
“Hey, monitor, is there something wrong with my emotions?”
A feeling that cannot be described despite having seen the death of everyone.
[Reporting. No mental disorder was found. Your body is working normally.]
“Is there any chance this body is sensitive to the resulting feeling?”
Internally the soul is in the body in its original state. But, when? Since when did seeing blood become a habit for me?
Rejection occurs above inner upheaval.
[Reporting. Between Material Body and Spiritual Body are both complex and inherent in the context of destiny. There is no such possibility.]
“...So.”
Since this was from the beginning not a real body, I thought it would be possible. If my reincarnation is not perfect.
No, my soul has crossed the boundaries of the realms of life and death. So the reason was pretty obvious if me and this body were already bound.
But I seem to deny it.
Looking at my little hands made me think that the emotions I now feel are related to this young age of the body. The monitor said that did not happen.
Then why... Even after seeing someone else die right in front of my eyes my feelings did not feel strange in the least.
“Quiet and peaceful.”
This may be called inner satisfaction.
My head moved to reject this statement.
It was a decision I think is worth making. There have been many mistakes made by those people and even this kind of punishment may not be enough. If you forgive them, in the future you will know what they will do again. A grudge? And maybe a scheme that someone else created to roll us over.
Such a future does not exist in my long term and it will further add to the burden of my work.
I nodded and squeezed my hand.
“True, this is the right thing. So no need to think about it anymore.”
Like magic that feels impossible to reach by ordinary humans. This decision is also impossible to achieve without looking at something and judging it objectively.
The door of the Underground Prison opened with a creaking tone and a person's voice came out.
“You wait.”
“Ya.”
Because no one will know what happens if I go alone wandering in this mine-like palace garden.
“Is it finished?”
“Perfect.”
Why does it feel like he is content to do it. He just killed a human. It is great for people whose hearts have been cold for a long time.
“If no one wants you to show me I will go.”
“Eh? Are you leaving already? Why is it such a hurry?”
What is this crazy guy talking about?
“You didn't forget tomorrow I have to go, did you?”
There was a joking laugh that showed clearly he understood that but deliberately as if he did not know.
“I didn't forget, haha. Merely, I want to spend a little time with you Saint.”
“The appearance of Miss Ray and also this prisoner punishment show is still not enough? Wasn't it my business from the beginning here.”
“This and that are different.”
My face became flat in an instant. Claude easily said in a light jest but in my perspective, to be called purpose isn't that too obvious. Describing this person is not enough with just one word.
“Yah's... Because when I'm with you the time I spend feels so fast.”
I can't say anything about this situation. We just walked forward.
It could be understood why he was so interested in every action I took.
“Sometimes I'm curious. Saint, who are you?”
“...!”
There is no clear answer. This is not a calculation speculation or predicting it to be a new subject. Claude was really looking for that possibility.
Indeed, I was very surprised even shocked to make my heart beat for a moment. But I don't show it too much if I do then he will be more suspicious.
“I who? If I'm not me, then who am I? I'll leave it to your thoughts, your majesty.”
“So, I understand. Sorry if I doubted you.”
“No. The first time we have a close relationship is not based on trust or belief. So no need to feel guilty. If you want to do an investigation or investigation related to me.”
“Can?” there is a spirit behind his tone. Evidently if he did intend to do so but held himself back until now.
Claude didn't want the relationship between us to be messed up just because of his curiosity. Though he was a top-class Wizard then it should have been easy for him.
“Yah.. if you play around with people around me. You'll know what happens next.” There was a dark tone in the volume of my voice.
And until he did it for that reason. He clearly violated the meaning of our cooperation for the future he wanted.
Touching me wasn't enough and adding another list of people around me. Claude's ambition wasn't playful and it was terrible.
“Hahaha, if that happens I will bother. So I'm gonna stop. Even everyone has one or two secrets they want to keep, right.”
“Yes. You quite understand it noble.”
The problem is that the dispute between us will happen then there will be nothing good.
“I hope you can really come back quickly.”
“I will try your majesty.”
“You'll do it?”
“Yes, that's your request. I think there's no harm in working on it.”
“Kehehe, you are so good Saint. I'll give you a coin.”
...It seems like he has mastered it, a way to make me feel better.
After realizing it, Claude escorted me to the front gate of the palace and my carriage was already there waiting. Paladin Roy and Paladin Theo rushed over as soon as they saw me and saluted Claude.
“Then I go.”
“Yes. Come back safely. And make sure to come here after you get to.”
I didn't answer it for a few seconds. But I reply to it briefly.
“...Yes.”
Perhaps Claude was aware of this he smiled in a voice ***** lightly.
“No need to force yourself. I'm glad you worked on it.”
“I understand. Thank you for driving me here. See you, your majesty.”
“Yes. Have a nice trip.”
There are no more words we both left behind. It was as if we were staying there the two of us didn't even look at each other to see our departure.
The carriage moves with a unique horse-owned sound.
The moment Claude turned around, his expression had disappeared.
There was nothing in his eyes, no meaning to life in his eyes. Although the world was cruel to her, it felt she was the one who rejected the existence of this world herself.
‘I'm tired.’
The natural solitude.
Even the demon who saw him knew, even though he looked lonely, at least he looked very happy with that fact.