The Happiness of a Wives in Sia Kan
chapter 5
When I came home from work I did come with Caca because he had an urgent need. I waited for the angkot on the side of the road. ta long hose Arif car stopped in front of me.
"Ra came home with yu.!" bring her.
"sorry rich Rif I rode an angkot aja.!" reject me.
"until when the hell Ra you're avoiding me. I'm not going to admit if you're the same!" talk Arif to me.
"em, be good.!" say I give up.
I got into his car after Arif opened the car door.
"thank you Rif, I happen to be thirsty" said I immediately drank the drink, but how long do I feel my eyes are heavy to want to sleep. over time I wake myself to sleep.
I held my head that felt dizzy. I looked around. I was in a room but not my room. I was surprised immediately sitting and I saw Arif beside me. I opened the blanket that covered my body.I was surprised because at this time I did not wear a single thread.and my lower area was painful.I also immediately knew what had happened. I immediately picked up my clothes and quickly left the room. turned out I was in a hotel I was rushing home. after 1 era I arrived at the house Arif turned out to take me away from my residence. I could've been mad at him for what he did to me just that I didn't want him to do more than he does now. I entered my house the day it turned out to be 1 p.m.
I was quick to clean myself. afterwards to the room. My tears even a little dripping.I sat on the bed, I sat on the bed, until I look to the side of the pillow that was never slept mas Adi. I began to cry because my chastity had been taken away by someone else who was not my own husband I cried so well. I complained to Mas Adi as if he could listen to all the frustration that was in me. I regret that I wanted to believe with Arif. until the morning I could not sleep only tears came out. I stared blankly with my rice in front of her.how if I was pregnant. I did not want to marry Arif. I wish I could turn the clock.I don't want to be in this position.I want to go as far as possible.when I'm getting tired I fall asleep.
until one week I did not go into the office. I just stayed at home. many messages that came from Caca and Arif. but I ignored it. I decided to stop working. the plan is later in the afternoon I will go to Caca's house to leave my resignation letter. I want to sell this House, I want to leave here. to want to start a new life in a new place.many bitter memories are scattered in my village, until I feel unable to occupy my house anymore. I will bury him in all that has happened.