The Secret Admirer of Pesantren
I have to be strong

Azizah was seen opening her eyes, then staring at the wall clock in front of her. It's showing at 11 p.m.

He looked towards Al. Al was still sleeping in his sleep. Maybe he's too tired. Because he was in the hospital, Al rarely rested.

Aziziah embraced her husband from beside her. Then put his head. In the chest of the field belonging to her husband. The comfort he always missed.

Instantly Al pulled her in his arms.

"Have you woken up..? " Tanya quietly, although her husband still looks to close his eyes.

"Eum... " Al just answered flatly. But still tightening his hands.

"I'm going to the toilet.. " Said Azizah while releasing Al's embrace.

Al took it off and pulled back the blanket. Then continued his sleep.

Azizah got up and walked to the bathroom 30 minutes later. After finishing the ritual bath.

Her body feels more fresh. After washing with warm water. From yesterday in the hospital just cleaned up. Until it feels sticky and sultry.

But today, it seems, everything has returned.

Then he walked to the mirror. After wearing the gown she wants to wear a hijab whose color matches the game.

But when he reflected. His eyes looked down. Right in the direction of his stomach.

Deg.

Instantly, her heart felt fairy and deeply wounded. Remembering his unsaved potential.

Since he was in the hospital, he had learned to forget. However, today his memories came back to disturb him.

Unknowingly her tears fell down, wetting the veil she was holding.

He is seen stroking his stomach, which is empty of his fetus.

Recollecting the happiness of all families. When the pregnancy was reported. Now everything is gone, gone in an instant.

"Yes Allah... " He was a bar in his heart. And plead for help. That God should give him a replacement.

Instantly his mind came to a realization when the sound of the door knocking sounded.

"Tok.. "

Hurriedly she put on her hijab then wiped the rest of her tears and walked towards the door.

"Yes, briefly. "

Chequek.

He opened the door, seeing Sonya come to see him.

"Sister.. " Greet Sonya's feet while hugging Azizah.

"Sister.. Just arrived..? " Reverse the greeting Azizah.

"Yes dik. How are your current condition. " Task back Sonya's sister.

"Alhamdulillah have done it, brother. The dizziness is also gone. " Answer Azizah.

"Yuk yuk Kak's. " Continue Azizah.

Seeing Al fall asleep. Sonya's sister paused her intention to enter.

"Later on, brother. Brother still wants to go down first. Brother will be here again. You make a rest first. " Sonya's sister. Then cut out to go down.

"Oh, yes, brother then. "

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Sonya went down to see Mama Ratih. Azizah is preparing for the dhuhur prayer. Because it is time to pray.

He wakes up Al.

"Mas.get up yuk. It's 12 o'clock. "

But Al is still out of whack with his humming .

Azizah again shook Al's shoulders, because Al never woke up. Instead of waking up Al even pulled Azizah's hand.

Spontaneously his body fell over the chest of Al's field. He was also captured by Al.

"Aishis.. Mas Al's. Lepasin.. " His voice was heard in Al's ear.

Al then squinted his eyes. His net looked at his wife who already looked fresh and beautiful.

With a smile, he took off slowly. Then he moved and sat himself down.

Azizah sat down beside Al.

"Sana Mas, take a shower. I waitin. Let's pray dhuhur. " Say Azizah while pulling a blanket that is still attached to part of Al's body.

Al is back to yawning. Then he lowered his legs one by one.

"Reply instead, dear. " She said as she walked to the bathroom. "

"Yes.. " Azizah answered and went to the closet to take Al's change of clothes.

30 Minutes passed, Al came out of the bathroom. Azizah had prepared a change of clothes as well as 2 prayer mats and her face on the bed.

"Mas, that's a change of clothes. " Give a point to the bed. "I don't take ablution' first, change clothes. " The bridge while returning to the bathroom for ablution'.

After that Al and Azizah pray together.

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Meanwhile, Mama and Sonya were chatting in the middle room.

"Honey you've checked your uterus to Riska's doctor. ? " Task Mama while stroking the belly of Sonya's leg, which already looks enlarged.

" Not Ma. The plan runs out from here, I'm the same Mas Ilham immediately stopped by the doctor Riska.. " Sonya replied while leaning her back on the sofa.

"Well, you don't live here, honey..? " Mama Ratih's face looked a little disappointed.

"No Ma. After this Mas Ilham from the office immediately picked Ma back.. " Sonya holding her mother's hand.

"And you rarely come here, dear. So, how do you keep not feeling..? "

"Later tonight there was Ma's event, the same big family Mas Ilham. " Said Sonya.

"When Sonya comes here again. Sonya will stay here, Ma. " Hisband.

"Yes, that's it. "

"Darling what do you want to eat.. ? Which baby do you want..? " Continue asking Mama Ratih.

"Eum... What yes...? " Think Sonya..

"I want lunch Ma squid marinade red Ma. Looks delicious. But she wants Mama to make it. " While swallowing his salivary imagined the cooking of his mother.

"But not spicy, dear. Kasian.. " Rawar Mama Ratih's.

"Yes Ma.. Anyway Mama cook the squid. Whatever it is to cook.. " Answer Sonya.

"Ok Darling. "

Then Azizah came down the stairs. Mama Ratih who saw him immediately reprimanded him.

"Darling, slowly.. " Mama Ratih's voice saw Azizah coming down the stairs.

Then Azizah approached Mama and Sonya.

"Make a break.. " Said Brother Sonya.

"Yes Dear. You just rest.. " Mama Ratih justifies Sonya's footnote.

"No papa Ma, ka.. Azizah saturates in the room continues. " His voice still sounded weak.

"Oh.Then you accompany Sonya's sister huh. Mama wants to masakin favorite of Sonya's feet first. "

"Yes Ma. " Azizah nodded her head.

"Darling, you Mama make porridge huh.? " Rawar Mama Ratih's.

"No need to Ma.. " Azizah looks very sad.

"Loh, you want to eat rice. It has just healed too. It's yes, Mama make porridge. " Mama Ratih.

Then Mama Ratih went to the kitchen.

"How is the content of Kakar.. ? " See, just a little slow. Actually she was very sad, she remembered the baby candidate. But he was trying to strengthen his soul.

"Alhamdulillah dik, fine. " Answer Brother Sonya. Then Sonya's brother approached Azizah.

"Sik, who is patient. When you're ready, we'll be on the program again. " Sonya's sister tried to strengthen Azizah's heart.

"There's still plenty of opportunities, you're still young. This is not the end of everything. " Sonya's sister smiled in support while holding Azizah's hand.

"Yes Brother. Thank you, brother. " The two embraced.

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