The Secret Admirer of Pesantren
Tears of Love

Azizah's face did not look as bright as yesterday. His puffy eyes and still clear strokes of sadness in his heart.

Dimple cheeks that rivet a smile as usual, now seemed to disappear in the swallow of the waves lara in the heart.

How he didn't feel in his heart. While his heart can not be denied that he loves Ustadz Arif. However, he was not up to heart, if he had to disappoint the two people he loved so much.

It didn't feel like the crystal had melted down his cheek. Quickly he wiped away the tears that he could not bear.

Now it feels worried and anxious. If he is in love with Ustadz Arif, then can he accept the presence of others, who will obviously marry him..??

He then took a stand in his heart..

Then a few minutes later his best friend went into the dorm room.

"Zah. "the reproof. "you're not in the kitchen. Friends friends have finished eating. I realized that you would not eat but you njai in musholah again. Keep me eating first . hehehe because my stomach was rumbling. "he said while chuckling..

"I am still full Vin. " replied Azizah limp..

"Lhoo Za, you why" immediately after looking at Azizah's gloomy-looking face Vina was stunned.. Wasn't from yesterday she so very flowering flowers. Moreover, he had met Abi with Uminya. Shouldn't he be happy..??? does Abi not approve Umi Ustadz Arif Application..?? vina thought

"no papa Vin. Just a little tired. "the elephant.. " Vin I slept first huh. "he continued while trying to cover up all his problems.

"iya Zah" she replied disappointedly. His best friend was no longer open to him.

But, it was not Azizah's intention not to tell her the problem. It's just that right now he really doesn't want to talk about it. Because she was worried about not being able to hold back her tears..

***

It was not only Azizah who felt the heartache. On the other hand Ustadz Arif, who had just heard Ning Fatimah's words about his proposal for Azizah, was disappointed and tight in his chest. The girl he had been waiting for was to be made Queen in his life. Apparently, it had been pinned down first by someone else.

Not disappointed with Azizah. But, except for himself. Why, isn't he proposed to Azizah before.. ?? why does he always delay nunda..? he has finally lost Azizah..

Then Gus Fatih came and comforted Ustadz Arif's heart. Because, it is clear at this time Ustadz Arif is heartbroken.

" patience Ustadz. if God betroth Ustadz to Azizah, there will be a way. "he said "stupid will not be changed" he continued.

"injih Gus.just it's true Gus . Regrets come at the end. If only I had proposed to him. Maybe. "he did not continue his words and he began to realize and say "Astaghfirullah .. sorry Gus. if I was too obsessed with Azizah." he continued with his head down.

"Then what is Ustadz's decision now.. Stop..?? " ask Gus Fatih at a glance to melt this almost numb atmosphere.

"Fight through the Prayer of Gus. Well just a prayer, now all I can do. If, indeed Azizah is my soul mate. I hope that God will give way soon. But, if the Other Truth . I will also pray that Azizah's husband can protect her from the inner world of the Hereafter Gus." he explained slowly.

It cannot be hidden that Ustadz Arif's heart was completely destroyed by this fate. However, he also did not want to Kufuri Fate of the Divine. He only hoped the wounds in his heart would heal soon...

***

"dik's.. Just home..?? " greet Sonya who saw her sister open the door

"yes, brother."

"dik .. sit here brother wants to tell you" asked Sonya while pointing towards her seat.

"what.an sister.. ?? " just a minute ago Alfa sat down

"where..?? " Alfa looks curious.

"To your future-in-law's house d. Meet the girl who wants mama to match you. "answered Sonya Lantang.

But immediately Alfa's face changed. And instantly move.

"What the hell is sis.. ?? Al said Al did not want to marry, "he replied in surprise. Then she called her mother..

"Ma.. Mamma... "

Mama Ratih who was in the kitchen took drinking water until shocked by the cry of Alfa. Instantly Mama Ratih approached Alfa who continued to shout shouting calling her mother.

"What the hell is Al..?? like a little boy, you scream call mama. Can't you slow down .. ??! " exasperated mama Ratih.

"Is it true brother ma said..?? " Al looks angry and points to Sonya.

" What did Brother Al say..?? what are you talking to Al, honey..?? turning her eyes to Sonya who was still faithfully sitting by holding the magazine..

"Sonya said that mama will go to the house of prospective in-laws Al ma. "Sonya replied without burden..

" Is it true, brother..??" Al was still insistent with his tone getting higher.

"Al .. sit down first . Mama selasin. "rayu mama Ratih..

"do not be clear ma .. Al understood it. Mama just said. Is it true that I did not say brother..?? " said Al rudely.

"Ck. mama is silent does it mean true said brother..? he's getting more upset

" If so why..??! " So finally my mother made a sound. "Mama has indeed betrothed you to mama Al's friend's son. Mama wants you to marry the girl of your choice. "

"Not Al has told me ma. Don't force Al to marry with your choice. Al can find Al's candidate if mama maksa for Al's marriage. But it was definitely not the girl that my mother chose. Didn't mom think .. Love is Al the same girl, according to Al is not..?? does mama know..?? the anger of Al..

" what is ms..?? do you want to marry your boyfriend..?? who's that.. Siska.?? Aliya..?? or who else. ..?? what you have doesn't even change..!! Sonya. "Mama marry you to the good girl so you can change." continued Sonya.

"Oh . So brother meant that the girl could control Al that way..?? " Al misunderstood. Mama Ratih also heard it rose in emotion

As Sonya and Al get hot on each other.

"Stop Al Sonya..!!!.. Mama's dizzy to hear you guys fighting about this. For you Al. Mom and Dad made a decision. Whether or not you will marry that girl..

" but ma. "remain Al evasive

"sorry, Mama Al. This time nothing but for you..!! " obviously mom

"Ok if mama makes me marry that girl. But, don't blame Al if Al won't treat her as Al's wife. Al will not touch him and will make Al suffer until he himself will go from Al. "living to his room with Anger.

"maa.. " Sonya looks worried by the word Al said

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