The Secret Admirer of Pesantren
The Risen Soul

"Mas I want a drink.. " Say Azizah.

"I'll get you a moment.. "

Al's hand helped Azizah to drink water from a glass.

"Em. has already... "

Al picked up a tissue and wiped his wife's lips.

"Rest again, dear. " Say Al while confirming Azizah's sleeping position.

"Yes Mas. "

Al is still not willing to let go of his wife's hand. If you remember what happened yesterday. It was very traumatic for Al. And what would he be if he lost Azizah.

"Mas, looks curly. " Said Azizah while researching the changes of her husband's body.

Ever since the accident, Al never thought of himself. He also rarely eats and sleeps. Until his body looks a little thin.

"Not so dear. It's still like yesterday. " Reply to Al.

"Mas, I'm sorry. If you worry. " said Azizah.

Al then put his finger on his wife's lips. He intended to stop his wife's conversation.

"Don't talk like that, baby. I told you, don't apologize. There's nothing wrong. Actually, I am guilty. I am reckless, if not for my carelessness, none of this would have happened. " Reply to Al.

Al regretted his mistake.

"Gak Mas's.. Don't turn yourself on. " Azizah held Al's cheek and smiled at Al.

"Ana Uhibbu ilaik Darling. " Say Al then kissed his wife's forehead.

Hearing Al's speech in Arabic made Azizah chuckle. She was so excited to see her husband's words.

"Learning from where...? " Say Azizah with a smile.

"Wrong is it, honey.? " Al scratched his nape which did not itch. Just embarrassed that his wife was seen holding back a laugh.

"Mas.. Umi's outside. Azizah wants to see umi... " Slowly slow.

"Em.Before a while, dear. Look at it first. " Say Al softly as he moved from his seat.

Al walked out, opened the door. There they saw everyone waiting for them.

"How is Nak Al Azizah...? " Umi's question was hopeful as she moved out of her chair and approached her daughter-in-law.

"Alhamdulillah Umi's. Azizah is already a human . And even now he wants to see Umi. " Say Al with eyes full of happiness.

"Yes Nak Al. " Then Umi bowed in gratitude, for the healing of her only daughter.

"Alhamdulillah O Allah. You've given us help. " Umi wiped her tears because she was happy.

"Abi.Umi who entered first huh.? Umi has missed so much with the smile of our daughter Abi. " Continue Umi while looking at Abi.

Abi also confirmed Umi's move.

Umi opened the door slowly. Azizah looked at the open door. Seen by him Uminya who entered and approached him.

"Mother.. How you doing, son.. What still hurts..? " Task Umi while stroking her daughter's head.

Azizah shook her head.

"There is no Umi. Just a little dizzy. " She said slowly.

"Umi was very worried nduk. Umi was scared. " Umi's tears can't be held.

Azizah held his hand.

"Umi don't be afraid anymore. Zizah is healed. Zizah will not leave Umi with Abi. " Azizah wiped away his tears.

"Yes nduk.. " Umi then kissed her daughter's forehead gently.

"Later Umi. Azizah is not hungry. " Azizah answered with a smile.

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Some days Azizah's condition is getting better. Al did not intentionally leave him.

"Mas. Today I went to work. I'm not papa. Let Umi take care of me. " Say Azizah sitting on the bed of the patient.

"Dear Boy. Before you can go home. I will stay here at all times. Accompanying you. " Al answered while changing the flowers on the vase of the patient's table.

"You love this flower. " Continue Al while pointing at the flower vase that contained the flower he had just bought.

Azizah nodded.

"Yes, I love the flowers. But I have to go to the office. I'm not papa Mas. " Buuk Azizah convinced Al.

"No. If not yes. Been quiet there. Ok.. I have something for you. " Say Al while opening the paper bag that he brought this morning.

Al looks like he's pulling out a chocolate bar .

"It's Honey. I bought you your favorite chocolate. " She stretched out the chocolate she had opened.

"Mas, but later if caught the nurse can be angry . If you eat food from outside. What else chocolate. " Say Azizah hesitated to accept it.

"No Honey. Won't be caught. Just chill. You just eat. Let me take care of you here. " Say Al, sitting next to his wife.

"Em. that's it. No papa, am I eating.? " Task Azizah again.

"Yes Dear. "

Azizah ate it slowly. And Al looked at his wife's face happily. If you think about what happened yesterday, it doesn't feel like it's happening.

Suddenly Al's hand rubbed Azizah's slightly comot lips exposed to his chocolate.

Azizah fell silent and blushed her cheeks. As Al drew his face closer to his wife's. Maybe Al misses her so much that she forgets that this is a hospital. Dak duk Azizah heart duk who felt the breath of her husband had broken into her face. There is almost no distance. Later then..

Chequek..!

The sound of the door opening, it turns out Sonya's sister came to visit Azizah. See the view in front of him. Brother Sonya felt that she had disturbed them and felt ashamed of herself. And with a clumsy tone Sonya's feet greeted Azizah.

"He.hem.. Did you come at the wrong time. " Sonya's leg voice teased them a little.

Seeing his brother come Al and Azizah darkest confirmed their position.

Al spontaneously stood up.

"No Brother. Kok Nak.. " Say Al. His face was already red. So too with Azizah. His face was embarrassed and flushed.

"I'm sorry. Brother is bothering you. " Sister while slightly chuckling.

"Sister Brother. We're not doing anything." Azizah answered with a wrong attitude.

Sonya then walked over to Azizah. Lower brother is fresh fruits. " Sonya said while putting a bed full of fruit.

"Ep. Thank you, brother.. " Azizah Smile.

"Where is your condition now..? " Task back Sonya's sister.

"Alhamdulillah. The better. " Answer Azizah.

But as his eyes looked towards the belly of Sonya's feet, it looked even bigger. He nodded and held his own stomach. The sense of losing her baby candidate was again present in her mind. Seeing the change in his wife's face. Al approaching.

"Darling.You don't papa..? " Al was still afraid, afraid that Azizah would come back shocked by her situation.

"The.. " Sonya's sister held her shoulder.

"Ah yes, my sister is not papa. " It was trying to cover up his sadness.

Azizah did not want to think too much about it, she had promised herself. He must be healthy and return to the program of pregnant women.

When I remember it. It feels so painful. If you have to accept reality, you have to lose your baby. But how is this the will of God. What he should accept with the. And what he had to do next was to make a quick effort and ask God for help. Soon she could get pregnant again.