THE HEIR
TO EUROPE
POV NIKEN AYU
I was silent staring out the window, my mind raging, my heart holding a deep wound.
My soul was so bad, I was like trapped between endless dimensions.Want it feels like I just die.But my efforts always fail because it is always helped by the hospital.
Since I gave birth to my baby,NOUVAL ALIANDRO.Suamiku Zulkarnain never visited me.My father-in-law only once when my little baby was given a name.After that he never visited again.The reason is because it is not healthy.Only my mother who always takes care of me and my Papa who always give I'm passionate for my son.
"Niken.."heard Mama calling me.I had to turn my head."Come on, fuck your son"
I stared at the pus in the direction of the cute baby who was still sleeping.His face resembled his father.My heart grew sicker.
"Just give me the formula Ma...My asi'm not good yet"
Mama took a deep breath.
"Till when are you like this, son..."Mama stroked my shoulder.I couldn't answer.
Suddenly the door opened without knocking, I looked up at the dashing figure that appeared behind the door.
The figure I missed all this time, he walked closer to NOUVAL held by my Mama.I was stunned to see her smile and kissed our baby on the forehead.
"Has she been breastfed?"his voice shook my soul.
"Not yet son.still assisted with formula, hisASI Niken is not yet smooth"Mama explained.She was bearded.His eyes pointed at me, I immediately bowed.There is a sense that I can not explain that makes me nervous.
"I'm sorry, I'm too busy to come see you now "
my God.
"Ohya want Mama to say yes to put NOUVAL to sleep"Mama like her understands that we need time for both of us.
Zulkarnain said, My mother then walked out of the room where I was being treated.
"After I thought about it, I made the decision to accept you as my wife"
My heart beats like running a marathon.Is that really what I hear ???he wants to accept me sincerely without the incantations I used to have.
"But I can't love you, because you let me down enough."
his eyes looked at me.
"Don't sue me for that"
I still don't budge only my eyes are condensing.
"Hose rest is enough so that you recover quickly and go home, let's raise our children together"
He got up and walked away.
"Wait!!"I don't know which force I managed to resist his steps.Zulkarnain was silent, he turned his head.
"I'm sorry "i don't dare look him in the eye" I've made a big mistake just because my ego wants to have you"
I didn't hear an answer, just the clamor of the steps that had been held drove out.
My body was limp, I fell to the floor.Sobs of tears I can't stand anymore.I cried as I could.
Now I realize, this is my karma for being allied with the shetan.In my tears I promise to be a good wife for you.
I will fix myself to be better in the future.Thank you for being willing to forgive me.Thank you for giving me a chance.Although you can not love me, enough memories of your love used to be the most beautiful thing in my life.
I promise to make happiness even without love, but I will not despair that there is a miracle that can make you love me someday!