
Santi stared at the screen of his phone sharply. He can't believe Arya sent a photo of herself with Fano. Didn't expect, Arya knew of her meeting with Fano tonight.
“That's his name Jessi, San?” ask Arya. “Since when did Jessi turn into a boy?
Santi did not answer, his lips were faint, he was ashamed to answer. Arya is her husband, and she knows that she just met another man.
“I know we're parting ways, but don't drop your pride first, San. You're someone's wife, I know you don't expect me anymore, but at least you can take care of yourself. I just message, when you are no longer with me, take care of yourself, do not let you fall into the hole just like before. You are a good woman, only you used to be restrained by your father, and made you like that. Now does your papa restrain you again? Papa has freed you, because you are an adult, you have become a mother, you should know which is good and which is not good for you and your child,” said Arya.
Santi was still silent, he did not know what else to answer. True said Arya, her father was not angry at all when he mentioned the name Fano, it was his mother who looked very angry at Santi, it was because her mother did not want her like her mother first
“I was wrong to have met Naira at that time, but it never took a moment for me to come back with Naira, San. I'm married, how could I go back with him? Even if there is an agreement between you and Naira, I will still not return with her!” Arya.
“If you meet Fano to return your heartache when I meet Naira, it's a big mistake, San. Because that's not what makes me angry and hurt, which I'm mad at if you and Anin leave my life, and one more thing, when Fano touches you again, I'm so mad, whether we've divorced or not, I'm still angry that Fano touched your body again, because ever since I touched you, I wouldn't want your body to be touched by a man other than myself, unless we were divorced, and you remarry, because your body is already the right of your husband!”
“If I had touched him when I met earlier would you be angry?” Santi asked a question that made Arya full of anger.
“What did you say? Last time when you met he touched?”
“Yes, I did it!” santi replied very straightforwardly.
“Gosh ... Santi ...” Arya said softly by bowing her face.
“You see this, Mas?! It's a red scar on my chest who did it? Fano, Mum! He did it, we did it again!” said Santi with a pushy look.
Arya saw the chest and neck of Santi which looked a lot of red spots left by Fano. Arya's heart aches, her mind screams, she doesn't know why her wife went that far with her ex-lover. Arya was really disappointed, angry, but how else, indeed everything will be over soon.
Arya got out of her bed, she came out of Santi's room. It hurts so much to see his wife go back to doing the stupid thing she used to do. Indeed Santi wants to separate, but that does not mean Santi is free to do anything out there, while not officially divorced, let alone himself do with people who used to dump him, after snatching his sweet self, after taking away the sweetness, and left the fruit of love in Santi's womb.
Santi just kept quiet, he cried after saying and showing everything to Arya the red trail Fano left behind. “I'm sorry, I've been so mean to you,” isak Santi.
Arya sat on the living room sofa, peeking at her forehead and occasionally wiping her tears. She was silent and did not feel her tears dripping. Until she heard her own sobs. Arya is really disappointed for what Santi has done with Fano. So heart of Santi to do that, when less what is he? Arya has also given the right to her, even better, because she is her husband.
Santi hears Arya sobbing, the second time he sees Arya crying because of her. Arya cried until as much as she could, Santi approached Arya, and she rested in front of Arya.
“I'm sorry, Mas. I can't keep myself as your wife, I've really tarnished our marriage. I'm sorry,” isak Santi.
“Sit here, we talk carefully.” Arya helps Santi to sit next to her. Santi sat next to Arya, she was still crying and her mouth kept saying sorry words. “Have not cried.” Arya rubbed the tears on Santi's cheek.
“Don't you repeat again huh, San? I don't want you to get hurt more because of Fano. He has inflicted many wounds on your life. Don't hurt yourself again. If we part, find a better replacement for me. Now you think, if Fano was better than me, he wouldn't touch anyone's, San. He'll take care of you if he wants you again. I understand he's Anin's real father, but that doesn't mean he's a real father, and then he'll touch you again. Do you want to be like before? She just planted a seed in your womb, then you got dumped when you wanted her to take responsibility,”.
Santi just kept quiet. He was embarrassed by what Arya said. He did not expect Arya would advise him like that. He thought Arya would scold him and would straight-up find herself, but he gave her advice instead.
“Have not cried.” Arya wiped Santi's tears again. Hugged Santi.
Santi feels Arya's warm embrace, which she has missed since she decided to separate from Arya. Santi sobbed in Arya's arms, she did not expect Arya would still forgive herself and still treat her well,
“It's night, you rest gih,” said Arya.
“Iya,” says Santi lirih.
“Try to see me, look at me for a moment?” Aryan pinta. Santi nodded, she was embarrassed to look at Arya in the face. “Why? Just look at me,” pinta Arya again.
Arya raised Santi's face to look at him. He looked at Santi whose tears were still flowing. “Already, do not cry, I just message like before,” said Arya. Then kiss Santi. Santi got up from his seat and went to his room.
“San?” call Arya, and she immediately stopped her steps.
“Iya, Mas?”
“Your lawsuit letter I signed. I put it in your desk drawer in the room,” said Arya.
Santi was stunned to hear Arya's words. Finally what he was waiting for Arya to do as well. But, not that he was happy, and happy, but that his heart ached, and his chest was so tight that he heard Aryan's words. And ten months, he waited for it, and kept pressing when Arya would sign it. But now, he regretted hearing Arya's words. He was really claustrophobic about hearing Arya's words earlier.
“Iya, Mas.” That was the only word that came from Santi's lips.
“This is what I want, but why does it hurt so much? Am I capable of living without someone as good as Mas Arya? Am I going to plunge my life again into the same hole? Living with Fano who broke my heart, and dumped me long ago?” santi lirih.
Santi was unceasingly crying, Arya was looking from behind the door as Santi was crying to a breath. Yes, true said his father-in-law, Santi would be so sorry if he signed the letter. And, that's the sign that Santi still loves him very much.
“I won't let you go, San! I will continue to take care of you, and I will not let Fano take you and Anin!” Inner Arya by looking at Santi who was crying.
Arya went into the room. Santi immediately wiped his tears and put the lawsuit into the drawer again. Arya approached Santi and hugged him from behind. “Sleep, don't cry, it's your decision, and I agree. Whatever you want I will try to follow even if you ask me to go from you,” said Arya. “Originally give me a chance to be here with you, during the divorce process.
Santi just nodded, then let go of Arya's embrace. He settles down on the bed, turning his back on Anin and Arya.
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In the morning Arya woke up first, and so did Anin. Santi is still in his sleeping position, looking down on Arya and Anin. Arya forbids Anin from waking Santi. “Sstt .. let mom sleep, come with dad, let's go to the kitchen. Encourage me to make breakfast. Your mother is still tired, last night came home from work at night because,” said Arya. Anin just nodded.
Arya opened a special refrigerator to store ASI for Anin. Anin still drinks ASI. Santi said later if it had been two years ago ASInya. Moreover, ASI santi is still smooth. Then he heated his breast.
“Sit here, this milk is drunk, you want biscuits?” ask Arya. Anin nodded with spirit. Maybe he was happy, accompanied by his father until the morning, Anin had not been with his father for a long time, so maybe he missed sleeping with his father, and playing with his father after waking up, as now.
“This is the biscuit, I made breakfast for mom, and breakfast for you. Spend the milk and biscuits first,” said Arya. Anin nodded, she ate her biscuits that Arya had prepared in the container, and the milk in the bottle.
Santi stretched his body, he opened his eyes slowly, he did not find Arya and Anin in his bed anymore. I went to the bathroom to wash my face, and then I came out of my room. He saw Anin and Arya yan sitting in front of the table. Arya is seen feeding Anin porridge, and in front of Arya is a piece of sandwich she made for breakfast, with next to her is a glass of milk. In front of the empty chair was the same, there was a glass of milk, and a sandwich that was still intact. Santi knew, it must have been her that Arya had prepared for her breakfast.
“Eh it's mom?” Arya pointed towards Santi who was standing looking at her.
“Mother ...” Call Anin.
“That's smart mom's son has breakfast at this time?” santi said as she approached Anin and kissed her cheek.
“Iya dong smart ya Anin?” arya. “Breakfast first, San. That's me making milk and sandwiches.”
“Thank you, Mas,” says Santi.
“Mas ...” Anin imitates Santi calling Arya mas.
“Eh don't do that, it's dad,” Santi said.
“Mas ...” He said funny and adorable.
“Dad, not mas, Darling?” santi again.
“Yayah ..”
“Well so dong smart,” said Arya and Santi together.
“You are today to the salon, Mom?” ask Arya.
“Later on,” replied Santi.
“Dad to office?”
“No, I work from home only, unless there is a meeting I just to the office,” replied Arya. “As long as I am here, let me take care of Anin, because after later I am not here, I can no longer enjoy moments like this,” pinta Arya.
“Oh yes, papa out of town to where the hell? How do you call her number inactive? Mama too?” ask Santi.
“Say the hell to Palembang. Last night impromptu, so I turned back Anin, I was not allowed to go home with mom, because for Anin nemanin, while waiting for you to come home. Yes I just obey mom, anyway I am still your husband?” arya.
“It's okay, Dad. Indeed mommy equally papa how long?”
“Lack of knowing me,” replied Arya.
Hermawan and Halimah actually deliberately left Santi and Arya to be at home together, so that they fix their marriage that is almost fractured. Hermawan believes that Santi still loves Arya, and actually he does not want to part with Arya.