THE MAFIA OWNS MY HEART
Elfin
Pov Alfonso's.
It's hard to think I left Leticia's grave. However, I mustn't be selfishI must keep my promise. There are four fruits of our love that still need love and attention from me.
"Honey I come home, you don't feel alone because me and the children every day will play here. Doain I hope I can be a good Mother and Father figure for the fruit of our love." I said in tears.
I brought my four children back to the Mansion. I occasionally looked back at the white grave.
Yes the grave is my wife's eternal home. I took a deep breath and I took it off slowly.I tried to convince myself that this was not a dream but a reality.
My children are silent they are usually chatty. Quiet a thousand languages when I see me who occasionally wipe my tears.
On the way back to the Mansion I tried to remember Leticia's last message.
Honey I said it. Everything about us is neatly tucked away in the drawer.
I took my kids to speed things up. Because, curious about what is in the closet drawer.
''Daddy the road will slowly Alisha fall.'' Alisha protested to me.
I smiled. Again I still did not realize that at this time I was the only place they took shelter.
''Sorry Daddy dear.'' said I quickly. Before my three children protested too.
''It's okay Daddy.'' replied Alisha blinking.
The boy always had a way of comforting me, the character he was exactly his Mommy.it always just found an idea to melt my mood.
Finally we arrived at the Mansion. Friends, acquaintances and the surrounding community and my men with their families. Everyone is still in the Mansion. Yes, today and the next seven days in the Mansion are still many people. Because, there is still a stage to pray for Leticia.
I took my four children and my in-laws and Karla into my room.
My hand grabbed my bedroom door handle again I had to cry. Imagine three days ago I watched with my own eyes. How my beloved wife breathed her last.
''Ahh.'' I took a deep breath. I rubbed my face rough. Then, we went into Leticia's room together.
Yes this room will forever be the room of Leticia and I. No one can replace Leticia in this room.
In fact, my ex-wife's sheets breathed their last. I asked not to be thrown away. However, it was kept in a special closet that was stored in my room instead of me being selfish. But, I just want to keep smelling my wife's body on the sheets of Leticia and I.
''Mommy, Daddy, Karla. Come on in.'' I'll let them in.
I saw Mommy Felisia repeatedly wiping her tears. Yeah, maybe Mommy's sad about Leticia's departure. That's a heavy mom taking her favorite daughter away for good. Moreover, Mommy has just 5 years this close to Leticia. I know Mommy's feelings, must be very painful.
After all sitting on the couch.the kids were still quiet they climbed on our beds. Then, starting to lie down usually they disturb each other. But not today they are silent. Each of them hugged their bolsters while staring at the tivi. I deliberately set a song and a clip belonging to SARAH MCLAREN entitled Angel.I just want to express my feelings with that song.
''Al, just remember Mom. During this time Cia always wrote in her diary, and I remember when Cia wanted to breathe her last breath, Cia had told Al, if everything was stored neatly in our closet drawer.'' I obviously told my mother-in-law.
''Sis, then I call Nabila and Stefani. There may be a message from Cia for them as well.'' Karla proposed to me.
''By the way, I also forgot to call them.'' I smiled.
I'm actually not ready to open our wardrobe, because in the closet is stored Leticia's clothes. Sure enough when my hand pulled the handle of the closet, my tears immediately fell down my cheeks.'' ahh. I was so crybaby.'' I murmured.
Then, I immediately opened the drawer that was meant by Leticia.how shocked I was when my eyes saw there was a book of diary-sized thick, one handycam, and one brown envelope.
I achieved it all with a pounding heart.One by one I put it on the front sofa table all sitting.
''This, everything Leticia said." said I.
"Yes, uda Nak. you're open. Because, it's Leticia's diary." Mommy Felicia gave her advice.
Because, I got permission from Mommy Felicia. I immediately opened Leticia's diary. My hands were trembling open the diary from one page to another. In the book Leticia wrote all the early memories of her knowing that she had Lupus, Lupus,at first I forced to marry Leticia. Until my habit is always where to wear sandals.
I smiled. I felt a little crazy,. Because, I do all the time wherever if I don't wear the shoes must be the Leticia sandals that I wear. I just wanted to show that I love my wife. Moreover, Leticia was always jealous if I went out alone with my four best friends.it was to confirm that I would not be naughty outside.
On the last page, Leticia posted a message to me, her parents, Karla, and her two best friends. In short the most written message by him." Cia tititp Cia's son. Please take care not to upset them if they're too active."
I know he's hard to leave behind our four children. However, the pain could not be compromised anymore.
After reading all the messages from her diary, we tried to watch all the recordings from the beginning of our marriage until the time we played with the children was neatly recorded by Leticia.
Everyone cried to see the videos and photos of our memories and Leticia.
However, Karla touched the brown envelope a little thin and light." Sis, don't open this, but this is for Cathlyn's doctor" Karla told me.
I was a little incredulous. "why?" my inner.
"Yes, maybe the doctor will be here tonight. Later, you please love me." I replied.
"Yes, brother. But we better read it first, brother. The envelope isn't glued." proposed Karla.
However, I refused because this was not intended for me and us in my room.
"Don't, this dek. biarin may be a secret between Leticia and Doctor Cathlyn" I replied.