
Forgiveness will not make you lose your self-esteem. But it will make your identity more meaningful.
Ghea Virbirhagiraya
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Someone has a past and a mistake. Big or small. Often or not. And it does not escape all the human passions that always want to feel fulfilled. However, it is not wrong if humans admit all the mistakes then want to change and his forgiveness is fulfilled?
As was the case with the arrival of Dita to the house of Mr. Gery accompanied by Inspiration. His intention came purely to apologize to Ghea's husband for making so many mistakes. Similarly, Ghea who had crossed Dita's mind if Ghea had to be destroyed like Fara so that Dita could seize his position.
Things that Ghea never expected especially her husband. It happened when Dita said an apology on her doorstep before Mr. Gery actually kicked her out. Is this just a new tactic in order to take his position?
If so, why did Dita have to ask Inspiration to accompany her?
“Mas ..” while opening the door of his room, Ghea entered lrbih inside. Walking in limp holding the side of his thigh.
When Ghea came in, Mr. Gery just came out of the bathroom. Still in the same full outfit as he wore to school and the road to the beach with him.
Mr. Gery's body was still in the doorway with his hands tucked away on the sides of his leaves. “I already prepared the warm water,” he said with his flat face. Maybe it is still thought with Dita's apology which is either sincere or not.
Ghea is getting closer. “I want to take a shower with Mas Gery,” he said spoiled. Standing right in front of him.
Mr. Gery blinked stiffly. Did he not hear wrong? Or Ghea who spoke the wrong way?
“Mas?” Ghea's hand touched her cheek. “Kok dumbly?” tanyanya.
“Eh. No.” Pak Gery's eyes blinked twice before focusing on Ghea. “Cock tumben?”
Ghea's feet stepped past Mr. Gery's strapping body into the bathroom. Saying, “can't be it? Though actually I always want to shower with Mas Gery.” Then after his body went perfectly inside, Ghea turned to face Mr. Gery who was behind him. “Just embarrassed to say it.” Ghea chuckled before biting her lips.
The man's lips chipped while moving his left shoulder before closing the bathroom door. It's rare for Mr. Gery to hear Ghea say things that make his heart beat. So Mr. Gery can't resist it, can he?
Then the long legs that were still blocked by the trousers approached. The reflex of Ghea's body walked back slowly because her legs were still painful. Ghea bit her lower lip while looking embarrassed.
Pak Gery's lips were pulled wide before lifting the slender body and then put it into the bathtub that had previously filled Mr. Gery with warm water.
“Mas, why not open the shirt first? Wet these. Which school uniform will I wear tomorrow? There's no more of it. There is also a very express in my body.” Ghea protested when all her body, even the tip of her hair was wet. Because Mr. Gery just put it in the bathtub along with himself of course.
Mr. Gery smiled amusedly. A little uncaring. “Your feet have not healed. So permission to enter first,” he said while unbuttoning Ghea's uniform with a slow movement.
Ghea embarrassed of course. Her eyes did not want to see what her husband was doing. Until it is not realized if all the buttons of his clothes have been removed. Ghea's gaze only focused on the gray eyes that were also pointing at him. “Enak, yes, turned out to be the wife of the owner of the foundation.” Of course that sentence was just an insinuation for her husband.
Then Mr. Gery's hand managed to take off Ghea's uniform. Keep it on the floor on the side of the bathtub. Until now left the upper body of Ghea who only wore a white lacy cloth. “Iya.” The answer smiled knot.
“Aren't I dressed?” Mr. Gery asked. With a timid face Ghea laughed awwardly and folded her lips while turning her eyes away.
Sensitized with the red face of the wife, Mr. Gery's hand carried both hands of Ghea. Taped to the top of his chest that is still layered shirt. indirectly told him to open the buttons of the shirt.
Whether in the minute or the part where shortly after Mr. Gery gave a gift to Ghea's lips, the girl's body was already behind her naked. Similarly, the handsome guy behind Ghea who is both innocent.
Ghea chuckled as Mr. Gery's hand touched his back with his index finger. Tracing every inch of his skin because he felt amused. The boy's index finger was like the middle of describing something on the girl's back.
“Cat, Mas.” That is, Ghea was guessing what the long index finger had drawn over his upper back.
Ghea's head looked back. Just a moment to see Mr. Gery's face. “Not.” replied the guy pulled the corner of his lips. It felt like it was cramping because it did not want to stop to publish a smile.
“Certain what dong?” Ghea's head again turned forward with both hands playing soapy water in the bathtub.
Both did not do anything other than just soak the hot water scented soap. “You!”
Ghea clucking. “Emang can?” he asked as one hand rubbed the soap foam on the other hand.
“Can.” Mr. Gery repeated his index finger moving on Ghea's back. Now it's not like drawing. But the long index finger is like writing a sentence that is no stranger.
“That's your picture?” changing his position to face Mr. Gery, Ghea asked.
“Not a picture.”
“But ..?”
Mr. Gery grazed Ghea's already wet hair to bring her to his right shoulder. “Take a guess if you pinter!” his challenge. And Mr. Gery saw Ghea's eyeball held above with his index finger tapping on his chin. Thinks. “What the hell, Mas? Don't know me .. can't nebak.” For a moment the two looked at each other. “You know dong!” Shaken by Mr. Gery by his hand. Ghea whining.
“I love you!” honestly speaking. After that, the thick, red lips covered her lips. Giving a sensation that always makes Ghea's heart pounding. This time Mr. Gery did not allow Ghea to breathe properly so Ghea scooped his breath from the sidelines of the crazy lip link.
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I don't know at what time Ghea and Mr. Gery completed the ritual of soaking with him. Now the two are both in a thick blanket with each other hugging.
Wasn't it!
Apparently after the ritual was finished in the bathroom earlier and changed in pajamas, Ghea asked her husband to read a romantic novel from one of her favorite novel authors.
“... and a life that is never far from the word a love struggle that sometimes always stifles the chest.” Mr. Gery read it right on the page of the novel to the ending.
“Then?” Looking up a little, Ghea asked Gery to continue.
Mr. Gery's eyes are down. Back to every writing that is written very well he said there. The beautiful vocabulary that suddenly shook his heart and feelings. When a sentence is read with a different feeling. Even with the movement of his hand that stopped when stroking the top of Ghea's head.
“And life sometimes does always have the meaning of every event that already exists.” Suddenly Gery stopped him and closed the book in his hand.
Ghea inched as she felt a movement of Mr. Gery's hand that kept the book on a bedside nightstand. Looking at Mr. Gery with both eyebrows linked together. “Cock Ease?”
“Evening time,” says slowly while tucking Ghea's hair behind the earlobe.
“OK!” Fortunately there is no debate that occurs as usual, which will always be answered with various sentences that do not want to lose to Mr. Gery.
Ghea laid her body. Mr. Gery pulled a blanket to cover it up to his waist before he also lay down next to Ghea.
“Mas.” Ghea called out in a quiet voice. Stretched out with a look that stared at the ceiling of the room.
Mr. Gery changed his body position facing Ghea with one hand folded supporting the side of the head. "What?"
“Kok you don't have it is the same me why?” Then Ghea changed her sleeping position. Facing Mr. Gery.
“Why” Pak Gery asked rubbing one side of Ghea's face.
“You said once, right, that we'll change together. Equally going to improve ourselves each?”
There was no definite answer or sentence that Ghea heard other than just a slow mutter.
“Then why don't you give someone a chance to change. Recovering from the insanity of his past?”
“Ghe ..”
“Mas ..” Ghea sighed rubbing the bottom lip line of Mr. Gery. “I'm sure Dita's really sorry about you. Same me.”
“Udah malem, Ghe?!”
“What were you not seeing Dita-”'s eyes
“Sleep, yes!” Not wanting to talk about it, Mr. Gery then kissed Ghea's lips. “Good night.”
“I hope you can see the highlight sincerely apologize Dita, Mas! Tomorrow he will fly to Singapore for treatment .. for his mother.” Ghea turned her back on Mr. Gery. “Night.” Then pull the blanket over his chin.
TB
So the lesson we can take is always to forgive every deed. Don't reply, but give a smile. Let only God repay him. Because god is more worthy.
Although it's not easy either. But trying to learn is not wrong, is it?
I want to tell you a little bit about Ghea's character.
In the beginning it was very good and probably very childish.
But everyone needs a process to change themselves, right?
A baby will start walking.
So too with someone's sipat.
What I experienced personally was not easy to change the previous attitude from to better.
hopefully it can be understood and understood.
For visuals, I don't love it here.
Because what?
Like I said before. I'm afraid to destroy the reader's imagination.
So just imagine who and how the character of a Ghea and Mr. Gery.
Or if you want to know the visual I use can check Ig I aja @seizyll_koerniawan
Seizies
Si kang ngetik the magrib just took a shower. Hihiiii ILY gengssss thank you for waiting and reading.I hope give you a comment that always makes me thump and spirit of course!