THE SANCTITY OF SAHILA'S LOVE
Chapter 98.Doubt
On the way home, Sahila was still tangled with Doni's words, even though Refan had proven his love repeatedly, but Sahila was still a little restless, in her heart she wanted to scream ,for the whole world to know what his heart is now, but it's all for nothing,
''Sir, we're going to Refan's office!'' sahila.
While Mr. Jono just nodded, assuring his young miss .
After a few minutes, Sahila had already entered the skyscraper, but this time there was something different, although Sahila kindly received a greeting from the employees ,but his face could not lie that in his heart was so sad, there was no smile on his face, making the employees ask questions.
Sahila sees Refan's closed room while Mike is invisible in his room.
Finally Sahila chose to go straight in without knocking on the door.
And it turned out that the room was empty, Sahila put the bag and immediately sat waiting for the husband, who was,
Because a little while waiting, finally Sahila entered Refan's private room, Sahila saw what the contents of her husband's room were.
Unintentionally, Sahila saw a dress that was so luxurious in the closet where Refan clothes, clothes with a very expensive design, Because of her curiosity Sahila took and turned the clothes back.
''This is very beautiful and expensive, but this is too big for my size, and it seems like this has been used, said Sahila curious, because the shirt was too long, and it is not at all suitable for his small posture.
Because her mind was sensitive, Sahila finally remembered the words of Doni.
''What is this shirt mbak Kania, why did Refan still keep it, is it true that Refan did not really love me, is it possible that I was a runaway because of his heartache, and the truth is that Refan still expects Kania's mother to return, but no, I'm sure Refan has forgotten about Kania's mother, and I'm sure 'Bad Refan already loves me, but this is what ,if indeed Refan mas had forgotten mbak Kania surely he would have thrown away all memories of mbak Kania , he muttered, he muttered,
But Sahila could not hold back her tears that were already in the eye fertilizers,.
After returning her, and almost closing the door, but before the closet door was closed, Sahila's eyes accidentally saw a pair of high heels.
This time Sahila only holds the object, the object that does not suit her, the article Sahila never wear shoes that high.
Sahila is increasingly convinced that it all belongs to Kania, whether it is bought by Refan or Kania himself, Sahila does not care, in her heart, she could only feel how painful it was to know that there was another woman in her husband's room,.
Sahila was sitting down, unable to hold her body that repeatedly accepted the harsh reality, it was possible that Sahila was not this sick, because Refan was not her husband, but this time Sahila was completely destroyed.
On the one hand, Sahila is not yet perfect to make her husband happy, and on the other hand, Sahila knows that her husband's past loves Kania who is now an ex-wife.
After a while, Sahila heard the sound of the door opening, Sahila quickly stood up and tidied up her clothes and hair.
Sahila walked towards the door to get out of the room,
I'm sorry, because I doubted you, I don't know what feelings are covering me right now, but I can't deny that I'm jealous right now, even though you've repeatedly told me love, but I'm just jealous, but that shirt proves that you haven't completely forgotten your ex-wife, whether I should fight to have you, or whether I should back off from seeing you with someone else, because of this imperfect me, she said, sahila's heart withers by looking closely at Refan from afar.
Sahila rubbed her tear-filled cheek and approached Refan.
''Dear, you are here from when, said Refan surprised to see his wife approaching him, quickly Refan greeted him with a kiss.
''Out of Nesya's house I came here, I thought you weren't busy, but I was wrong, you look very busy, I better just go home, he said while taking his bag that was still on the sofa .
Refan was a little surprised by Sahila's serious words and her slightly puffy eyes
''Why else, said Refan pulling Sahila's hand from behind as Sahila walked towards the door, forcing Sahila to look at Refan.
''I'm fine, I'm just tired said Sahila still with a flat face.
Refan shook his head, and drew closer to embracing Sahila's body.
''I'm your husband, even though we haven't been married for a year, I already know that you have a problem right now, tell me, what makes you sad like this, said Refan expectantly, so Sahila will answer.
Still in silence, because Sahila was still silent.
Want to feel in his heart overflowing, but all of it is undo for fear of wrong assessment.
''Well, I'd better check again, and we're on a pregnancy program, and I want you to do me this time, if Ririn says we still have a hard time having children, then, I want a baby tube program, Sahila said slowly but surely .
Quickly Refan relaxed his embrace and looked at Sahila's face.
''No, I don't agree, if to check the mas agree, but for the baby tube, sorry, mas disagree, even though Ririn said that we can't have children, but for the baby tube, I'm sorry, I don't agree, he said it and immediately left Sahila who was still sculpting.
''Why don't you want to have a child from me?'' sahila said immediately, making Refan stand back and approach him.
''Hai, why do you say that, child is a gift, and that child is a fortune, where you may not want to have children from you, even if you can give birth to any child mas will be happier, as long as not with a tube baby, mas still will not agree, understand baby, I love you very much ,and I don't want to because of this problem you are forced to undergo a tube baby program, he said making sure Sahila not to force herself too much.
But in Sahila's mind is different, Sahila thinks of negative things to Self Refan who does not want to have children immediately.
But according to Sahila this is not the time to ask the uncertain, because it will all be in vain because he is too emotional.
While Refan can only hold back, even though Refan is a husband, he does not want to be so restrictive Sahila, whatever will happen later , as much as possible the prohibition of one is not lived by the wife.