THE MAFIA OWNS MY HEART
I'm a stupid man.
After treating his hand, Al returned to the bed hugging my body, as if there was a fear in his heart of wanting to lose me.
Al lifted my head slowly, put it on his arm.then, his one hand hugged me.while stroking my back slowly.
" when has it been since, this pain?" asked Al. and raised my face to look at his face.At the moment his tears trickled down his cheeks.I shook my head begging Al not to cry.
But, Al could not hold back his tears.I ended up crying.me and Al on the first night we got married had to get through with this poignant incident.
Al, hugging me. as if afraid of something happening to me. Then, getting up and sitting on the bed, Al leaning on the headboard. My little body lifted and I was on my seat like a child. I according, I, he saw my face, and his tears fell right on my cheeks.
"So, you're crying what about me?" I said while laughing.
Al looked at me with an honest smile, I got one new attitude from this ice man again.
"Bad girl.just look at yourself in pain like this. can still smile." said Al. while pinching my cheek.
"Au.sick." I shouted softly.
Al chuckled, looking at my manners, then his face looked serious again.
"When did you know about this disease?" al asked seriously.as his hands continued to stroke my head.His eyes stared intently at me.
"For a long time, it's been almost 7 months ago I know.at that time I was often dizzy, my joints were often sore.I tried to go to the hospital, it turns out that until there the doctor asked me to do a blood test. from there I was sentenced to have lupus." I said.
Al, heard it seriously. then laid my body on the bed, and got off the bed walked towards the bathroom.I was silent because I thought she was going to morning ritual, I thought, because now it's six in the morning Spanish time.
I am already drowsy because of the effects of the drugs I take sleeping in my sleep. Al, who was already in the bathroom blamed the shower and let the shower droplets fall on his head to his body.
Al, letting himself get wet, while looking up. let the water droplets mixed into one teardrop, dripping onto his body.
"I'm afraid because I love you now.I thought you were just my shield to lure your father out.But, I'm stuck with my own game." inner Al. while hitting the bathroom wall.
"Lord, where is your justice, he says you are all just. Prove that you just heal him." cried out quietly Al in the bathroom.Last, then, he fell under the floor with the shower still flowing.
Al, now fragile.on their first night instead of pleasure, happiness, which he got. instead of the fragility of heart that Al can. yes, indeed Al already knew before they were married, Al felt more his heart ache when Cia said honestly, especially when Cia was honestly sick was relapsing.
Al, too, feels guilty for forgetting to put Cia's medicine back in her bag.
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While in bed this woman has fallen asleep with the effects of the drug that has worked.His red face slowly disappears as well as behind her.
So, I snore too much. When my alarm sounds normal at 8 am I have to exercise. I look for my phone with my eyes still closed. I take my phone on the nightstand near our bed. when my phone was in my hand I got up and sat on the bed.
"eight o'clock. I have to exercise." My inner self as I look toward the clock on my phone.
But.as...,
My memory goes to Al.
"Where did he go.So before I fell asleep Al walked towards the bathroom.then, after that he came back or not huh?"I remember when Al went to the bathroom, but I forgot Al came back or not.
I flicked the blanket over my body. I got out of bed and walked towards the bathroom. When I was in front of the bathroom, there was a splashing water sound.
"Al, take a bath." My inner.
Tok.., tok....,
I knocked on the bathroom door.
"Darling, you took a shower."Call me .but, there's no telling from the bathroom. I, I tried calling again, maybe Al didn't hear my voice because of the splashing water from the shower.
"Darling, you take a shower.I want to change the pads." I cried louder.but, again. Al did not answer just the sound of water splashing.
My mind was not calm, I reached for the bathroom door handle. Then, I opened it turned out that the door was not locked by Al. My eyes were round looking at the shower. I hysterically ran towards the shower as I kept calling out Al's name.
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