The Secret of My Life
Chaptre 05.5

Naruto still remembers how it felt when Sei was about to come out of his stomach. Do not ask how it feels, because at that time he was very afraid of what he imagined would happen until all the flavors became one.

Although many people tried to calm him down, he was still a man who panicked when he entered the operating room.

He was afraid of having to risk his life and death inside this tool-filled space. Despite enduring the pain and fear, she could not scream. His remaining pride did not allow him to shout like an doormat even though he wanted to.

At that time Naruto only held his father's weak hand because the mother could not accompany him. Although the pain of the lower half of his body disappeared but he could feel how the knife split his stomach, also when the doctor put his hand to take the baby inside—Naruto felt all that with a deathly pale face.

At a time like this Naruto blames himself for eating blind love. He also regretted giving up on speaking frankly to that person who was arguably the main source this baby maker would be born with.

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Kushina is not strong enough to hold back tears when she knows what her child feels.she knows what it feels like to give birth so she feels sorry. Back then when she gave birth, there was still Minato accompanying her. He can still scream blame the husband who has made it this way, he can cry when the pain he feels in a row.

At the moment looking at Naruto's state, she could only blame herself for not keeping her baby properly. He did not accompany Naruto inside because he would cry instead of strengthening the child.

Oek... Oek... Oek...

The sound of a weak cry from inside the operating room stopped the cry of the red-blossomed woman sitting on the waiting chair. He stood up and approached the operation door, waiting for the white-painted door to open.

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Naruto closed his eyes and took a slow breath of relief when he heard the first cry of his newborn baby. Her sapphire eyes glanced at the Father who was at the side holding back a cry looking towards the sound the baby was coming from.

Soon after the congratulations from the doctor and information about the baby who was born without a defect he heard.

He wanted to say something but his strength seemed to be drained. For a few minutes he quietly gathered his strength to say, even though only a raucous voice like a whisper came out, "i.e., want to see it!"

Minato. He smiled at Naruto. While removing the water point at the end of his eye he said, "wait a minute, he's being cleaned."

Naruro nodded. He's still in the handle down there but it feels like his eyes want to be closed. He was not strong against the drowsiness that suddenly attacked, for what reason.

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When Naruto opened his eyes again, he was already in the VIP treatment room. As he moved his head to the side, next to his bed was a tiny baby box from which he saw a moving bundle of blue blankets.

Naruto wanted to wake up but the pain made him moan. His groaning voice woke up the person who had fallen asleep on the sofa in the room.

Seeing Naruto holding onto the stomach, Kushina frantically got up and approached the bed. "Why? Wounds open? Bleed up? Too sick?" He asked repeatedly but did not dare to hold his son's body for fear of adding to Naruto's pain.

Naruto pulls and exhales slowly— soothes himself. After the pain lessened he replied, "it's okay, just a little shocked. I'm fine."

Kushina breathed a sigh of relief.

"You want to go to the bathtub?"

"I just want to see it."

The red-blossomed woman instantly knew the meaning of that sentence. He helped arrange pillows for leaning place and secured the position of sitting half lying down the child, then took a small baby wrapped in a blanket to be brought closer to Naruto.

Naruto sees a baby boy in his mother's arms. His forehead wrinkled at how dense the little guy's black hair was.

"Mom's not the wrong baby, is she?"

"No! Your own father saw him taken from your stomach."

Naruto breathed a sigh of relief. She thinks the baby's been switched. "Oh, he doesn't look like me."

"He looks like that guy. Do you hate him?" Kushina asked worriedly.

The blond young man moved his hand and poked the little red cheek with the tip of his fingers. "I don't hate him like I thought, even though he doesn't look like me."

Kushina's lips curved up, once again feeling relieved. Naruto's life will be easier if you love your little one. "Do you know what you're going to name her?"

"Sey, Namikaze Sei." While saying that name, Naruto's eyes flashed.

You don't need to know who your father is. If you knew, you'd hate him like I hate him. Sei only has one parent, me. We'll live together.

"What a great name."

Naruto is grateful that everything is going well. "Thank you for preventing me from throwing it away and being Mom's killer."

"I knew you'd regret not giving birth to her." Kushina smiled. "You carrying her?"

Naruto smiled awkwardly. "I don't know how to."

"Learn from now." Kushina handed the red baby's body into the child's sling. "First raise him with one hand on the head and the other hand on the buttocks. Slowly, place your head on the bend of your arm. Well so."

"Ah Mother, she's moving!"

"Of course, he's a living creature like us."

The little guy's head twitched until his head tilted to Naruto's chest.

"He seems hungry. Did you prepare milk?"

"Actually Naru, you have to suckle her."

Naruto, who was still smiling, looked at the little one enjoying the first moment, and turned his head, "Huh?"