
A week already kang Firman was at the house mba Nani. tonight it's my turn to the Word home. I also have prepared food for her. I wait for her in front of the tv. until he came I also did a ritual meeting with him. afterwards we sat in front of the tv. today there is no kiss on the forehead even we sit a little distance away. I guess kang Firman maybe there is a problem in his work. Up to 3 days he was in my place he did not touch me at all he even seemed cold to me. when night fell I lured him by touching his sensitive area and smelling his neck, but he pulled me over he said he was cape. this heart feels like pain I already love him, but what he began to change when I had accepted my destiny. I tried to be patient. maybe he was tired. I did not problematize the red mark on his neck that is not my former. when the last night kang Firman ta touched me at all he only gave me 100 thousand money, he said lonely transportation. I also understand him because the money is divided with mba Nani and her children.he also went from home to the house mba Nani. I also decided to go to the park to eliminate all my thoughts. I grabbed the key of the motor. because kang Firman had left at Agus. Paku picked up my motorbike to the park. after until I sit in the garden chair, my eyes are deliberately looking at a small family who is playing in a distant garden swing where I sit. yes I saw kang Firman together with the child and mba Nani. I stared blankly at them. they were busy joking jokes to laugh loose. Here I myself. at a glance kang Firman looked at me. after that he returned to focus again with his small family.I was still staring at them.mba Nani ta see me.
"hey, who else?" voice beside me.
"Rendi, why are you here?" I looked behind him when he was with someone.
"who are you looking for?" ask him to me.
,"I'm looking for the one who's with you.!" answer me briefly.
''who is with me now, you.!" he pulled my nose.
"Rendi, I'm not kidding when a man goes to the park alone!" say me again.
"i saw you at the crossroads and then I followed you.!" clearly her.
"so you were here!" said I'm innocent..
"you don't have to tell me. I know everything.!" he said it again and sat down beside me but there was still some distance between us.
"what am I, maybe it's the way!" obviously me.
"hahaha, I asked you how you are. I just want to know what your attitude is!" say it again.
"you mean?" ask me to understand the direction of the conversation.
"just so you don't love him wholeheartedly you're just obsessed with wanting to prove that you're more than his wife, but after I saw all of her was in vain!" his words at length. I caught all the intent of his speech.
"Hem, I don't know if I'm confused!" say me again.
"yes we've just left here.we're looking for a nicer place!" invite her while holding my hand. Strange her ta refused instead follow her into the car.