
One month later...
Ratna underwent a process of insemination. The doctor further explains how the insemination process
Intrauterine insemination puts the sperm*a directly into the uterus. In this method, sperm*a will be given special treatment to increase the chances of conception.
Wildan also underwent a sperm*a retrieval and examination.
The main steps in Intrauterine Insemination include :
- Examination of fertility and health of the reproductive organs Ratna and Wildan.
- After that collected the sample of sperm*a Wildan.
- Cleaning sperm*a with special treatment to remove substances - other substances and leaving only sperm* motile tattoozoid (spers*a cells that are actively moving.
- Cervical cleaning
- Lastly performed placement of sperm*a into the uterus Ratna through the cervix.
After the doctor successfully carried out all the processes Ratna is advised to remain lying down for 10-15 minutes after the action to increase the chances of pregnancy.
As soon as the insemination process was complete Wildan did not allow Ratna to do anything at home. Wildan was looking for a housekeeper to do homework and cook.
Ratna was right at the very spoiled treatment by Wildan. Every weekend Wildan always invites Ratna to walk - a way to disappear the stress and boredom of Ratna who is always at home.
Until a month later.
Geck.. Geck..
"Yank open donk. What the hell were you doing in so long?" ask Wildan curious.
Wildan put his ear right to the door. Slowly - the ground she heard the sound of crying from inside the bathroom.
"Hiks... Hix... " Ratna was crying in the bathroom.
"Darling you why do I hear the sound of crying. You cry, huh? Open the door" persuade Wildan.
But there is no truth from within. Wildan was worried, and he was afraid that Ratna would fall in the bathroom.
"Yepaaa.. Ratnaaaaaa" call Wildan even harder.
Ratna was still silent and crying.
"Ratna open the door or I'll break it" Wildan threatened.
Before long the bathroom door opened and Wildan saw Ratna crying a sigh. Ratna immediately hugged Wildan's body tightly.
Wildan carried and placed Ratna's body on the bed.
"Tell me what's wrong? Why are you crying like this?" ask Wildan confused.
"U. Our efforts failed. I. I'm coming to the moon. Her pregnancy program failed, all in vain.. " Tears Ratna is back.
Astaghfirullah.
Wildan hugged Ratna's body tightly. He knew that Ratna was very sad right now.
"A. I'm not a good wife. I can't give you a descendant. I. I can't get pregnant" isak Ratna.
"Ssssttt. No one is blaming you. It's not your fault, baby, not our sustenance. There is still plenty of time, there are still many opportunities for us to try other programs" Wildan entertained.
Ratna's crying broke out.
"I'm not a healthy woman, there must be something wrong with me. We've been to the doctor and done everything but I'm not pregnant yet. I must have been wrong" Ratna said, blaming herself.
"No. no.. The doctor said, You are healthy you are very strong. We just haven't got the sustenance of having a child. Maybe God wants us to put in more effort and be more patient" Wildan said.
"But Maaas" said Ratna.
"I don't want to hear anything" Wildan said.
"Maybe.. hiks. You must have a family successor. I sincerely Mas if you have to be in honey" said Ratna while bowing her face.
"Never say that again. Didn't I tell you before we got married. I don't want you to give up whatever happens to us?" ask Wildan.
"I'm not giving up Mas, I'm just doing one other attempt. Maybe what Papa suggested worked. We won't know it works before trying it" Ratna replied still with a bow to her face.
"Would I fail to divorce her? You think marriage is playing Ratna? As if we were making a try - try?" ask Wildan emotions.
Ratna kept her face behind her hands and knees.
"I just I. want the best" replied Ratna still sobbing.
"Best for whom? Are you sure that's the best thing for me? Look me in the eye, Ratna? Is getting married again the best way for me?" ask Wildan in a high voice.
Ratna reached out to Wildan's hand and kissed her husband's hand.
"I'm sorry. I don't know how to do it anymore. Papa wants a grandson from you. While I haven't been able to grant it" Ratna replied.
"It's not your fault that you're not pregnant. Never say that. I've seen your struggle so persistent. I know you feel pain, I know you take great care of your body. I know every night you cry in your long prayers. Bow down and prostrate to God asking that you be pregnant. Do I want to get married again, wishing you? While that husband wasn't your fault? What kind of husband am I Ratna?" ask Wildan.
"Hiks. hyks.". " Ratna's tears are breaking.
Wildan embraced his wife's fragile body. He kissed Ratna's head.
"If insemination fails we will begin the baby tube program. The success rate is higher said the doctor" said Wildan.
Ratna looked into Wildan's eyes. Wildan instantly wiped away Ratna's tears.
"Don't cry anymore, baby. A thousand roads to Rome. If one fails, we try another. As long as we are still willing to try never give up" Wildan said encouragingly.
Ratna nodded her head.
"I'm sorry, if it's like this I feel heartbroken and desperate" Ratna said.
"You I know are not like that. You're a warrior-woman, but why would you carry me you're so weak?" ask Wildan gently.
"I want Mas to be happy, no matter how I do it" replied Ratna.
"But not by giving up like this, baby. I just want you. You are the only woman I want to be the mother of my children" Wildan said.
"We try the tube baby program in Jakarta if the results remain the same we will get pregnant abroad. Whatever we do if you really want to get pregnant. Remember whether you are pregnant or not, I don't care. I will accept what you are and I will fight for it" Wildan said.
Ratna's tears flowed slowly. He hugged Wildan's body tightly.
"Thank you for being such an understanding and patient husband. Forgive your wife who is always baper and unstable" said Ratna.
Wildan peaked Ratna's head.
"So now you're coming to the moon?" ask Wildan.
Ratna nodded her head.
"His stomach hurts?" ask Wildan gently.
Ratna nodded her head.
"A little bit" replied Ratna quietly.
"Then you go to sleep and rest. Tomorrow we will go to the doctor and arrange a schedule next time" Wildan said.
"Yes Mas" welcomes Ratna.
Wildan put Ratna's head on the pillow she had stacked into two levels. Wildan kissed Ratna again.
"Good break my wife. I Love you" said Wildan softly.
"Love you too Mas" replied Ratna.
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SERIATE