The Passion of Love of the Model
Chapter 18

"To put you in the arms of the right person is the way I love you"

rafael Aditya Al - Malik

Say things to a wishful thinking, time and love. Angan, we must always have hope in our lives. Time, a time we will oscillate at different steps. And love, we must always expect the right love to come to us. Right in the sense of 'He' is the best for us. He is the one sent by the almighty. He is the answer to your prayers and thoughts that you have stranded.

Every human being has these three things. But how does man put these three things in the right way? And as you wish?

Everything is impossible. Because the scenario organizer of human life is only an almighty God. And man is just trying, praying as much as possible. About the destiny of the three things let God govern it.

What about Kirani's life scenario?

And what was the feeling he felt as he began to decide to place his heart on Reihan?

Is that a real feeling?

Kirani Pov's

Say to time. I want things not to go the way they are today. I, I want to go back to a point not like this. I want to get back to the point where I love no one. I, I just want to be alone without involving feelings and without pouring feelings on others. Calmness, that's what I really want.

But again time leads me to a different destiny. To a destiny that requires me to choose the port of my love. Even though I don't know if I've put this feeling on her is the right thing?

Is it all the desire of my heart?

Certainly not completely. I'm trying to do this because there's a reason. That reason was none other than Rafael's request.

I don't know why Rafael did this to me. It all hurts. All hurt when he forced my will. He even threatened me to do more harm to me. From here I did his wish. If I don't do what he wants, he'll do more for me. That's why I did his orders. Even though my heart doesn't want it.

The incident before Reihan's brother came to me...

After Rafael had rudely smeared me, he left my room. He also reminded me to do his wish. After that, he left me alone.

I cried a mouthful, feeling the pain running through my body because of what he did to me. I guessed all the reasons about him doing this to me. It's all empty. There's nothing I can think of. There was only a wound and a shadow he did.

It all feels painful and painful.

Not just up there. He also sent me a message that just reminded me of his request. And it all hurts.

Should I make his request?

What is the real reason on his mind?

A few hours later, I was still crying. But all stopped when I saw one message from Reihan's leg saying that he would visit me in 1 hour.

I immediately wiped my tears and washed my face. I don't want Reihan's brother to see the sadness on my face. When I was looking in the mirror, I still saw the reflection of the shadow of Rafael's brother doing this. I tried my hardest to get rid of him. Until I decided to make his request. Yeah, I'll take Reihan's love. That is the request of Rafael to me.

I immediately changed my clothes with my white dress. I comb my hair and I put a thin makeup on my face. Covering my pale face. As I was making my appearance, I found a message from Reihan's brother. One of the messages was about him arriving at the hospital in 10 minutes.

I finished my makeup and walked towards the window of my room. Waiting for him at the window.

10 Minutes later...

He asked me why I was near the window. He also asked me if I wasn't cold by the window. He really is very attentive to me. His anxiety was very noticeable from the expression on his face.

Is this true true love?

My heart wonders. My mind kept guessing. But it's all the same. There was no warmth I felt. Not for any reason but the reason I never considered more brother Reihan. I only consider Brother Reihan as my savior and brother to me.

I shook my head and pulled him closer to me. I give you seductive words. Until he made his face. I kept doing my stunts to get Reihan's leg closer to me. Not only did I pull her collar so there was no distance between the two of us. Then I slightly tiptoed and gave a kiss right on her lips.

I expressed my false feelings to him. I told him I loved him. His eyes were round with surprise. He asked me if it was true what I said.

I convinced him by saying yes. Then he pushed my body against the corner of the wall. He tilted his head and brought it closer to me. He asked if he could give me a kiss?

My eyes blinked for a moment. I saw the silhouette of someone peering through the glass of my bedroom door. I know who is watching me. Yeah, who else wouldn't be Rafael's brother. He must have come to me to make sure that I was doing his bidding.

All right, brother, I'll do what you say and see if you get hurt too?

I'll make you feel the pain I feel!

And see if you feel any pain if you see me kissing the man of your choice!

This is the reply of the fire that you made Brother Rafael!

I nodded my head in response that I allowed Brother Reihan to kiss me. After I gave my permission to Brother Reihan, without waiting for the time he immediately attacked my lips with a fierce kiss. But the kiss remained soft even though it was a little stirring. To the point that I fell asleep at the kiss she gave me.

Not only did he bring me to the chair. Stare at me and explore my neck. He opened my neck a little. Put a mark on every neck of my row. I enjoyed it with pleasure. What Reihan and Rafael did was very different. If Rafael's brother is more dominant rough in peppering me while Reihan's Kak is very soft and slow.

But why does this heartbeat feel so ordinary?

It was as if I felt ordinary without feeling my heartbeat beating.

God what is this?

Is this self only able to feel vibrations if with Rafael's brother alone?

Nevermind Ran! It's because it's the first time you've been with another man. So it's only natural that you still haven't felt the vibrations.

After Reihan's sister hit my neck. He looked into my eyes. Give me a kiss on my forehead and tell me his love for me. And he hugged me tight and said he was happy today. And I'll repay him if I love him too.

As Reihan's leg hugged me, I saw the silhouette of someone in front of my door disappear. I feel pretty satisfied to be able to do this. Why does a little heart feel sad?

God, what do I feel about this?

Is what I do right God?

Yes Ran! This is right!

I convinced myself that everything I did was the right thing.

God, I hope this is the right thing to do and that nothing will happen to me and him..