
"Why I feel like I'm going to give you everything I feel, but it's not time for you to accept it!"
sintiya El Malik -
A grudge?
Revenge is a form of our sense of non-acceptance of things that are obtained or felt by others. The form and reason for revenge vary. There is revenge for behavior, there is revenge for treasure, there is revenge for being betrayed, there is revenge for the past that has happened, and there are many more reasons for revenge. Revenge is a form of the ugly nature of our hearts. The more we serve to carry out revenge, the easier it is to get caught in the abyss of darkness.
Revenge can darken our hearts and minds. So never get carried away with the flow of revenge. There are several liver diseases that can not be easily eliminated, including envy, spite, and one of them is revenge. Revenge is a liver disease that is not easy to get rid of. He will continue to gnaw your mind and heart to do so.
But we as humans should be able to avoid and eliminate that vindictive nature. Yes the way to leave the thing or someone that makes us disturbed/moved for revenge.
What about Sintiya?
Sintiya Pov's
I, I can clearly see the figure I've been looking for all this time. And it all started from..
I was invited by my lover to go on vacation to the resort. At first I felt very happy. The view of the sun sinking, flickering lights around the resort, the wind blowing and the sound of waves.
Once at the resort I was glad I didn't play. I'm grounded in the sights at the resort. At first I invited my girlfriend kevin to come down but he still had to answer a phone call from his boss. So I don't want to have to go alone.
I was still stunned by the sunset. I kept walking unconsciously. Shooting every scene with my camera. My footsteps brought me to something I never thought I would. Yes my vision on the figure of Kirani. All at first because I heard the voice of someone calling Kirani's name. I was the one who was focusing on photographing here and there so moved. Curious to follow the source of the voice.
I walked to the source of the voice and found a partner. The man who seduced his woman and the woman who laughed. I could see a glimpse of the woman's body like Kirani's. But is that right?
I was still trying to observe the two of them from a fairly close distance. But the woman's face was not the least I could see. Then the woman called out the name of a man. The name of the man she called was Reihan.
Reihan's?
Is that the name of the male figure in Kirani's instagram post? The one I saw yesterday?
I have to make sure again!
I'm trying to get closer. I wish I could see that woman's face. I covered my face with my scarf. As I walked closer to the woman, the woman turned her body back. I could see the woman's face.
I said Kirani's name, "Kirani.. "
The woman looked at me. I was stunned when I saw that woman was actually Kirani. I could see clearly Kirani who was still grappling fondly hugging the man. Then a moment later there was the pull of a man.
"Let's go, baby. We have to make a reservation now." said a masked man suddenly
The still pensive me could only follow the pull of the man's hand. At first glance I saw that man was my beloved Kevin. I initially tried to rebel not to leave. But Kevin pulled me. His strength is greater than mine so I will not follow him.
Kevin and I got back in the car. Arriving at my car clap Kevin's hand.
"Kevin What the hell is you! Why did you pull me! I want to approach that****** and then slap it! But why are you pulling it!" I yelled at Kevin. Kevin was still silent.
"My dear answer!" I raised my voice.
Kevin took off his mask and moved closer to me. Pull my waist and hold my body to her. Kevin hugged me and said, "That's not the time, baby."
"Not yet what time! I'd love to slap him!" my screams are still carried away by emotion.
"You can see if Kirani is indeed ******! He walked with other men very happily! While brother? My brother suffered Kevin! Understand that!" I shouted furiously in Kevin's arms. I tried to rebel but Kevin was getting closer to my body.
Kevin hugged me tight. I was crying a mouthful. Feel the disappointment and hatred that become one.
"I'm glad I know you still hate Kirani. I know if you want to repay Kirani. I understand how you feel. I understand the pain you feel as well. But baby you need to know if the time for revenge is not now." Kevin said in a soft voice. Kevin stroked my head.
"When can I do it baby!" I asked Kevin.
"Later when I've made a strategy, baby. Now save your grudges and your energy. Slowly we will avenge Kirani's actions. Slowly but surely it will stab him. You know the term like this, baby, 'get your dagger sharp. Then after sharp then you stick to your target' You know that term?" Kevin said as he let go of his embrace and stood in front of me. Kevin grabbed both my shoulders and looked at me with a serious look.
I nodded, "yes then why?"
Kevin held both of my shoulders and said seriously, "Now we're honing our energies and our new strategy we're stabbing him. When we finish the sharpening then the dagger will be much sharper and much more painful when we thrust it. You understand, don't you, baby?"
"Dear I understand that." I replied uninspiredly.
Kevin touched my chin and raised my face up. We looked. I looked at him listlessly. Like I was disappointed.
The cup!
Kevin kissed my lips blatantly in public. Not just on my lips but on my cheeks and forehead as well. My emotions that were up just now decayed instantly. I feel the warmth of Kevin's lips on my lips. My reflexes wrapped my hands around his head. Pull Kevin's head closer. Then I kissed her lips.********** with sensual.
I don't care about the people who see us both. I just wanted pleasure from our kiss. 10 minutes later I let go of my lips. Our breaths were both still breathing heavily.
Kevin lifted my body in bridal style. Then whisper a sentence to me, "We're already in the darling's room. So let's enjoy our hot night." he said with breath still panting.
I smiled and replied, "Take me to our bed to the prince. I can't wait for our hot night."
Kevin smiled grinningly, "As your wish my lady."
Then Kevin walked towards the resort. Carrying my body. I who was in his arms could only kiss his cheek. Not caring about the envious looks of the visitors.
I thought it would all be easy when I could take revenge on him. But the timing is not right. Until I had to undo it. I had to put it away because I had to do a fun night with Kevin.
Kevin took me to my room. He dropped me off in the elevator. Then kiss me brutally. I returned her brutal kiss. Pouring my hand behind the head. Kevin wrapped his hands around my waist and increasingly pulled my body closer.
In the elevator we are mutually****** lips without hesitation and embarrassment. No matter the visitors in the elevator.
Ting!
The elevator opened, Kevin lifted my body. Walk to room number 120. Kevin put the card in and the door opened. Automatic room light on. Kevin lowered my body on a king-size bed. Kevin took off his shirt in front of me. Then her hand unbuttoned my dress. Kevin took out my dress in a matter of seconds. My clothes are only my underwear.
"Open it dear. "pinta Kevin pointed at both of my underwear. I nodded and opened it. Both my mounds popped out.
Kevin dropped me into the bed. Then devoured my lips as his hand squeezed his favorite thing. I groaned with ease.
"Satisfy me, baby!" my orders
"As your wish dear!" Kevin's passionate eyes I can see.
His hands not only play on his favorite things but also on my crown. It ransacked every level of my body. Then I got the release. I was still silent feeling the release then suddenly Kevin put it into my crown all of a sudden. I groan and sigh. Kevin continued his movement forward and backward. Kevin also********his favorite thing to get wet.
We do it not only in mattresses but also in showers and windows. In the window with a standing position was Kevin did. Last time in the shower, I don't know how many times Kevin spouted his seeds in my womb. I only felt pleasure until I didn't realize how many times kevin seeds had been spouted.
"Darling this is the last time I let go hahh" he said with a sigh
"Just do it, baby. I'll take it." I'll pay back
"Dear accept this!!"
Kevin's last release I received. I feel the warmth. Kevin took it off and took it out of my crown. We're still silent.
"Now we take a shower and go to sleep?" heed
"Yes dear."
I looked into Kevin's sleepy eyes. He looked at me, "Darling don't forget to take his contraceptive medication."
Kevin reminded me to take a pregnancy-preventing drug. I just nodded. Kevin closed his eyes. Fall asleep. I walk to my suitcase. Taking the medicine in my suitcase. But the drugs I took were not pregnancy-preventing drugs but uterus and fertility-boosting drugs. I took two of those drugs. When I finish drinking, I close my suitcase. Walk back to bed. I lie down next to Kevin who is asleep.
I rubbed my stomach slowly. He said, "May you be yes, son, I'm sorry Kevin lied to you. But I really want to have a child with you. So we can get married soon."
"Love is blind and this is the only way I can do it.. "
Then I close my eyes. I slept with Kevin. Dissolved into dreamland.
Sintiya pov..
*****
Kevin Pov's
I woke up early in the morning from my sleep. I felt a hand curling in my body. I see that hand is Sintiya's. I smiled thinly.
Ah it turns out that last night I did another hot night with this stupid girl..
If it wasn't for his troublemaking attitude maybe this hot night wouldn't have happened..
Making love is the best way to break this stupid girl's emotions..
And I don't know how many times I've felt pleasure and release with this stupid girl...
And it all started from..
Flashbacks..
Once at the resort, the foolish girl screamed to get out of the car. I let him out first because I have to answer a phone call from my men, Kupret.
"What the hell is Pret!" I'm angry
"You just interrupt and ruin the moment!" makiku
"Our boss will inform you if the rental fee for each room at the resort goes up. If the boss still wants to hire then we will transfer the fee to the person on duty." Kupret explained
"Yes just do it! I still have enough money, right!?" much
"The boss.. "
"What's the matter, huh!"
"The problem is that the money in the boss's account is not enough and less. So we need a transfer" Kupret said
"Yes, okay, huh! The number just send to me!"
"Yes boss, all our pay."
"Yes, be well!"
I took my phone connection off. I open my phone and open the bank app. This time I opened Sintiya's mobile banking. The girl told me about her passowrd and mobile banking username. I am happy to enjoy the money. Soon I transferred a sum of twenty million into my account.
Then I sent a message to the couple.
To : Couplet
Transfer and pay off resort payments. Then take 5 million for you two. Don't take your paychecks because I still haven't given you a job! and assign people at the resort to bring my stuff!
Send..
I got a reply from the cupret.
From: cupret
Good boss! Everything's settled! The resort officer was walking to the boss.
Then I put my phone back in my pocket. A resort officer approached me. Bring me my stuff and give me the key. After that I walked in looking for Sintiya that stupid girl.
I walked to the beach many times. But I never found it. I was tired of looking for that girl.
"Where are you at ****!" My monologue cursed at being tired of never finding the girl.
"Bikin cave cape aja huh!"
When I was upset about looking for her, I saw a girl who was hugging a man. That girl looks familiar to the girl I'm after. Then I heard a voice calling out the name of the girl I was looking for.
"Kirani.."
Whahuh?
Kirani's?
Is the girl's name like Kirani's?
But why do I think that girl's body looks so much like Kirani's?
As I was engrossed in seeing the couple I vaguely saw the figure of a woman wearing Lilac dress flowers and covering her face with her scarf.
Wait up? Lilac dress girl is like Sintiya huh? My heart in heart
I have to get close to him!
Yep! I'm not wrong anymore!
It must be Sintiya!
I have to stop him!
I walked over to the woman who was walking to the couple. I started getting close to Sintiya. Then a girl turned around. I could see the girl's face.
My beautiful face looks beautiful. In my heart I said, "That's Kirani? Is that really Kirani?"
"That's right said kupret if Kirani is still in this resort! I must stop Sintiya immediately!"
"It could be bad if Sintiya made a mess! And screw up the plan I made! Could suck!" Mouthed
Then at full speed I pulled Sintiya's hand immediately. Removing Sintiya from Kirani. I don't want Sintiya to make war and chaos.
When I'm done, I'll keep it away from Kirani. Sintiya shouted and rebelled. He tried to go there again but I could stand it as much as possible. In the end, I slowly pushed him. I said words that could affect his mind. I hold him to be patient. I did everything I could to hold him. I was finally able to hold back and ease her emotions.
Yes the only way to relieve Sintiya's emotions is to hug her, kiss her and do sex with her. That was all that could make Sintiya forget her frustration.
It's okay to make love as long as Sintiya doesn't ruin my plans. No matter how many times I have to do it. I just want to find satisfaction and enjoyment for my juniors. And of course I didn't forget to remind Sintiya to take contraceptive medication.
Then I couldn't help my drowsiness. I'm tired and my energy has drained from having sex with Sintiya. I slept first.