The Married With Teacher
Mwt chapter 56

Gery held his breath. The more tight he felt when the swab from Ghea's thumb on the cheek getting softer.

Then, Ghea continued the sentence that had been on the tip of the tongue. Wet eyes.

“Seeing this eye highlight doubt.” Ghea raised the tip of her thumb down Gery's petals. Then, the ash eyeballs glinted with a soft blink. Not escaping the gaze from this pretty face in front of her. “My heart also hesitates, Mas.”

Gery speechless. Gery took off her fist beside the body. His inner and slightly calm feelings will soften Ghea's voice. However, the sense of being ready to face the wrath of Ghea still drives adrenaline in the body.

“When I ask you to choose the safety of our son over me, you shut up. And I know that you can't do that. Highlight in your eyeballs this is my belief, Mas. And you know it.”

Well. When Ghea asked Gery to prefer to save her son, seeing the look of ash eyes that shook with doubt made Ghea also hesitated. Whether sure or not, in her heart Ghea felt that her son would not be able to see the world and even the face of himself as his mother.

“Can I see her face first before she actually leaves here, Mas?” The clear liquid managed to wet Ghea's cheeks as she tried to hold back. Try to be strong. When the blinking of the lashes.

Gery is speechless. Even though his heart was still packed. Holding on with all his might so that the guy did not join in crying at the sight of Ghea who was trying hard like this.

Gery's jaw hardened. And the hand came back clenched.

“Maybe this is a rebuke from God because I was being selfish. Not horrified what you said from the beginning.” Ghea continued the sentence. With the crystal bath water continued to rub Ghea's cheeks. It was salty when it hit the open lip of Ghea. The woman with a still weak condition took the rest of the breath from the nose whose tip was reddened.

Actually Ghea wanted to sob. Roared. And even want to end life, join the baby. If you have to accept this one fact. Ghea's world was completely destroyed now.

But on the other side of his heart. The woman must accept the consequences.

The doctor said it from the beginning, right? If Ghea's pregnancy is full of risks because of the disease she suffered.

“Yes. You can meet him,” said Gery vibrated.

Dilihati Ghea the ash eyeballs were watery. Even the surroundings of his eyeballs were reddened. Ghea was sure that Gery was hit hard. And Ghea certainly can't blame this guy, because he caused everything to happen. With his egoism and stubborn from the beginning.

If, if, and if. All suppositions that Ghea could not change back.

“I’m sorry,” Said Ghea after being silent for a while. With a hand that did not run away from gently rubbing Gery's cheeks, along with the tip of the thumb under the man's eyelids.

“No! I should've said it was you, Ghe.” Gery touched the hand that had not released the stalk on his cheek.

“At least, if God still hasn't given me a chance to have him today, but God can still give me a chance to go forward, right, Mas? You still want to wait for that, right?”

DEGR ...

Gery's estimate shot when Ghea thought he would be angry because he assumed himself that his son was dead, without Gery's tongue speaking. Gery is happy for that, because Ghea who might be able to accept one of the bitter facts. Although the mind can not be denied if the man is very crowded.

However, for this one .. why should Ghea ask that? Makes Gery's mouth freeze. The tongue is like a joke to say one more honesty.

Can't you, if Gery's the one who's gone? So he doesn't have to confirm this? About Ghea and her womb?

“What's up?” tanya Ghea chased. Look at his eyeballs pointing right at Gery's ash eyeball. Make an answer yourself. Even Ghea's gaze seemed to enter into a swaying ball of ash eyes. Vibrates. It even crystallizes. However, the crystal liquid on Gery's petals did not spill even though the man blinked his eyelashes several times in slow motion.

“Please, Mass. Nothing you hide from me!” Ghea tried to raise her head but soon Gery held both shoulders. Ban that woman. And it's better to stay lying down like this. Especially with the former surgery on Ghea's stomach that is still wet.

Drawn by Gery in one breath. His petals closed before the puff of breath he let out through the mouth slowly. The nape twitched and Gery swallowed the saliva so that his tiny jakun moved up and down. Even so, the man hesitated to confirm honesty.

“Rahim you—“ two words that it escaped the tip of the tongue. He breathed back before continuing.

Ghea's eyes were really cute. Hand-embedded infusion needles crimp the ends of the blanket that closes up to the stomach. While the other hand is still propping up on Gery's cheek. Ready to hear what this man will confirm.

Gery closed her petals as she continued word by word which would definitely destroy Ghea's heart. “Doctors forced to remove your uterus due to tumor—“

The man with wet eyes could not continue. The trigger was Ghea's hand supporting her cheek slowly down releasing.

Now, those black eyeballs were swaying in nanar. His brain tried to digest again word by word that came out of Gery's mouth. His ears were buzzing as if he did not hear Gery's voice calling out to him. Thick fog dominated Ghea's entire view. Making that look unclear later.

Crushed melts his soul and body. The order of the heavens fell and the earth fell upon him, and Ghea was crowded. Breathing also becomes disordered.

All dreams are now just dreams.

Ghea did not make a sound. Despite the claustrophobic, broken and various kinds of inner feelings, the woman did not cry or roar. It was just that his tears continued to flow like rain that had no light, creating a flood of cushions that supported the back of the head. All the fingers managed to rub the ends of the blanket that covered the flat stomach.See his eyes I say. Ghea just looked up at the white ceiling of the room blankly.

Gery's worried of course. Not knowing what to do until the woman's voice echoed through the room.

“Are you going to leave me, Mom? Because now I'm not the perfect woman. I can't give you a child. Can't give you the sound of crying that has been your dream.”

Gery immediately cupped both sides of Ghea's face. Facing the black highlight that always makes him calm and restless. “Why can you think that?” Gery was getting deeper into that watery black eyeball. “It's not on my mind if I'm going to do that, Ghe. It takes a fight for me to get you. Believing your parents if I can and can take care of their children. Make her daughter happy. And now, just because you don't have a uterus anymore .. I'm going to do that? No, Ghe!”

“But I won't be able to give you—“

“From the beginning we knew you had the disease, I told you about the child, we can still have it, Ghea. We can adopt them. In fact, we can adopt more than one of them. If you want?!” Gery interrupted quickly. Not letting the next word escape out of Ghea's mouth.

Even so, Gery's gaze was glared. Convincing Ghea in the gaze, if their household would be fine even without the presence of a child. Gery assures that through the look of his ashes. Cupping both cheeks with his big palm. Lips smile.

“But, I hate it, Mas. Hate for myself. I have ruined our Dream. Your dreams.”

“Ngak, darling.” Gery's forehead slowly approached his face until Ghea could feel a puff of breath from the man's open mouth. Then it felt close until Gery fused his forehead with Ghea's forehead. Both eyes closed. Fight the tightness also against all the lingering flavors.

“How can you destroy my dreams, Ghe? If you were that dream?” Gery took his breath. Speak softly and softly. Ghea opened the closed petal. Tracing every line of the face of a man who still looks handsome even though tangled once.

“You are the purpose I live for, Ghe. To build all the dreams that I have not achieved .. I need you to stay beside me,” said Gery slowly, softly and even Ghea can see both thick lips vibrate. Either because the lips want to cry, roar or also let out a scream. Ghea could not understand so clearly. Because, with Gery who is able to set the expression.

Ghea shed tears again. Touched. I could not believe that this man loved her so deeply. So that says if he can accept his shortcomings. Ghea could not measure how deep her love was. However, Ghea's heart was able to feel the turmoil of the sea waves that imagined the view that Gery gave for her.

Caught by Ghea one side of Gery's face. His gust of breath until it felt swept across the surface of the handsome man's face. Enjoyed Gery the aroma of Ghea who had missed him. Although, the scent was mixed with medicine and all sorts of hospital-related.

Gery's forehead is not away from his forehead. Even now the tops of the noses both of them are rubbing against each other. With Gery slowly advancing to then kiss Ghea's pale lips. Channeling everything through kissing. Including throwing a tight pass through it.

Slowly the petals of Ghea joined the muzzle. Inside her kiss, both corners of Ghea were raised. Blissfully. Or rather try to accept all the facts that God has outlined for him. For his home life.

Who will know and guess if God will give trials or gifts for our lives?

This life is His.

Life, death, and everything in this world has been in the best shape possible. We, as humans, can only run all the scenarios that have been arranged, right?

It's just, how can we take it better and roomy. Patience and trust.

When the two lips were still stuck together, the door knob moved down. Then followed by a shocked face when the door leaf has been opened from the outside.

“Pak Gery ..”

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TO BE CONTINUED

Seizy Note :

The last sentence means nothing. It's just, it's as my drive to always stay strong to accept every exam that comes.

How are you doing today?

I hope you're always okay.

Take care of your health, yes!

Even if there's no one beside you, don't fret. There's still Gery accompanying you, right? Wkwkwkk

Fallow Ig author (Kang Ngetik Amatiran): @Seizyll_koerniawan to know when the time UP and other infoh-infoh.