The Girl of Debt Redeemer
PHGP | Chapter 74

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Because life is too short, love the people closest to you because we do not know when they will be called by the almighty.

Shaka and Kirana decide to make a pilgrimage the next day when Shaka has some downtime between her busy work hours. Both of them were compact wearing all-black clothes, Shaka with dark glasses perched on his nose, at least it could cover both his eyes which were now Blood-red, Kirana just did not know after their chatter yesterday, at least it could cover both of her eyes which was now blood-red, Shaka sobbing in tears remembering about his father making the man in the thick of a huge sense of regret, Shaka sobbed in the darkness of the night and now as Kirana said, Shaka said, he wants to improve what he can improve, the actions he should have done long ago but Shaka only has the courage now.

Kirana turned her head, the woman was wearing a long dress with a matching veil, Kirana's face was also very swollen, her eyes glanced at Shaka who was now just shaking. He does not know what the man is thinking but what is clear Kirana really knows how it feels to lose our loved ones especially parents who during his life we have not been happy.

"Mas ... " Kirana touched the back of Shaka's hand which made the man immediately turn to her.

"Are you okay?" Kirana was worried, half an hour they were already here yet Shaka still did not say anything. "If you're not ready, I can understand that."

Shaka shook his head, next to his hand he put it on the hand of Kirana who was smaller than him. "I'm fine, please stay here."

Kirana smiled. "Do you need time to talk to both of you? let me pull over first .. "he said with a very sincere smile.

Like water in the middle of the desert, Shaka who was originally feeling tense began to relax a little because of Kirana who calmed her, but the man turned his head, gesturing to ask Kirana not to go anywhere.

But once again Kirana gave her understanding to her husband. "It's okay mas, sometimes sometimes we need free time just alone to talk about something, remember this one thing, even though father is gone but he still lives here," kirana said as she placed her palm on Shaka's left chest.

"He will always listen to whatever you say" he continued later with the widening curvature of the lips.

Shaka understood at the end he smiled nodding. Kirana stood over for a moment to make room for Shaka to be able to pour out all his heart to his late father.

After Kirana's departure, now only Shaka is sitting next to his father's pusara, after previously he and Kirana had cleaned the tomb and sprinkled new flowers do not forget to send the most sincere prayers for the peace of the deceased up there.

Shaka cleared his throat briefly, in order to expel the tightness that is now clumping in his chest makes his throat feel blocked until the words he will say are so painful to say. Shaka cannot run anymore.

"Hello pah .. this is Shaka," said the man, stammering as if his father was in front of him at this moment and they were chatting together.

"I'm sorry, I just got to see papa. Sorry reward, I am a coward, a dozen years I have always avoided being too embarrassed to stand in front of you. But now that I am here the reward, your son is in front of you now ... "

"Pah, please forgive Shaka's mistakes. Although I know my mistakes are unforgivable, but I beg you to forgive me." Shaka bit his lips firmly hold so that his stuffing does not break but his tears have been rushing to wet his cheeks.

"I'm sorry for not being your son, I'm sorry for always defying and fighting you, I'm sorry for not being your successor."

Shaka firmly grasped the tombstone of the father, he lowered his head by rubbing the corner of his eye. "That's all I can say reward. Papa said the man refused to cry. However I do not approve of her reward, there was a girl who came into my life and taught me what life is, she gave me love as well as the spirit of life. He says it's okay for a man to cry because men are also sentient beings who have feelings."

Kirana stood beside a large tree near the cemetery, the woman shed tears, with a swipe she rubbed using her index finger. Kirana then stepped slowly towards Shaka, who she was convinced was crying beside her father's grave.

"Mas ... " Kirana patted the husband's shoulder, slowly. Shaka turned his head, a sincere smile rising on that handsome face.

Shaka took Kirana's hand on her shoulder, wrapped it around her larger hand and rubbed it affectionately.

"Well, she is Kirana, my wife" Shaka said in a hoarse voice as if introducing Kirana whose status was his wife in front of the father's grave.

"He is the star of my life, and I have a purpose now."

Kirana was covered in the taste of haru, her chest felt tight, "mas ... "

Shaka sighed for a moment, looking up where the expanse of blue sky looked beautiful. "Well, if there's any time I'll be here again with our little son," she said, rubbing Kirana's stomach "your grandson," he later added.

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"Are you feeling relieved now?" kirana asked Shaka in the car that was now driving away from the cemetery, after almost two hours of chatting in the grave of the father and poured out all his heart that he could only pendam, so far, Shaka felt his chest feel light, never did he feel this relieved.

"But ..it seems like there is still a bit of awkwardness in my heart, baby," Shaka told Kirana.

"What's that?" kirana asked with understanding.

"I want to apologize to everyone who I have or have not intentionally hurt" Shaka said turning to the beautiful woman beside him at this time.

His eyes stared fixedly making Kirana who was in the face suddenly misbehaved.

"In the beginning of you," said Shaka again with the turbid tears both men's eyes turned dark, the dim light that there was only a look of regret that now filled both eyes.

Kirana looked nervous, Shaka pulled the two women's hands pressed down slowly in an embrace.

"Kirana .. forgive me. Maybe I'm sorry it's not enough for you, I'm too damn I should be a nice, gentle woman like you shouldn't be next to me. But ... I love you Kirana, very. Love you so much."

Kirana was surprised, she could see Shaka's regret and apology in both of her eyes that were staring wistfully and sincerely.

"Do you want to forgive me?" shaka asked with a soft voice.

Kirana smiled. "If I don't forgive you where I might be right now next to you."

Shaka's face slackened and then the man's lips smiled widely he then brought Kirana in his arms rubbing the woman's head.

"Thank you, I will always make you happy."

"Now, can you accompany me to apologize to the others?"

Kirana looked up, looked at Shaka's face then nodded her head.

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Shaka and Kirana return to the mansion, the first Shaka meets is his mother and also Omanya who is currently in the back garden is enjoying the beauty of the afternoon twilight.

"Mother ... " Shaka called slowly to make the well-bearded woman turn her head, Renata was drinking tea while talking to Helen, Renata said, even though only Renata spoke because Helen who had a stroke could not move her lips for movement and just listened to her daughter-in-law speak.

"What's up, son?" asked Renata with a puzzled look. Shaka's face that had turned dark and sad just immediately bent his knees and put his head on the lap of the mother.

"I'm sorry Bun .. I'm sorry your son has hurt you all this time."

Renata suddenly gawked, only able to be flabbergasted but only a few moments before Renata finally rubbed Shaka's head.

"Why are you suddenly like this?" Renata chuckles to just melt the atmosphere but can not be lied to his eyes are now filled with a clear membrane.

Shaka looked up at the man's already flushed eyes staring at the nanar. "I want to apologize to everyone you hurt, I want to organize a new life with a big heart."

Renata understood, the woman who still looked beautiful at her age who was no longer young was smiling. "Mother has forgiven you son, long ago. The mother will always wish the best for her children."

Shaka slowly felt his chest now gradually light, like a large chunk of rock that had been squeezing his chest in a slow lift. Shaka took the mother's hand which started to wrinkle and rubbed it slowly.

"I can't be Bun's filial son yet, but I promise from now on I'll always make you happy."

Renata smiled softly. "A mother, just seeing her children smile is the greatest happiness for her. All this time you have been through a lot of hard trials, son, mother, pray that happiness is always with you."

Shaka nodded his head, then stood rubbing the corner of his net then the man stepped up to the grandmother who could now only sit weakly lying on her wheelchair. Shaka still remembers when the grandmother had to wear these aids to sustain her life. He felt very guilty for the situation of his beloved woman at this time.

"Oma pardon Shaka .. "given the man by holding tightness, in the lap of the grandmother Shaka finally could not hold back her tears, he spilled all his lara in the most comfortable place since childhood.

Renata rubbed his wet cheeks with tears when he saw the scene, he understood indeed than himself who incidentally was Shaka's mother was indeed closer to his grandmother, she said, Renata did not feel jealous at all but regretted if only he had understood and was closer to his daughters than foya-foya with socialite mothers, his children will be more open to him. Renata regrets that the time he should have spent on Fiona and Shaka was wasted on the pointless of everything he feels he deserves to be blamed for the consequences of a split in the brotherhood between Fiona and Shaka.

Helen smiled gently rubbed Shaka's hair with a loving and affectionate feeling. "Oma has forgiven you son ... " Said Helen with stammering and a voice that is less clear because her lips are difficult in movement due to a stroke in her pain.

Shaka looked at Helen's face, shaking slowly. "Oma didn't have to say anything enough to pray Shaka in Oma's heart" the man said as he looked at his exhausted Omanya to get the words out.

Helen put on a smile, flickering looks in both her eyes were starting to age, her head nodded slowly. Shaka smiled hugging his grandmother once more fondly.

Renata saw Kirana beside Shaka who had just stood up by wiping away her tears, Renata then stuck out her hand swinging her signal slowly for Kirana to come closer to him. Seeing that Kirana gasped, she pointed to herself for fear of mistaking the meaning of Renata's gaze and hand swing,but her mother-in-law nodded her gentle gaze like never before which was always staring at Kirana with a cruel, as if dislike.

Inevitably Kirana also approached the woman who was sitting on the golden carving chair. Nervous, of course already felt Kirana at this time, his body felt cold hot, he reluctantly sat down to bend his knees in front of his mother-in-law.

"Why sit like that?" asked Renata tucked a tone of dislike because of what Kirana is doing at this time.

The woman who had originally looked down on the face looked up. "Eh, why bun-I mean madam?" Kirana suddenly reflexes.

Renata gasped, "Are you that scared you called me madam?"

"Eh not so." Kirana quickly. "Only am I afraid that my mother will be offended by my words."

Renata looked at her heart, suddenly his heart felt as if it were sharp with a knife of regret. "Come here, sit beside me, however you are my daughter-in-law."

Hearing those words from Renata's mouth, Kirana was initially stunned by shock, a second later her eyes were filled with a puddle of tears, because it means Renata has accepted her back as her daughter-in-law and it makes Kirana very happy.

Kirana nodded, obeying her mother-in-law, she got up and sat down next to the middle-aged woman.

A moment of silence struck them, then a few seconds after Renata approached to take Kirana's hand and then clasped her with a loving gaze like a mother to her daughter.

"Kirana .. will you forgive me for all my mistakes with you?" renata said sincerely. "I'm sorry for hating you and even accusing you, I who was exposed to Matilda's incitement at that time could not distinguish between right and wrong, so steadfastly I accuse you of not-not even hurting your heart, please forgive me Kirana, give me any punishment if it can make you relieved."

Renata's last words made Kirana shake her head quickly. "No mother, don't say it like that." pause for a moment Kirana scatters briefly. "I've forgiven you mother, I never thought you were wrong in this situation. I understand mother's affection for Shaka mas, if I were a mother maybe I would think the same thing. Which mother isn't sad to see her son in danger, is she?" Kirana then smiled. "No, it's not your fault. I understand the situation you're in."

Renata was silent for a moment, grounded. "It's only fitting that Shaka loves to die to you, you are indeed an angel who came down from heaven son," Renata said so honestly. "I've been wrong all along, you're the best companion for my son, Shaka."

Kirana felt blushed for all the compliments, then Renata rubbed Kirana's long hair affectionately. "Don't call me mother, call me by the call you always use, mother." Renata reviews the smile so sincerely and hugs Kirana with a feeling of relief and affection.

Kirana returned the hug so tightly, she closed her eyes feeling so relieved and grateful it all ended peacefully and she was able to rediscover the figure like her real mother in her mother-in-law now.

Shaka looked at the scene before him at this time with a smile and a feeling of relief that erupted, seeing now that his two dearest women had now made up and made peace was a very beautiful sight more than anything.

Shaka and Kirana hope this is a good start for them in the future.

To be continued ...