The Love of the Ex
CHAPTER 30: Expressing feelings

Mita returned to the room after cleaning Arka with a glass of water. He felt a little guilty to Arka, he who only tasted the rest of his sauce just could not stand the saltiness of his homemade soup, what about Arka?

"This drink," said Mita suddenly thrust water on Arka who is currently focusing on a laptop on her lap.

Arka looked up at Mita. He immediately took the glass that had been filled with water from Mita's hand and drank it without asking.

"Why are you still eating it? Though it tastes very salty," said Mita back.

"Huh?"

"You're supposed to say that it's salty, why lie to me?" ask Mita.

Arka who understood the direction of Mita's conversation moved the laptop on her lap then pulled Mita's hand gently to sit next to her Arka fixed her sitting position facing Mita and smiled.

"I'm not lying, because whatever you cook will taste good on my tongue" Arka said, clasping Mita's hand and kissing her, and it makes Mita again riveted by the Ark's treatment that really changed drastically.

"Ck, are you stupid? It tastes salty as soon as you say it's delicious I can feel my tongue numb so salty," said Mita then pulled her hand from Arka's grasp.

"Yes, you're right I'm a fool, because all I know is to love you" Arka answered looking at Mita.

"So if one day I give you poison, you'll just keep eating it and say it's delicious?" I don't know why he suddenly felt upset.

"If it can make you happy I will gladly do it for you" replied Arka looking serious.

"Are you flirting? But I'm sorry you said such a sweet word wouldn't work on me" said Mita trying to hide a thump in her heart.

"No, I'm just telling you the truth" replied Arka. Because it is true what he just said is his heart, he really loves Mita even he is willing if he has to lose his life to make his woman happy.

"What do you really want? Didn't you say that if you hate me so much, then how is it that now you have arrived to say love me? If that's just part of your plan to get back at me, please don't do that, don't make me expect something that I don't deserve" Mita said.

"I'm sorry for all my treatment of you, but can we start over?" pinta Arka again held Mita's hands. Their conversation is getting serious.

Mita does not know what to answer, she is still confused and hesitant, whether all Arka's words are really sincere or just to make it melt then after that she will throw herself. Besides that he and Arka are not comparable.

Arka who saw Mita was silent again said. "Everything I say is what I actually feel. It's true that I planned to repay your actions by making you suffer, but I realized that's not what I wanted. I just want you to stay by my side, I love you, love you so much, give me a chance to fix everything, I want us to live together forever," said Arka then got off the sofa and sat in front of Mita.

"But you and I won't be able to be us, you're too tall for me to reach Ar." mita said with eyes that began to look glassy.

"Javab honestly do you love me?" tanya Arka raised her head to look at Mita.

Mita did not answer she just lowered her head.

Arka got up and sat down next to Mita again, pulling Mita's chin gently to face her. "Do you love me?" ask Arka back.

"Is that important now? Even if I love you, it still won't change everything" Mita replied.

"I don't care about anything else, so just answer honestly whether you love me or not?" Arka pulls Mita's waist to get closer to her.

They stared at each other long enough to channel their feelings, without them even saying everything was clear from the look in his eyes if there was such a deep love between them.

Mita brushed off Arka's hand and looked at her sharply. "Yes! I love you, until this moment the love continues to grow, even because of that love I destroyed Arka! Because of that love I have to go far away from the people I love, but that love is meaningless, because I am just an ordinary woman who does not deserve a great man like you, do you know what? Your mom came to me and asked me to leave you, because I love you I insisted on staying by your side and resisting your mom's wishes, and do you know what happened next? Your mom keeps bothering my family and threatening me, even I almost lost the most precious thing in my life and all because I love you Ar, I–" mita with tears that she could not bear.

Arka could no longer hear Mita's words just pull the weak body into her arms, she felt more guilty to Mita, it was more suffocating when she heard everything directly from Mita's mouth. He thought that only he had been tormented all this time, it turned out that Mita was much more tormented than him.

"Sorry," said Arka while rubbing Mita's shoulder that shook because of crying.

"A– I love you Ar, but I'm afraid .." wirih Mita while hugging Arka tightly.

"I'm sorry, baby ..." Arka repeatedly apologized to Mita.

"Mita lifted her arms and looked at Arka. "Let's end all this Ar, please let me go because that way no one will get hurt" Mita said.

"Until any time I will never let go of you, forever you will remain my wife, trust me this time I will protect you" Arka said.

"But–"

"Sorry this time I'll be selfish, whatever the reason I can't let you go, once I lose you, I won't let it go a second time" Arka said, cutting off Mita's words.

"You don't have to do anything, let me fight, you just shut up and accept my love" Arka said.

"You are really evil Ar" said Mita while hitting Arka's chest.

Arka was just silent, he let Mita vent her anger on him, this time he really will not let go of Mita no matter what happens.

Arka pulls Mita's body back and hugs her tightly as if she would fear Mita would leave if she let go. Mita is sobbing in Arka's arms she does not know whether she should be happy or not her love story with Arka is too complicated.

"I'll do anything for you, but not by farewell" Arka said.

"Then will you keep me locked up in this place?" mita asked in a loud voice.

"If it can keep you from leaving me, I will." replied Arka still hugging Mita.

"Based on a crazy man" said Mita, but she increasingly tightened her embrace on Arka.

"My harmony has been lost since you left me, I could even be crazier than this if it was about you" Arka said.

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While in a different place a handsome man with a high posture looks to be calling someone, I don't know what he is talking about.

"He really hid it very well, even he married without telling anyone" the man muttered after the phone connection was turned off.

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