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POV Imam's
I am Imam Permana, perhaps you are familiar with the ears of those of you who have read and followed the story of my late wife in the next novel. Yes, I am the husband of Dhina, the love girl I always call her name in the do'a.
There's probably not much I can say here, it's just that I'm going to confide in a little bit before getting into my last video.
Thirteen years ago, I was truly grateful for the grace of God, for the blessing I had to marry her. Witnessed by all family members who love and love him, I said kabul ijab. There is happiness but there is sadness. I am happy because at last, the girl I call in the do'a at every prayer has legitimately become the consort of my heart. But I was sad because at the end of the story, I was forced to let it go. Finally, we also LDR again to a deadline that cannot be determined.
Thirteen years.I went through day after day without his presence, not the slightest bit of this love reduced for him, it even increased even though he was no longer beside me. I don't know what kind of love God gives, so I myself can't forget it even for a moment.
The busyness that makes my days more meaningful, distracted from the sadness that sometimes comes enveloping. But because I was too busy I forgot, that there are times when this body needs time to rest in order to unwind.
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Dad, Mum... Thank you for accepting Imam as son-in-law in this house. The priest is so grateful, so happily immeasurably able to be one of you. One of the dreams that Imam had imagined when he first knew that Dhina was the daughter of Father during a festive party at the office at that time. (The story is in the novel My Brother Darling My Sister Malang in episode 23).
Mas Ammar, Mas Sadha, and Dhana... It is very difficult for the Imam to string words together to describe your love and affection for the family. For the Imam, you have three superheroes who deserve to be shaded by thousands of thumbs because of your compactness. Thank you, Mum! For accepting this man as a sister-in-law.
Sister Ibel, Brother Vanny, and Mala... The figure of a tough woman with a leader who is no less worthy of being shaded by millions of thumbs. You are the three strongest women the Imam has ever found after Umi, Mum and Dhina. Thank you, Brother! Already loved and accepted Imam as the most handsome brother-in-law among you as Father and Mother's daughter-in-law. Priests are grateful to be among you who strengthen each other.
The Imam apologized because during the Imam's stay in Jakarta, the Imam didn't tell you anything. In fact, the Imam arrived at the capital two days before going to Father and Mother's house. Two days the Imam went to meet Mitha, a college friend of Imam and Dhana first. He is a cancer specialist at Medika Hospital. At first the Imam never thought to check the condition of the Imam, but because of the growing pain, the Imam went to see Mitha. Until finally, a truth that was never imagined to occur, Imam was diagnosed with stage three liver cancer after detailed examination by Mitha in the laboratory.
The symptoms that the Imam felt were very common, making the Imam negligent. In the last two years, the Imam often felt pain in the abdomen. The Imam thought it was just a common stomach ache that often occurred because the Imam was late to eat. So the Imam did not think too much about it because the work of the Imam was much to think about.
But these last few months, the symptoms that often appear suddenly come again and it is very often. The Imam chose silence because the Imam was afraid that Abi and Umi were worried. So the Imam chose to check it when he wanted to visit the Imam's family in Jakarta.
I want the Imam to tell you, but the Imam does not want to make you sad. The priest knows what it feels like, when he hears bad news that befalls our loved ones. So the Imam chose silence, for the sake of all.
In this video, the Imam wants to apologize to Father, Mother, Mas Ammar, Mas Sadha, Dhana, Kak Vanny, Mala, even Kak Ibel who has not had time to meet Imam. Intentions want to see Brother, but it seems like fate seems to whisper that the age of the Imam will not be long. That is all the Imam can say, if at the last moment the Imam cannot say farewell.
Dhana... You must be strong! I'm sorry, if I had to leave when your problems were tough. I'm sure, you can definitely solve all the problems well and respond. Use the tracking device on this phone. Maybe someday, you'll need it, Dhana.
For Ziel, Al, Syahal, and Shahil... Uncle is grateful to be given the opportunity to see you growing up today, even if only for a moment. Remember son, keep doing good, don't hold grudges against anyone. Because revenge can not only damage themselves, but can also damage the heart. If our hearts are broken, it will be difficult for us to accept the reality of life. Life is not always beautiful, so plant it on your heart not to take revenge.
Uncle is also very grateful, because Al and Shahil can finally change as before, willing to accept Wulan as it is. Uncle is proud of you. Take good care of yourself! Diligent school, pray and teach so that someday you will be children who are sholeh for parents.
For Damar and Wulan... Uncle is also very grateful to be able to meet you. All this time Uncle can only hear your papi story because he does not want Uncle to know the condition of Wulan. Take good care of yourself too, son. Uncle apologized because Uncle just visited you in Jakarta. You also have to be patient when facing your mother's attitude, especially Uncle's beautiful girl. Believe me. someday your mother will open her heart again in order to receive Wulan.
There's actually one thing I have to tell you, Dhana. Before I left for Jakarta, Dhina once came to my dream and asked me to take Wulan with me to Cairo. In my dream Dhina cried, she could not bear to see Wulan who was always hurt by Mala. And I, agreed.
I want to take Wulan to Cairo and stay with me there. But the plan is only a plan. After the results of my lab tests came out, while we were all busy looking for the whereabouts of Damar and Wulan that had disappeared the other day, Mitha contacted me and told me that I had a deadly disease, making me doubtful, whether I could fulfill Dhina's wish in my dream at that time, and it turns out that fate again said something else.
Regarding Mala's disease, I actually also had a signal from Dhina in a dream. Apparently, Dhina's guess about it is true and something else in Mala is now her syndrome disease. For Mala, I can only pray that the trauma she feels will disappear and she can love Wulan wholeheartedly.
Once again the Imam apologized. Imam hope Father, Mother, Mas Ammar, Mas Sadha, Kak Ibel, Kak Vanny and Dhana can understand. Thank you for all the love you have given to the Imam. And for Uncle's kids... Uncle loves you all very much, son!
Wassalam´s...
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POV Author
Without feeling the eyes staring at the screen of the television has been wet by the crystal circle, the atmosphere of sorrow that was clearly getting dissolved due to the last video recording of the Imam, making everything cry, he said, I still could not believe that the Imam was no longer among them.
"Mas Ziel...that's not the sofa that Uncle sat on while sleeping in the Apartment last night?" timpal Aifa'al, pointed at the television with a pushy look when he realized something in the last video of the uncle.
"You mean, Uncle Imam made this video while we were both sleeping?" aiziel asked, looking towards her sister.
"It could be, Mom!!! Mas see for yourself the video, the background is exactly the same as the living room in the Apartment." replied Aifa'al, trembling.
Aiziel stuck, staring at the flat screen of the still-lit television, ignoring the pushy gazes of everything there, including Wulan. The girl gave a lip, held a sob that wanted to break when she knew the intention of the uncle, asked him to stay in Cairo, but all just a dream, the plan of the uncle now lives in memory.
"Silts..."
The sobs seemed to be forced to stop as the sound of Damar calling out to Wulan echoed. Damar also moved, following the younger brother who hiccupped after seeing the video. Aiziel, Syahal-Shahil and Aifa'al. While the parents were still sitting dumbstruck, controlling the cries that wanted to break again.
"Yes Sadha.." replied Ammar, raucous.
"So this is the reason the Imam was huddled in the fire when he wanted to save Al, Damar and Wulan the other day?" said Sadha, remembering the strange attitude of the Imam at that time.
"Mas Sadha's referring?" ask Dhana.
"Mas had caught the Imam curled up while pressing on his stomach, Dhana. At that time, you went after Gibran who ran away with Mala. And when Mas asked, he said that he was just a miss." replied Sadha, still remembered very well at that time.
"Mas also knew everything while the Imam was talking to his friend Mitha. Not only Mas, but Mas Ronald also knew about Imam's disease." timpal Ammar, throw a breath.
"Have you told Ronald, son?" asked Mr. Aidi, looking at the son.
"Already, Dad. But Ronald is out of town. He was very surprised by the sudden departure of the Imam. Though yesterday, Ronald still met with the Imam, right?" ammar.
"That is what is called the destiny of life, son." replied Mr. Aidi, turning to Ammar.
Ammar let out a long sigh, nodding faintly as if confirming the words of his father. Until the atmosphere of silence was re-created, letting the grieving heart drift out of nowhere.
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"Don't cry anymore."
As if endless, Wulan's tears were still flowing profusely flooding the cheeks, making the five mas frowned unbearably, he said, seeing the condition of the brother who is still weak continues to cry after seeing the last video of the handsome uncle dear.
"The room is right, Dek. Now we go in again. It's already night time. The night wind is not good for Adek's condition which is still in the recovery stage." Aiziel's dream.
"They have to stay strong. Although Uncle Imam is no more, Adek still has us." Shahil, trying to comfort.
"Later Uncle Imam even flirted, if Adek continued to cry like this!" timpal Syahal, pretending to shudder in horror.
"Kh!!! What are you talking about Syahal?" sumpul Aifa'al, glanced at the younger brother with a sharp look.
"Ehh... Mas Al seems to have never heard, if the person who just died, for 40 days, his spirit still roams around here" replied Syahal, deliberately whispering to scare the middle mas who is still angry.
"Kh!!! You want to scare me?" sumpul Aifa'al, growing furious with his sister.
"IIiiihhhhh.. hahahaha.The face of Mas Al is very funny when it is tense and frightened. Just relax, Mas. Syahal is just joking." said Syahal, imitating the voice of invisible creatures to tempt the mas.
Aifa'al snorted anxiously, choosing to enter the house to avoid Syahal's absurd behavior, but the ignorant Syahal followed precisely where Aifa'al went. Fishing the laughter of Aiziel, Shahil and Damar who are still sitting with Wulan in the garden next to the house of the opa and oma.
"We're in again, honey?" aiziel asked, persuading the sister who was still tightly hugging Damar's body.
Wulan also shook, but a moment later there was the sound of his long breath that blew faintly but could still be heard by Aiziel, Shahil and Damar. The girl broke down a little hug, looked at the three mas who were still loyal to accompany, then nodded resignedly.
Aiziel, Shahil, Damar and Wulan also entered. Following Aifa'al and Syahal who had entered first.
The night is getting late, demanding the feet to immediately walk to the room and rest, forget for a moment the problems that exist, mengikhlaskan the path of destiny that has occurred. Believing that behind all problems and trials there must be a silver lining.
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Happy Reading All 😇😇😇
Four episodes for Imam 🥲🤧 sorry if the Imam must be made to die, because in addition to too many figures who make dizzy, dina also pity the same Imam 🤧🥲 was told to marry again even did not want to, he said, yes than the life of a widower, better like this his life destiny 😚😅
Thank you for all who are still loyal to Wulan and in the author️
4 Episodes chased 😚🤭 so dina want permission ngak up first yes for two days, tired of typing 4 episodes 🤭 so dina want to have fun first ⁇ ️ bye bye 👋 see you in two days 😚 lope lope lope 🖤