The Passion of Love of the Model
Chapter 9

"For me to see you is the greatest wound for me.. "

- Cathrine Alea -

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For a moment we were in a confused position to do what? And sometimes we feel like everything is wrong. Where we choose to go but the heart still wants and where we survive the more hurt we feel.

So what about me? Continue to grieve things without a second thought..

Why are we meant to be together if you still want that woman?

Is that how hard you left him?

Are you still feeling for him?

How far am I holding all of them? Hicks!

Cathrine held her baby while shedding her tears incessantly. In his life he only hoped to live happily with his small family but why did everything have to happen?

"Drink the deck first.. ". Yohan offered a glass of water to her sister. Cathrine nodded and Yohan helped her sister for a drink. When Yohan finished putting the glass back.

In yohan's eyes he still saw his sister's sad gaze. The tears that kept dripping made Yohan's heart sad. He still did not understand why Rayn dared to hurt his sister's heart.

Yohan approached her sister and sat down squatting in front of the cathrine. Yohan was confused by the decision her sister had taken. In his little heart he wanted to ask but he was afraid of hurting his sister.

"Son, my son I named Reihan Adam Khan which means gift from the first god. She is the most beautiful gift for me, my sister.. In the midst of everything I've faced I want her to always know herself as the most beautiful gift to me." Cathrine gave her a beautiful name to her baby

"Good name deck.., hopefully Reihan will be a child who always understands family. " Reply Yohan

"Aminn, brother I want you to take care of my son.. ". Pinta Cahtrine on her brother

"You mean what deck? ". Reihan asked furrowing his brows

"Me and Reihan won't stay at Rayn's house. For a while I'll be avoiding Rayn. I'll see Reihan a lot when Rayn doesn't come to you, brother. " Cathrine told Yohan

"Are you divorcing Rayn?". Ask Yohan

"No, I want Reihan to have intact parents. I'll keep doing my duty as a wife or a mother but I don't want to see Rayn. I'll keep coming to Rayn's house as his wife prepares for Rayn's needs but she won't be able to see me. That's my decision, brother.. " Cathrine was obviously on Yohan

Deck, do you hate your husband that much?

It's always best for you to make a decision, but doesn't it hurt you trying to survive?  Yohan muttered in her little heart

"Well if it's your decision, deck.., I'll still support you." Yohan said

"Sister I'll get out of here. I didn't want to see Rayn's sister so I put Reihan to you." Cathrine

"Alright deck.. ".

"Reihan, you don't cry the same uncle Yohan. Mother loves you." Pamit Cathtine kisses the baby she carries. Then he gave Reihan to his brother. Cathrine stood up from the wheelchair and began to leave her and her brother.

For a moment his heart wanted to cry but he had to be strong for the sake of his whole family. Because this is the best decision for her, Rayn and her baby.

When the affair was over with Amanda Rayn, he immediately returned to his wife's room. He is happy to finally be able to make peace with his past and now he can focus on his small family.

Rayn walked towards his wife's room but stopped when he saw Yohan's brother in front of his wife's room.

"Sister Yohan.. ". Call Rayn while approaching her

Brother Yohan turned his head when he heard the voice of his sister-in-law. He wiped his tears and smiled at Rayn "Eh Rayn, where are you from? " Tanya Yohan pretends to be well-meaning

"Walk in the lobby waiting. Is this my son, brother? " Tanya Rayn looks at the baby Yohan is carrying. Yes, she was his heart that was very similar to her

"Yes Rayn.. ".

"May I carry him, brother?" Ask Rayn

"Lake Rayn.. ".

Rayn was holding her baby which was very similar to her face. His eyes and nose look like his wife. Rayn shed her tears. He couldn't believe he was a father to his little family. Yes, this was all because of his wife who had always been patient with him.

"Sister, has the cathrine given my son's name? " Ask Rayn

"Here, he gave a good name. His name is Reihan Adam Khan. She's the most beautiful gift for the cathrine and you in the middle of your little family." Answer Yohan

"A very beautiful name for you my hero.. ".

Rayn is eager to take pictures of her son with his wife together. He walked into his wife's room, but why didn't he see his wife Cathrine?

"Rayn, Cathrine went home with mom first.. ". Yohan replied with a witty

"What's? why didn't he tell me, brother? " Task Rayn anxiously

"She doesn't want you to be in trouble and one thing Cathrine wants Reihan to be taken care of by me at my house. You can come see Reihan whenever Rayn." Yohan said with a soft

"Why should sister take care of Reihan? I can take care of him and of course with my wife.. ". Rayn asked confused at the message his wife delivered by his brother

"That's just what your wife's request is and one I hope you'll be sensitive to all that's going on." Yohan said cynically

"Sister, what does Brother Yohan mean? Did I make another mistake with the cathrine? "

"Ask that to yourself.Oh yeah one more thing Rayn from tomorrow I'll bring Reihan to my house."

Yohan left Rayn and her own ponakan. Yohan didn't want to tell Rayn the hurt she felt. Because her sister still wants her little family to be okay.

Rayn looked at her little baby. The combination of his face and cathrine is very clear. And in a little heart Rayn asked

What other mistake did I make with my wife?

The days went on as before. At the request of Reihan cathrine treated her brother until now aged 6 years. While Cathrine still prepares all the needs of her family. Although she had to go back and forth to Rayn's house and her brother.

Yes, During these 6 years Rayn never saw his wife but all the needs he needed were always prepared by his wife. Even her maid Cathrine always comes to Rayn's house before she wakes up and Cathrine leaves when Rayn wakes up. Starting from breakfast, clean up all the cathrine do without Rayn seeing it. Even his work clothes he always got neatly in his room.

Rayn can't figure out why the cathrine did that for 6 years. Rayn always thinks what she did wrong so that she doesn't want to see it?

Rayn always went to Yohan's house to see her son Reihan. And all he did was to Cathrine's wishes even though his mother always asked him about the reason Reihan was being cared for by Yohan's sister and not his family?

Rayn can only answer that she is too busy and believes that Yohan can take care of Reihan. Rayn always covered her fractured household for 6 years from her parents. He did not want his parents to be disappointed or interfere in his household. And he was sure that he could face trials in his household.

During these 6 years Rayn always prayed that he could meet and see his wife. Rayn just wanted to see his wife's sad face and beautiful laugh. Right today Rayn will visit Reihan to be invited to take a walk. Before leaving for Yohan's house he looked at his wedding photo. Cathrine's warm smiling face hugging her really made Rayn miss.

I hope today I can see you my wife..

I miss you so much..

Today exactly 6 years she did not see her husband's face. Cathrine has made her decision. And today is also the happiest day for the cathrine. Yes, today is the day that his position rose in the company. All his hard work now bears sweet fruit. In addition to rising to the position of Cathrine also get a bonus from his boss. It felt like he wanted to take his favorite son for a walk with him.

She gets ready by wearing a calm peach dress for her. Not to forget she was wearing a long router that was in line with her dress. After polishing his face he took his cell phone and pressed yohan's sis number to call her.

"Hello kak yohan, today I will take Reihan for a walk. Please tell him to get ready.. I'm leaving now.. ".

"But deck... ". Yohan replied stammeredly but cathrine's phone connection shut off because he didn't want to wait long

Tut's..

Cathrine immediately got out of her apartment and headed to her car. He turned it on and started driving his car towards Yohan's house. He was really happy and could not wait to see Reihan who was happy to be invited to go for a walk.

After 15 minutes the cathrine arrived at Yohan's house. He closed his car door in a hurry and ran into Yohan's house. He opened the door and saw Reihan standing looking at him.

Cathrine ran to hug her only son "Reihan darling.. Mama misses you so much".

Reihan returned his mother's embrace and said "I miss you too mama.. ".

"Today mama will take you for a walk baby.., you want to? " Task Cathrine to Reihan

"Will mom and dad take me for a walk together? ". Reply to Reihan by asking innocently towards Cathrine

"What's? Papa's? ".

"Yes papa mama.., that's papa here". Reihan replied while pointing at Rayn

Cathrine released her son and saw the figure she had been avoiding.

Rayn's? When did Rayn come here?

Cathrine and Rayn looked at each other. Rayn smiled warmly at his wife whom he had longed for.

"My wife.. ".

"Ray.. ".

They both froze and called each other. Rayn's eyes don't stop looking at his wife who he misses so much. He approached his wife and held her two hands. He smiled warmly in front of Cathrine.

"You how is my wife? "

"However you run away from me if the universe saves us, I'll see you again.. ".

- Rayn Adam Khan