The Secret Admirer of Pesantren
Bereft.

Day after day had passed, the state of Azizah was still the same. There are no signs of a rumination yet.

Al sat down next to his wife. His face was pale and lost hope. Sometimes he looks to wipe away his tears.

Pain and anxiety filled his soul and mind. He held his wife's hand, which had no response at all.

It was seen that he smelled Azizah's weak hand. "Are you punishing me, brother. If yes . Please take care of this, brother. I really can't get through this. I can't afford to accept all this." He spoke softly in his wife's ears.

"I beg you, dear. Pleases... " It was down in his sadness. He felt that the world was over.

Suddenly the door opened. It was Sonya's sister who came. Sonya's sister approached Al who was still loyal in the chair beside Azizah's bed.

"The.. " Greet Sonya's feet slowly while stroking her sister's back.

"Will Azizah leave me, brother..? " Al's voice is heart-wrenching and Sonya's feelings.

"If so, can I move on with my life..? " Hisband.

"Don't talk like that, Sister. Wife's strong. He will soon realize . " Sonya's sister tried to calm Al down.

"Is Azizah angry at Al sis...? "

"Anged.. ? angry for what. Doesn't Azizah love you very much Dik. He won't be able to get angry at you. "

"But why hasn't he realized yet, sis..?! "

"Sik, look closely at your wife. Right now he's fighting, and it's for you. " Sonya's sister made Al conscious in her frustrated mind.

"I love him very much, brother... " Al was crying. Not because he was crying. But that was proof of how much he loved Azizah.

"Yes, my sister knows. " Lirih Sonya's.

"The.. " Continue Sonya. "Don't bring food for you. You eat first. Let brother change your wife's guard. " Sonya said with a bushel of the contents of Mama's cooking. " This is Mama Dik who's cooking. After this, Mama also followed here. "sung sak Sonya.

Al just shook his head.

"The.. " Sonya repeated her words.

"Al'm not hungry, brother." Reply Al flat without spirit.

"But you also have to take your medicine. " Push Sonya's feet.

"Al is healed, brother..! Al doesn't need medicine. What Al needs now. Azizah. That's it, brother.. " The Lirih Al.

"Yes dik. But if you keep this up. You can get sick too.. "

"It is Brother. Please don't persuade Al for nothing ."

Sonya was silent at last. And sit on the couch. There's no sound in there. There is only silence and sadness.

"I didn't expect Al to be like this.Pity My Brother. Quickly realize Azizah.." Inner sister Sonya.

It's 11 noon Sonya's sister said goodbye to go home.

Al just nodded. When Sonya was about to open the door. Umi and Abi Azizah came.

"Agee . Om.. " Who's sister Sonya.

"Oh yes Son Sonya. Where are you going..?" Ask Umi. When Sonya shakes Umi and Abi's hands.

"Sonya wants to go home first aunt. "

"Oh yes.. Be careful, Sonny. " Say Umi.

"Yes Aunt. Assalamualaik... "

"Waalaikum salam's.. "

Abi and Umi walked over to Al and Azizah. Umi also felt unbearable to see Al. A look of sadness on his daughter-in-law's face.

"Son Al. " Greet Umi.

Al tried to stabilize himself.

"Yes Umi. "

"Let Umi change your wife's guard. Nak Al rest first. " Say Umi.

"Umi's Boy. No papa. Al is here. "

"But from last night, Al's here. Al has eaten. " Task Umi back.

"Al is not hungry yet Umi. "

"Son Al. It's tough, not just for Al. Umi and Abi also felt what Nak Al was feeling. Your wife is Umi's only daughter. Umi, however, did not want to lose Azizah. But we must not punish ourselves, we must rise up to fight for Azizah. So Umi beg you to be the same Nak Al. Don't punish yourself, Al. " Obviously Umi is long. Umi also looks to shed tears.

"Umi saw, nak Al as if punishing himself nak Al. It's not your fault, son. "Umi continued by wiping her tears.

"But Umi. If Al wasn't careless. This is not gonna happen. Azizah and her content will be fine. Now look at Umi. I've lost our baby. And Azizah was lying helpless. I'm careless Umi. " Reply to Al.

Umi was shocked, from where Al knew about the content of Azizah that could not be saved.

"Nak Al already knows about your wife's content. " Tanya Umi hesitated.

"Yes Umi. " Al nodded his head.

"From whom..? " Umi felt astonished, because 2 families had tried to cover up from Al. Not because of what.. But just looking for the right time to give it.

"Doctor Ken. Al urged Dr. Ken to tell him in detail about Azizah's condition. And said Dr. Ken. The fetus in Azizah's stomach could not be saved, because of the bleeding caused by a severe impact . " Say him sadly. " It's all Al Umi's fault. This is all because Al is careless. " Combined while enduring his sadness.

"No Nak Al. Don't blame yourself. This is all God's will. We who receive it must be patient and ask God for help. " Umi calms Al's heart.

"Everything's happened. There is no point in blaming yourself. The best at the moment. Besides we strive for the safety of Azizah. We must also ask for the Miracle of the Almighty. " Connect Umi.

"Yes Umi. " Al can't lie to him. How angry Al was at himself. When he learned the truth, it was so bitter. The accident has taken away her baby. His heart was gone because of his carelessness. Now his wife must lie helplessly. Also because of his mistake.