in their eyes. "Truly spread a successful charm" I laugh amusedly if I remember what I just did wkwk..
"Not until them, but my house is farthest from the rest" I spoke to myself, when I saw the class and it turns out that 5 of my friends have not come.
I decided to wait in the front seat of the class.
Degs... My heart stopped when I saw Damian walking towards me.
"God, don't forget to breathe Kingdom!" , I ordered myself. Haha, that's ridiculous.
"Only alone? " Task Damian to me and sit right next to me.
"eeh, yes brother. I'm still waiting for another friend" I replied trembling. My face is starting to blush red. I don't know what's in my heart right now.
"Have breakfast ? I'm going to the cafeteria, yuk together"
Oh my God. If I had been shameless and ignored my image all this time, I might have cried out in excitement because of this offer. I also control myself as much as possible.
" Not yet, but later I have breakfast with my friends. Soon they will come" answered me, rejecting Damian's subtle invitation.
"Oh yeah, I go first" , pat my shoulder gently and leave.
I still felt trembling, the red on my face was reluctant to disappear, my whole body felt frozen but there was heat inside.
"Geez, what was my dream last night? " again, I speak for myself.
I just kept smiling remembering what just happened and holding my shoulder that Damian touched .
I'm getting nervous thinking about Damian. How could I possibly feel such great nervousness in front of Damian. I did not get the answers to all the questions in my head, I decided to tell my 5 friends.
"It seems like I've gotten close to crazy, how could I possibly sit trembling in shame upon meeting Damian?" I said relax.
"Damians? " Silvi repeated the name and looked at each other for never knowing before.
"Yes Damian, he's our upperclassman in XX. I first saw him when we gathered in front of the class. I accidentally stared at her for too long, and she returned my gaze with a smile".
"Keep on. keep on. "ask Gita enthusiastically with all her curiosity.
"I keep wondering about him. I found out his sosmed account in this school group. Yes, I knew him from his profile picture. I added him first, he confirmed. After that we chat basa benar. That's it" I said chronologically earlier.
" When do you meet until you tremble?" Vina was no less enthusiastic than Gita.
I had expected that they would ask in detail and would not stop until they got the answer they wanted.
"So morning. I see you guys haven't come yet. So I decided to sit in front of the class. As soon as my heart stopped beating, I saw him coming over to me and sitting next to me. Even now I am still confused, why can I feel this way?" say it with question marks .
Hahahaha, the loud sound of laughter escaped from Acha's mouth. "You're wrong? hahaha" again he laughed at me.
" Who's wrong? why am I wrong?" I answer to dismiss Acha's accusation.
"Hahaha, stop. Let her be, it's her again dilemma . Maybe start falling in love again" added Dinda who started laughing at me.
I was even more confused, "what exactly are they saying?" I murmured in my heart.
Oh, never mind, I don't want to think about it.
Seriate...