THE SANCTITY OF SAHILA'S LOVE
244. Messed
A day full of Refan did not want to go out of the room and did not eat at all, his world felt empty, the sun that always illuminated him every time was now gone to leave him, no more smiles that he created , ' he said ,remembering when the wife was laughing crisply because of his silly behavior and sometimes annoyed with him made the color of his life brighter, but all of it is now erased already because of a dark past.
The silence was thawed from a cell phone that rang.
Refan quickly stared at the phone screen and it turned out to be from My Whife.
Sahila
''Hello, said from across the phone.
A smile grew from the corner of Refan's lips, although no one was watching, but his heart was currently in a bit of relief and happiness.
Refane
''Hello dear, you gi mana, you and Kyara are also good mothers right, you survived to the destination right?'', questions tubi tubi without one breath.
Sahila
''Yes mas, we have reached the goal safely, mas do not worry yes, I know that the current mas is chaotic, but I beg you very well, take care of yourself good mas good, good, and I know that since my departure mas must also not eat, now eat, ask the same aunt, if mas do not eat and sick who will pick me up, said Sahila in a flat tone.
Refane
Refan was happier to hear Sahila's words that convinced him to pick her up.
''Yes, you are calm, you are eating now, and when can you pick you up?'', Refan asked enthusiastically.
Sahila
It took a bit of silence and finally let out a sound as well.
''I'll tell you later, I don't know, I'm still angry, I'm not sad anymore and now eat fast, I don't want to if you get sick, the last word from Sahila immediately hung up her phone after saying the word I LOVE YOU.
''Well dead, said Refan while looking back at the screen of his phone and Refan replied even though Sahila had not heard his voice,
''I LOVE YOU TO Sahila, my village wife, smiled and got out of bed.
Tidying up his appearance in front of the mirror as perfect as possible, no longer want to look chaotic.
''For you and our son I will fight .
At the dining table, Refan saw the food menu variety, what is more now aunty cook a lot of Sahila's favorite food and it makes him more and more reminded of the wife.
For an hour they separated, Refan was already in the fog, what else was almost a day of their separation that made Refan even more tormented.
In between between eating with his solitude, suddenly the door opened and the figure of the papa appeared.
Papa's coming home ? his mind stopped his activity and silently looked at Pak Cakra who had now entered the house.
''You didn't say hello to Papa Fan?', said Mr. Cakra confused by Refan who just looked at him.
Refan immediately went up and approached Pak Cakra who had stretched his hand a request sign in the hug.
''Why don't you tell me if you want to go home, I can pick you up, still in my arms.
'' Okay, where's Kyara? '', ask Mr. Cakra while clingak clinguk looking for his first grandchild.
Refan lowered his head in silence and returned lethargic.
''My wife and son went home with my mother, she said slowly.
Refan followed Cakra and sat next to him.
''Pa help me persuade Mom to return my wife and child!', she asked seriously, but Mr. Cakra laughed and patted her shoulder.
''You are an adult, even now you are a father, are not ashamed of your ststus, This is a test, and you have to fight, whatever is in the future, whatever is in the future, that means the best way for you and Sahila, it's not that papa won't help you, but learn to face his own and papa also want to see as an adult what his little son like to cry and ask for help with his uncle, he said, even the words of Mr. Cakra seemed not to care about the problems facing Refan at this time,
Refan chews deeply in all that Cakra sir said it is true, it should not be Refan asked for help Pak Cakra, because it is not Pak Cakra who lived it but himself.
After the departure of Pak Cakra to his room, now even smiled considering his childhood which was always spoiled for the papa driver.
''Silver is okay?'', suddenly the voice of Ririn surprised Refan who was still pensive with his fate and his childhood.
Ririn and Zero, who have heard from Mike about the departure of Sahila and Kyara, come to Refan's house.
''You guys, why not say if you want to come?'', already a little calm and now his gaze turned on Ririn's stomach which had started to bulge.
Ririn said, After all, this is like my own home.
Ririn sat in front of Refan while Zero sat beside Refan.
''Where, is Om's nephew still fussy?', he asked.
Ririn immediately moved over to Refan's hand which was about to stroke Zero's stomach.
Everything's gawking, everybody,
''What the hell brother, who was pregnant was me, not Zero mas, Ririn explained.
Refan looked at Ririn and Zero in turn.
''But who cravings Zero , means who's pregnant, right?'', while pointing towards Zero.
Ririn who did not receive immediately sat in the middle between Refan and Zero.
''You are strict dong mas, tell the same brother Refan that I am not you pregnant, Ririn felt not accept with what Refan said.
Zero stroked Ririn's hair in front of Refan and it made Refan instantly feel envious.
If you are also here, baby, surely you will not be separated from my sight and also this hand.
Seeing Zero who was also friendly with Ririn made him only able to hold his own hand.
''Oh, yes New year plans celebrate where?', said Ririn accidentally forgot that Refan is currently losing his diamond.
Screaming and silent, that was the most appropriate one to answer Ririn's question.
''At the hotel, the voice of Pak Cakra arrived from the front door of the room making Refan momentarily turn his head.
''Where did you know?'', Refan was curious.
''Even though it is now yours, the manager still respects papa as his owner too, and he says that you asked him to prepare everything.
''Am I home?'' ririn and Zero turn on her.
Huhhhhh... Refan took a long breath.
''No pa, who I invite, my wife and children do not exist, if the place has been prepared , you invite others to nothing, I am at home. he said he left everything to his room.