THE SANCTITY OF SAHILA'S LOVE
Chapters 212. Uncovering regrets
The house that has changed a lot has been clearly plastered in front of the eyes, after a tiring journey, now the car on the Refan has been parked in front of the house bu Nur, now,because so enthusiastic Sahila to leave Kyara remain in the sling Refan.
''Come dong mas!'', take Sahila to Refan who did not also get out of his car.
Bu Nur who was looking from the front of the door could only carve a smile of the arrival of Sahila, Refan and her grandson.
''Ma'am, call Sahila and hug the woman who has started to wrinkle.
Bu Nur returned the embrace of Sahila and Refan and immediately carried Kyara.
''You guys do not want to come here to say the first thing?'', said Bu Nur while preparing a drink.
''And surprise ma'am, said Refan.
''Also we can not nginep, Refan's speech made Bu Nur's face change.
''Why, what place is not comfortable?'', asked Nur , Sahila was silent, while Refan turned to look at Sahila from the side.
''No ma'am, I don't mean that..
Refan felt a little uneasy looking at her mother-in-law's face.
Should I just do it last night, pity also Mother, her mind.
After weighing for a moment, Refan finally decided to stay at the house of the in-laws.
''Mom, we're going to father's grave for a bit, let Kyara come with us, Sahila said and took Kyara from Bu Nur's sling.
Refan and Sahila walk down the village to the public cemetery, the distance that is not too far makes them quickly arrive.
Again Refan and Sahila stared at the dry mound.
Unstoppable, tears began to slide down Sahila's cheeks at this time.
The outpouring of Sahila and Refan revealed in front of the father's grave, even as Sahila who had cried sobbing , Refan also shed his tears considering the struggle of the person who used to be the driver.
Little Refan always asked the driver anything if Mr. Cakra did not want to obey him, not to mention if he cried, 'pastilah the person who was looking for was the driver he called uncle, if the fight was uncle who always broke up and carried Refan away from his friend, Uncle is always there for him, he said, when Pak Cakra scolded him only uncle was his mother's replacement who always made himself forget the anger of the father, even the back of the driver who always became his horse when playing.
The childhood without a mother that Refan passed was not so bad because of the man he called uncle, and what makes Refan weep when Refan remembers throwing money sheets in front of the Princess who had made him peaceful in his childhood.
Refan did not care about his knee pants were dirty for the sake of prostrating his apology in front of the grave in-laws.
Apologizing for her mistake with Sahila who was once accused of being a cheap woman ,
Even in the heart of Refan felt very sad because at this time he could only talk to the ground, After all the outpouring was over , both chanted prayers for his beloved father ,
Sahila took a pinch of soil from beside the tomb and applied it to Kyara's forehead which made Refan ask .
''For what dear, why is that?'' .Ask Refan,
''The word of this Javanese person mah let not kemambet mas, he said loudly.
Refan nodded his head.
''We go home, invite Sahila while smiling to look at Refan's face.
On the way home,
''You cry?'', asked Sahila, because from earlier Sahila was standing behind Refan, even though Sahila saw the vibration of Refan's back, she just wanted to make sure.
''Why, is there something that makes the mas to cry, asked Sahila again, at this time the curiosity is so great.
Sorry I can't tell you, my heart.
''Nothing makes us cry except regret, and all I felt from that was regret, replied Refan briefly,
There's still a lot of things I don't know about you, I don't know about your childhood and the past you went through with your father, but I'm sure there's something you regret that made you cry in front of Dad's grave .
Sahila who did not want to go again finally chose silence,
Every now and then Refan's eyes turned towards Sahila who was still walking beside him.
''Are you sorry to marry me?', the question that made Sahila so sorry.
''What do you mean?'', Sahila was curious.
''Life is a choice right, if there is something better out there, why then you wait for me, even without certainty.
''Does it feel like a good person?'', Sahila asked back.
Refan thinks of himself is far from the word good, and the main thing is the arrogance attached to him as if it is a shirt that is always in use.
Refan.
Sahila smiled and stopped her steps, Mas is good, only mas is not conscious, and I did not wait for you without certainty, but I did need the determination of the time to find a future husband, he said, I was very careful because I did not want any words of regret, Sahila's words made Refan look at her fixedly.
''And indeed I was created only for you and you are only for me, nothing can separate us but death. Refans reassure.
The short trip was accompanied by a meaningful chat, now the two were back home.
''You have come home?'', asked Bu Nur while preparing food, because today the arrival of Refan and Sahila, Bu Nur deliberately cooked more.
''Like delicious, said Refan enthusiastically as if his saliva had dripped seeing all-vegetable cooking.
''Since when is a meal like this delicious?'', asked Sahila to get rice for her.
''Since marrying you, I have loved green food.
''Including the weeds, Chirps Sahila joked that they made everyone laugh.
Lunch that Bu Nur felt delicious, and wanted it to happen again, even though it was impossible, but hope it was okay, anyway it did not pay.
Sahila enjoys meeting her mother for a short time.
Even Sahila did not take a nap just to accompany the mother to chat.
''Dearest mas wants to spend tonight in our new room, Refan is getting perverted,.
''Mas ''Your mesum is enough in the city yes, can not be brought to the village, Sahila said it while pinching the stomach of Refan.
''Why, what is the difference in the village and in the city, what is important is that your partner is the same, after all there is no prohibition, and mas will make the most beautiful memories here, he said starting to grin.
Sahila who has been gedeg began to resign, Whatever you say, I am only a servant who must follow his master, he said making Refan tremble and kiss Sahila's cheek.
''Thank you, I make sure tonight is a night that will make you float, while raising his hand.