THE SANCTITY OF SAHILA'S LOVE
Chapter 41.Figure out
There is only one proper word for Refan: regret,
Along the way home ,Refan only silent a thousand languages, Mike also participated in the atmosphere of silence that adorned his journey.
Mike doesn't dare to say anything, see his boss who's down at the moment ,
The man who looked fierce and dashing, was now powerless even to speak was incapable.
Refan keeps his eyes closed, his mind drifts to where , imagining how to deal with problems in the future, seems trivial, but this reality is more painful than bankruptcy .
Arriving at home, Refan paid no heed to anything, Refan went straight to his room, this time the purpose was the bathroom.
''My God, why did all this happen to me, what I did hurt the people who love me so much, uncle, I'm sorry I hurt my uncle's daughter, I'm willing to make up for all my mistakes, Shouted Refan.
Refan flushed under the sower,
After a few hours, Refan came out with a slightly calm mind,
Again in the reflection of the mirror Refan saw himself as the most wicked man,
''It is fitting that you do not get love from the person you love Fan, your mistake is very fatal, you hate the daughter of the person who always loved and obeyed all your wishes first, even you humbled her, you demeaned her, you do not deserve to be forgiven, Sahila is too holy for you, Refan cursed himself to see it from the reflection of the mirror .
Refan dressed neatly and straight out of the room, folding my shirt and wearing jeans make his slumber increase.
Before descending Refan glanced at the door of the room that once occupied Sahila.
With a slow step, Refan opened and went inside.
''If I had known for a long time, maybe all would not be like this, he murmured while sitting on the bed.
Impatiently Refan came out, his goal this time was Doni,
''You why Fan, from the house of uncle kok his face in the bend, said Mr. Cakra from the family room saw Refan hunted with his step.
Refan stopped and approached his papa who was sitting quietly
''Why didn't papa tell me that the woman I was married to was my uncle's daughter? ''
''For what, didn't you have a woman you love so much?', insinuations Mr. Cakra.
''Some papa has repeatedly reminded you, but you said about the romance papa can not interfere, yes already, now papa waiting for your decision, bring Sahila home before it's too late, papa sure out there many want Sahila, papa do not want you to regret for the second time, said papa Cakra while patting Refan on the shoulder.
After hearing the words of Pak Cakra Refan went to drive his car very fast towards the Doni restaurant.
''Tumben you are here what is necessary, asked Doni while hugging.
''I want to see your wife, is she here? ''
Doni nodded and went to call Nesya.
Nesya was astonished just this time that Refan was looking for her, and,
''I'm sorry, are you looking for me?''
Refan nodded. ''Sit down, I just want to ask, do you know where Sahila lives?''.
Nesya was silent and turned towards her husband.
Doni just shrugged both of his shoulders
''I'm sorry sir, but I don't dare to say it Nesya replied hesitantly for fear of an angry Refan.
''I know, you must be afraid I scolded her like that time,
Nesya.
''But my goal is not to do that, I just want to say something to her, but if you don't want to say yes already, what is it ?''
Tumben Pak Refan is good, usually not like this, is there something wrong with him? ''Nesya while scratching his head.
''What would you say Ref, does it matter?''
''I do not know the exact address, you better ask Iwan, surely he knows, because all this time I know Iwan close to Sahila.
''Okay, I said, said Refan and passed and drove straight to his car.
''Didn't you feel strange about Mr. Refan's attitude,? ask Nesya to her husband.
''Yes, this time I saw that he wanted to talk to someone he didn't know, before he was very reluctant even though it was important,
''Is he aware of his mistake?''
''Maybe, I hope so too, and hopefully he doesn't hurt Sahila anymore.
Along the way to Iwan's house, Refan only thinks about how to tell Iwan, but,
After the incident at Doni's wedding, only this time he met with Iwan.
Refan saw from Iwan's luxury home car, the,
''Whatever the way, I will take the journey to find you again, he murmured
Pucuk in love ulam also arrived, that's the right proverb.
Refan gets out of the car and sees Iwan coming out of his house.
Even though they were a little far apart, they looked at each other.
Refan walked over to Iwan who was standing at the door.
Iwan grinned at the sight of his longtime best friend filling each other up.
''Why are you here?'' ask Iwan cynically.
Refan extended his hand to shake.
''I know you're very angry with me, because I hurt the people you love, and I'm sorry for that, I just came here to know where Sahila lives?''
''For what, Fan is enough, Sahila is a very good woman, don't hurt her anymore, I love her so much, and she loves me so much, and what business do you look for her, Iwan said with his lie.
Refan smiled faintly trusting, though,
''Thank God, he finally got a good man like you, and I don't need to take care of him anymore, because there are already you who will always be with him .
''What do you mean, guarding it?''Iwan.
''It's okay, I'm just slipping, I mean, I just want to apologize, and please tell her my forgiveness,
patting Iwan's arm and driving back to his car.
''I know Fan, you must regret what you have done to Sahila, sorry I lied, I just don't want Sahila to feel scared again, if you meet you.
In the car....
''It turns out that now she belongs to someone else, whether I should be happy, because she has earned a sincere love, or should I be sad because it turns out that the beautiful girl will not be mine,even for forever.
Refan let out a long sigh of his, and his last goal this time was Mike's apartment, only he was the last person to pit all his current problems.
''What's up ahead?'' why it is so jammed, complained Refan saw a road full of cars that cover the road,
Refans descended and split the crowd, looking at the back of a crying girl, while her car badly damaged the front.
''What is this, what happened?'' refan said with a big voice from behind .
''Master turned his head but did not continue his words, it turned out that it was Sindi ,
Sindi painstakingly swallowed her saliva,
Viewing Refan.