The Seed of the Cassanova
BSC 206 (S3 Part 48)

Roseline. Thinking about whether he should tell about his past? Then, what if Jevian suddenly ilfil and hates himself. Whoever it is, won't hire an ex-con to take care of his son. Of course they have their own concerns. First, he was worried that something unwanted happened to his son and secondly he must be worried that the person formed the character of the child into a villain like himself. Moreover, he is a murderer. Although the victim survived, but if there was no one to help, it was certain that the victim would actually die at his hands.

Roseline's confused. Even he did not realize that Jevian had led him to the sofa in the room. Then Jevian clasped his hand tightly. Jevian could see there was doubt in Roseline's netra. He could also see the twinkle of fear in his blue net.

"What are you thinking?" jevian asked Roseline from her daydream.

"Ah, I .. I ... " Roseline suddenly blew herself up.

"Seline, take a deep breath and exhale!" his word made Roseline gawk.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Do as I command!"

Submissively, Roseline took a deep breath and then exhaled.

Jevian smiled looking at Roseline who was so obedient with her words.

"Already," he said.

After seeing Roseline's calm face, he asked again.

"Seline, you've always been saying I don't know who you really are. Now, I really want to know, who are you really? Why do you always say that, like ... There's a dark secret you're hiding," he said, making Roseline nervous. Even his hands were cold.

"Seline," Jevian said again.

"I'm .. an ex-convict" he suddenly made Jevian immediately round his eyes.

It's actually hard for Roseline to reveal her past. More so to Jevian, his master. What if Jevian fired him for not wanting to give himself a bad influence on the son?

It's not a matter of fear of losing his job, but he's already comfortable working in that house. And more importantly, he loved Jefrey. Do not know how his life will be if you have to stay away from his foster children. Especially after Jefrey often called her 'mommy', Roseline often felt like a real mother. He felt that Jeffrey was like his own son. While it is clear, Jefrey is the son of Jevian and Eve, but because of the attitude of Jefrey who treats her like her own biological mother makes Roseline lulled. He was too deep into his role that he sometimes forgot, he was just a nanny.

But Roseline must realize, there is no way she continues to keep this secret. Moreover, seeing Bastian's attitude, he was worried that Bastian revealed his secret first. He did not want to disappoint this family who had been so kind to him by letting others reveal the secret.

With a strong determination, Roseline ventured to reveal her secret. He realized, this desperate action would definitely have consequences. But he has to be ready because he knows his past is so bad.

"What?" jevian asked feeling he might have misheard.

"I'm an ex-convict for murder" Roseline said again, leaving Jevian even more gasp.

He who had been sitting on Roseline's body immediately pulled himself. Roseline smiled mirically. Even before he told her everything, Jevian had already withdrawn himself.

Jevian tried to digest Roseline's words. He was surprised, but why could he not seem to trust Roseline's words.

"You ... aren't lying so I'm canceling my intention to marry you right?" Jevian put the link aside.

"I'm telling the truth."

"really? Even if it's true, I'm sure you have a good reason."

Jevian tried his hardest to shake his bad thoughts. He just doesn't want to make the wrong decision. Just because hearing a piece of speech made him judge Roseline badly. Moreover, seeing Roseline's attitude all along, he was sure, Roseline was actually a good woman.

Roseline took a deep breath and exhaled again. Remembering the past always made her chest tight. It was as if there was a large stone pressing against his chest. Heavy and stifling. Guilt always haunts him. Delena did not demand it at all. He forgave her just like that. Rainero and Shenina. Galdys, even though he didn't hurt the woman, was still involved.

Roseline growled while closing her eyes.

'All because of the prank.'

"I ... Doing it out of revenge. More precisely, a wrongful grudge. My uncle always said that my mother was dumped while pregnant. Then he married another richer woman. Seeing his life happy, I was hurt, disappointed, and finally hated and vengeful. I also plan to avenge myself. But it turns out I was wrong. It turns out that my uncle is my biological father. He did it out of disappointment because my mother never considered it. Throughout his age, it turns out that my mother still loves the man who became my superior husband. I am too stupid, easily fooled. I planned to eliminate my boss and his son-in-law. That I do because I hurt the family they can live happily, while I .. live suffering. Even because of my miserable life, the Bastian family rejected me outright. Because of the growing grudges, I also planned to eliminate them. But luckily, there was someone who thwarted my bad intentions. Otherwise, maybe I would choose to die from regret. Really, I'm really sorry. Very sorry," said Roseline terggugu.

Even for the first time, he shed his tears in front of Jevian. Jevian. He did not expect, Roseline's life was as sad as that.

"And you know, what sinks me more in regret?" Roseline looked towards Jevian.

Jevian shook his head with a roaring chest.

"After what I did, they forgave me. They don't sue me at all. I should have been in jail until now, but since they didn't sue me, I was only serving time in custody as demanded by the prosecutor. This is what makes me feel guilty. They're too good. Though I am ... I almost wiped out my superior's life, but also her daughter-in-law who was heavily pregnant. I'm rattled. How do I make amends? I'm really stupid. I'm evil. I. .. I almost became a murderer. I ... huhuhu ... "

Roseline covered her face with both palms. He was unable to hold back the tears that kept coming down his cheeks.

Jevian, who could not resist the shock in his chest because he saw the sadness on Roseline's face, again eroded the distance. Then he pulled Roseline's body and buried her face in her chest. Roseline shed her tears. He always cried alone. There is no place to share. Until the moment Jevian grabbed him into the arms made Roseline spill all the sadness that squeezed his chest. Jevian who heard how heartbreaking Roseline's cries couldn't help the roar of grief. Her eyes are red. He could also feel the sadness mixed with regret that Roseline felt.

"Who are they? Do you want to meet them? If so, I'd be happy to accompany you," bargained Jevian who felt that Roseline really wanted to meet the people she had hurt and apologized to them.

Roseline raised her face and looked at Jevian's retina.

"really? Don't you mind?"

Jevian shook his head, "but there's a condition?"

"What?"

"After all your business is done, marry me? You want?"

Roseline's wet eyes blinked, but hypnotized, Roseline nodded. Maybe it's time to release all of his burdens while opening a new leaf. For as far as he knew Jevian, he was a good and responsible man. Although he did not love the man, but it is not wrong if he made his choice to the man?

Seeing Roseline's nod, it clearly made Jevian's chest rumble happily. He even pulled Roseline back into his arms and kissed the top of his head many times! as an expression of his happiness.

Jevian was actually still doubtful about his feelings for Roseline. But he did not deny that he felt happy and comfortable when with Roseline. He wanted to marry Roseline not just because of the child's wishes, but he realized, he needed Roseline. Its presence was like an oasis in the vast wilderness. Cools.

Roseline felt a similar comfort when she was close to Jevian and Jefrey. Especially as it is now. When Jevian hugged her tightly, Roseline felt the rumbling in her heart begin to subside. Although his sedu sedu was still heard, but he was no longer shedding tears.

After feeling Roseline had calmed down enough, Jevian stretched his arms. Jevian and Roseline looked at each other meaningfully. Looking at Jevian's gaze, Roseline somehow reflexively closed her eyes. Seeing Roseline as if giving her a green light, Jevian further eroded the distance and began to immerse his lips on Roseline's red lips. They are also friendly. If previously, it was Jevian who forced Roseline's lips without reply, then this time Roseline finally began to open up. Even he began to reply that pagutan was no less friendly.

After a while, they broke away from each other. Both are smiling. Maybe because Roseline had started to open up, she could smile lightly in front of Jevian.

"Em, Seline, if I may know who that family you're calling. Don't you want to meet them so I need to know who they are, too" asked Jevian, who had been wondering who the kind family was. They almost got killed, but they can still forgive Roseline's mistakes.

Roseline swallowed her rough saliva. But what Jevian said was true. It was only natural that Jevian knew who the person he had hurt was.

"They are Miss Delena Sanches, and her daughter-in-law, Shenina."

Degh ...

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