
“And somehow have a feeling that Om Hasan will act increasingly brutal to all of us as well, at a time when the Notary will ask for the signature of the mother, as the owner of the land you bought it, too, our land in Depok”, I said at last while sipping my drink.
“I am also the same, because checking is usually the slowest also 2 weeks and this is the time to enter 2 weeks, but we will face the same – sama”, said Irfan later.
Me and Irfan, leaving, Starbucks Coffee, and back to the set, and at the time of filming inexplicably arrived –, only I also have a hunch, which is kind of – again, like, about all of this, and the unpleasant.
“Yes God, I only ask for your protection, be kept away, from all the dangers, that will befall my life, I just, surrender to You, I just want to put an end to all, all, what I have experienced, in the way that I am finally happy, in Thy pleasure, I only want, my mother and father, and all things are back to normal again, O God, what is my fault, what is my fault, the principles of my life have also been, what are the decisions in my life to live my life, my thoughts about life, and success, me, whether I am an arrogant person, whether I am a proud person, if I think about what life I live, is my own life, I live my career, not by living with others, but by my own efforts, and I don't want to be the one on the wheel, let alone by being forced, by someone else, I just defend, which is the principle, the right in my life, let alone, the, now I maintain all, if it is the right – rights that can not be changed, all assets name my mama, would be in anything, others do not have the authority, no authority, the human right, is freedom, is as long as it is in the path itself, not dependent on others, I only hope in God, I just surrender to all these trials, he said, I sometimes feel strong, but I have to endure, and I just need someone else to be my companion, and I vent what I feel, as my life's back, as my life support, but completely I also give my life to God, only to You I surrender to God.!!!, over all the problems of my life, I beg you to give me the strength to face them all, the end of the story of all this, I submit, you as the director, and producer in this life”
“Rianti, let's start again”, reprimand from Irfan, wake me up from daydreams, and I start to shoot again, in the end, we both shoot, finished at 9 p.m, and Irfan drove me home, somehow I have a feeling I want Irfan tonight to stay at my house first.
“Irfan”, rebuke me in a soft voice.
“Tonight well in my home dulue”, I said then, in a soft voice, as in the attack of a mixed fear in the heart, and then while breathing, as if, then exhaling it again from the mouth, I continued my words.
“My feelings again are not good”, I said again.
“Well, I have accompanied you to mini”, said Irfan and then, he invited Reza to talk to his driver who drove us.
“Pak Reza, then drop me first to the house of Rianti, then take my shirt yah”, said Irfan.
“If you do not borrow have papa, not what – what Fan, like it fits you”, timpalku.
“Well, then I borrow a daily t-shirt at home, papa you just”, said Irfan.
“OK deh”, ! I cried, not long after, in the end, it had arrived, in front of my house, and I opened the padlock of the house, then let it be, Irfan also went into the house, after that, when we were both, and then, going inside, I went first into the room, and straight away, changed clothes, after that, I went out of the room, and saw Irfan was chatting with my mom and dad.
My tears, dripping hearing what they were talking about, and then, I swung my hand, from the front of my mama's room and papa's, Irfan turned his head towards me, he knew I was calling him, he said, to chat in my room, Irfan went straight into my room.
“Fan”, I started the word – words I want to convey to Irfan.
“That's a problem for me too, it's not about finances we're in trouble, because there's a lack of income, but it just needs people to know, it's not about finances, what I feel with the situation is also my family problems Irfan, also the behavior of Om Hasan the same me, the more here, the more stressful I am Fan, also others, the more, I can be really crazy – if this continues, fortunately there is a mama and papa, also you, but the three of us also stress Fan with this problem all, it's good, and don't know who to tell with who” is, I said at length.
“And I've had so much emotion with all my college friends included, Riska”, I took a breath because the emotions were getting hotter in my heart, yet I could only cry, I could only cry, and I put my head on Irfan's shoulder.
“What so far I have also only considered them if there is a need, if not necessary, do not contact, do not contact, I am not a puppet that is only made an ego tool for the personal affairs of others, without thinking, my own feelings, what my situation is like, all this time like that, right, you shadow how I feel, and do not need, the – person also accuses, judges, surprises others who are ugly, should be self-reflecting, I so what – to you, what to you, in the cause, I have college friends who are not people who can be invited to communication if again this is the case, basicrrrrrrrrrrr dog, bangsattttt everythingaaaaaaaaa”, arrived – just arrived I want to shout loudly, and throwing the pillow near me towards the wall, Irfan tried to calm me down.
“Rianti, I am your nemenin, do not need anything else then”, said Irfan as if promising to be forever, he accompanied me, I cried again so, while saying astragfirulloh, he said, so that I could calm down, and then, I took the ablution water, to start praying Isya.
After the Isya prayer, I began to pray, so that all the paths of life, which I lived so strangely, without any interlocutors except Irfan there can be a way out, Irfan also out of my room, Irfan, and he went into the guest room, I heard him sobbing himself, as if also lamenting his own fate, in a place different from mine, in that guest room, in that guest room, Irfan took ablution and also pray Isya, he also said a prayer, for what he felt also so far so strange.
I came from my room, overheard her calling Mama Vinda, crying, I overheard her behind the door, I wondered what they were talking about there.
“Maaa, keep – bright, actually beyond the problem of our own Rianti getting into a crocodile trap, with fans, whose obsession, gilaaaa, and harming others, is, they are not people who love someone because of God but because of lust”, said Irfan, that said – words that I heard him talk on the phone with mama Vinda.
“Actually I am also confused by this situation, all, is also the wrong destiny I met with Rianti, who is also a writer, not far – away from the world of entertainment, he said, but this has nothing to do with it, maaa, my fans even though some people, I'm fed up with their attitude, who in thought I was a bagok continuously and continuously in reverse the facts, above the name, for a fraud, they what – what to others bring my name, I, that makes my name ugly, just because of obsession, so that others think that like – like me, who do not know about me, it's natural that netizens outsiders are not courtesy, not courtesy, and should be the one in charge, it's the dalem, maa I myself respond to others who consult with me the occult problem was well – well, but they use my name, I do, as if not in a good way – well, I was cheated when meeting fans, I we were taken, by themselves, they turned over, and two-faced people also ma, ma, it is up to people to judge what, out of misjudgment, is against me personally, but God knows the real answer”, Irfan said.
It's clear from the word – said Irfan, indeed he also experienced the same thing, so all this time, also indeed I also already know, every time, the show meet fans, so far, the money never goes into Irfan's account or Mama Vinda, as Irfan's manager, but they themselves, even they make the price more expensive than the actual fact, if Irfan withdraws the payment, if Irfan, in fact, Irfan never actually attracts payments from others on any basis.
I knocked on Irfan's bedroom door, and Irfan opened the door, from the look in his eyes, he already knew, if I heard all the talk he and Mama Vinda had.
“I am also the same, we are the same – face, it is clearly a form of a reason why other people also want to break up our relationships, not a matter of obsession, but we are among the – people who are crazy treasure”, I said at length and went into my own room to rest because it was night.
The morning prayer rumbled, I began to wake up to take back the water and began to pray at dawn, when the morning prayer, I did it was finished, I prostrated, surrendered to God, for all the problems I face.
“Yes Allahhhhhhhh...., I beg with Your pleasure, for what I am facing right now, there is the best way of Your blessing, I now, understand, with what I feel now, with what I feel, even true – right I understand, if all, I feel this all, which has been a long time ago also, I feel, is not, the problem of likes or baseball, people against Irfan, Irfan, not about fans or hatters, but are the same – people – want to rule my life, maybe even Irfan too, and I already understand very well now, Oh God, I'm so happy, I ask with Your Grace that I will always be in Your protection, from any danger that will befall me”
Just finishing, saying a prayer, I heard a knock from the area, and on the wall clock, without feeling, too, already showed at 6 am, I opened the door, I opened the door, and Irfan stood at the door of my room, carrying his cellphone.
“Today, Ma'am Atin wants to go home again later at 10 for physiotherapy mama Reina, because it seems, mama Reina has also been matched with Mbak Atin, later we will pick up again aja, because, in the hospital, let him tell you to wait and do not walk alone, so that you are not incited by who – who, after entering our house again lock home”, said Irfan.
“Iya Irfan”, I said nodding.
“Let's accompany Alfmart well, want to buy whisks for cats out, and all of you buy breakfast chicken” porridge, I said later.
“Dad, I still stay in your house, and I will often stay at home as long as it is still like this”, Irfan added.
I closed the door to my room, and while I was in my own room, I somehow had a bad feeling about Mira, she was meeting with Elin, and looking for a supporter, too, in order to take advantage of this situation more complicated, it seems now is the time I also have to be the eyes of – fans crazy Irfan, which makes the situation of this problem more complicated, which makes the situation more complicated, because it was made dramatic by all of them.
I barged into the guest room, and I couldn't wait to convey what was implied in my heart, Irfan already knew what I must have said to him, that's why he looked at me sharply.
“Irfan I had a sharp feeling, this morning, and it was not good, we went to Elin's house, your crazy fans, and I know, you must know her house, you know, surely he again did something there”, I said finally revealing what I felt.
“Okay then, I said the same Madam Atin later in the afternoon, physiotherapist”, said Irfan later, he appeared to be typing whatsapp message indeed.
At 7 o'clock, time was running, the morning was starting to light up, I immediately took a shower and bought chicken porridge, with Irfan, and then we chatted at the dinner table together.
“Well then, I take a shower after breakfast we go there, we try to find out what we want, Mira is the same as Elin”, I said, and took a towel on the clothesline, then take her to the bathroom, Irfan too, bathing in the bathroom that is outside, whose position is facing towards the room of mama and papa.
When I finished, taking a shower, I changed my shirt, with a black shirt and black pants, and then combed my hair, then put my phone and wallet in my bag, Irfan too, looks like he is ready, and is chatting for a moment in the room of mama and papa.
“Hearts – hearts only”, says mama, and papa just nods his head, hears mama's speech, as well as papa, also signifies he agrees, me and Irfan to the dinner table, and, for breakfast after that just set off, by taxi, and over in taxi Irfan told me all what he knew, and I didn't know.
“Mira, same Elin is the decathlon of the man”, said Irfan started the story.
“Also equally Beautiful, and actually I know the lie he also with others, who mendzolimi also others besides me”, said Irfan again.
“That time Mira never told you, you never heard he said that Beautiful is a person who obsessions and halu same I”, said Irfan later.
“That's a lie”, said Irfan again.
“I know very well, Beautiful is what kind of person, she's my fan but different from others, even I also actually know her family, because Beautiful once told it all in front of her family”, irfan added his words.
“And I'm sure, Beautiful can't be fake I”, said Irfan again.
“But with what has – already according to me, you have to heart – hearts also Fan”, I give input to Irfan about what he told me.
“Daddy I understand”, Irfan nods his head.
“But Beautiful, he is actually a person with a background, the condition of his family is in desperate need of money, Lovely himself, actually, he does not want to enter my fan lovers group, said Indah, who was a fan, I would rather love someone in the way of God, than worship someone, whose end is blind, and make him fall into sin”, he said, irfan said what Beautiful said to him.
“In the eyes of the Beautiful actually, against me, he just needs help, and need attention with his condition – no one else, people people around him no one cares the same situation he is, he said, his father in PHK, and his mother is just an ordinary housewife, want to make a living, sell food, sometimes even not necessarily sell any buy”, Irfan told me at length.
“And in fact, I once transferred money for the needs of her life, as a help I was just as Beautiful, and Beautiful actually refused the money I gave, the problem of Beautiful people who are shy or what, and, Beautiful is a person who likes to joke with me sometimes, just to entertain himself, and actually he himself also has to do with Mira and friends – friends in fans lovers, and he has a relationship with Mira, he does not like all those people, Beautiful I know, and see it for themselves, if they mendzolimi Indah, forced Indah, when the event met my fans in Yogyakarta, he told Indah, if they wanted to, withdrawing payment outside the permission of me and the team, when if from my agreement, in fact they if there is no money, can watch for free, you know for yourself, what kind of person, I am, but what they did to Indah, true – is crazy, Beautiful in order to pay 350 thousand, per person, and they said, it is said me and the manager I have permission, I have permission, though not at all, and it's a lie so again – again, people think badly about me, but I know what in do Beautiful it forced, it forced, to, and the beautiful thing on the stamp of people is not true, just because he was DM in Instragram I was at length, they said, saying that Beautiful is shame, madness is the same as me, until I blocked, they said, they lie, I never block anyone who needs me, let alone Indah Dm it confides about its circumstances, and Insha Allah, for in my life I can still help others as much as I can, I will help him”, Irfan said at length.
“Astragfirullohhhhhh.., perhaps in their brains due to too much lust with the face of someone times, including Mira the madman, in addition to too pursue the worldly, and forget God, God, everything that was created will return to Him”, I responded to Irfan's story with great enthusiasm.
“And now I have understood, they are right – people who just want to make a living just for the sake of ego and personal interests, without thinking about the feelings of others”, I said later.
“If we love someone, and if our affection for others, it is because of God, then that affection will be on the right path, humans are natural to need each other, he said, for love and affection, but completely, we leave, all that is felt to God, hoping with man, much disappointment, but with God, not, and your fans, he said, that is including people who are precisely their own, who lower their own self-esteem, because of obsession, and money”, I said at length.
“That's right”, Irfan nodded.
In the end we both arrived at the destination address, Irfan and I deliberately went down not in front of the house, but rather away in front of their housing complex, Irfan looked again, Irfan saw, the note in the notebook Hpnya, about the address of the house that we are now heading to.
Jg. Melati no $ Block C
Melati Indah Housing
East Jakarta
Mr. Hamzah Sanusi's House
“we try here, I have more and more unpleasant feelings, and it seems, um again find someone who also to be told by him”, I said later.
Irfan just nodded, while continuing his footsteps, and then he stopped in front of the house of someone whose fence was white, I stood to his left.
“Asalamualaikum”, greet Irfan from outside the fence.
“Walaikumsalam”, reply someone female from inside the house, and it is seen she opened the door of the house, and went towards the exit of the house, then faced us both, with a curious and curious face.
“Mbak home of Mr Hamzah Sanusi where is yah”, ? ask Irfan.
“Oh to the right of the three houses of this house”, replied the woman.
“Oh well already thanks”, said Irfan later.
Irfan and I continued walking into the house, and it was true that there was Elin, obviously they were talking about what, Irfan and I were hiding from behind the back door of the house, but recording their conversation, through voice recording in the Hpku app.
“The problem, if there is Rianti that there is also abis all of us, and if Irfan is also close to him, well fortunately, Rianti also has family problems whose people just want his property, aja, why don't we also look for opportunities from this all, we also have to be able to profit from Irfan Santoso, handsome people, artists again, who does not want to be his girlfriend too, so her husband, so she, moreover, the money he also, he has a lot of money kkk sack, we also benefit can also, his name is also a fan well looking for profit from his idol, well moron, if the Beautiful, that, do not want to take advantage of idols, continue to do what he became a fan Irfan Santoso, if only need love and affection from someone, do not be the same famous artist well the same orphanage, or human” protection part, Mira said at length.
“Lagian also, we are intentionally, in his name, by saying the word he, and mama Vinda, aka boongin people, if not us, Irfan can not be ours entirely”,, Elin responded with the same thought as Mira.
“So how, want Beautiful we also make tool”, ? ask Mira.
“Bisaaaa, we ask Indah to meet the fans again, but the money for us all”, replied Elin.
“Well keep the Rianti problem how, tuh people we can make tools also”, ? ask Elin.
“You are not familiar with Om Hasan, Om Rianti, who is crazy money, well