The Happiness of a Wives in Sia Kan
chapter 20
After the Magrib kang Firman came, I opened the door and kissed his hand.
"neng will apologize. for all his promise will change I have lied a lot with neng.!" clearly her.
"about?" ask me as if I knew so he would open it all up.
"about me having a family. !" say it again.
"kang Dira can it be ga. ?" ask me. maybe this is the right time to ask about the photos sent by Nisa yesterday.
"what is neng?" ask him to me.
"the back can be clear on all this!" I said while showing a photo on my phone screen.
"where did you get this picture from?" he asked me.
"from kang's friend, he looked directly and recognized the akang and then he photographed it.!" obviously me.
"the back just stopped by and joked with him.!" say kang Firman.
after talking also kang Word has begun to change he prayed properly I also feel grateful for what happened.
we lay in bed and talked a little before going to bed.
"kang indeed mba Nani why not be able to serve akang while pregnant?" ask her to wonder.
"em, he is weak baby content. Our child has 3 who are into the cluster. akang if masalh in bed can not nahan. lust akang high." he explained. it makes sense until the miscarriage.I so shudder.fortunately I have installed KB.
"why don't you get angry, baby.?" he asked me.
"i saw that Nani was a very good person so why am I angry. anyways if Nani mba ask me to come back on her I will ikh....!" I haven't had time to finish what I said already******* my lips. And you know exactly what happened after that. Well, it's true. I must also be ready to be the outlet of his lust.this heart still sore. somehow if mba Nani later gave birth to what kang Firman still treats me like this. until 2 am we were still struggling with sweat. until it ended with ******* our length. I grimaced pain in the heart. given my struggle with the Word earlier. there is pain in the heart means he and Mba Nani do it like this. I look at the face of the Word as he sleeps. he is too handsome but he is my husband and husband mba Nani we share a husband. It hurts so much. either because I love him or other things I do not know. my hope is that the Word will change for me. Maybe my decision was right without involving a baby between us he was sinful and I understand better I postpone. after that I fell asleep.
This morning kang Firman will go to work. I drive him to an ordinary place. afterwards I go home. because today I have a holiday until the next 2 days. I want the road to eliminate fatigue. I went to the mall. which is in the city. My journey to the city is approximately 1 era. I was alone, after arriving at the mall parking lot I got off my bike and put a helmet. I also headed to the entrance. it looks like a person passed by. I headed to the restaurant to eat. when I want to enter I was held in hand by someone.
"Dira!" she said with a smile, I want to go quickly but my hands were held by someone behind me. We the 3 met without sangaja.