The Smile of the Heart Fruit
Critical again

Critically.

The feeling of loss, worry, anxiety, and sadness, must be felt by all families who will lose their closest people. Similarly, experienced by Ida who will soon be lived by the princess only wayangnya for a long time.

It feels heavy this heart, when seeing the only one – child that he so loved must feel the difficulty through a critical period and the pain that is being experienced. Ida again stepped her feet to move back and forth in front of the ICU room, the room had often been he came to accompany Kayla fight for her life and death.

Ida also called everyone who had been hurt by Kayla selma his daughter was still healthy. He had a feeling that this was the last day Kayla could see the world. Because before Kayla was critical she told her mother to call some of the people she mentioned. He also said to Ida that he was no longer strong enough to withstand the pain he had been suffering.

Repeated – times Kayla asks to be hugged by Ida. And repeated – again Kayla also asked Ida not to leave it even just for a moment. Kayla's request when before her death, she really – really can not be separated from Ida, her biological mother.The word she always said is “Mah, Kayla wants to always be near her mother. Mama don't go where – ya. Kayla beg.”. ida also can not refuse all her son's requests , for a few days Ida just always beside Kayla. she never went where – where.

Ida can only cry to see the body of her son who many installed cables and hose – hoses. Kayla's heart rate is getting weaker and longer, her pulse is getting slower too. The doctor told Ida that Kayla had been very weakened, the doctor also asked the family to bring his relatives in the last – times.

A few minutes passed, Akbar came and asked Kayla about it.

“Tante how is Kayla?”

Ida who was sitting and bowing her head with tears that flooded her cheeks immediately moved and looked towards Akbar.

“Hisk.. hisk... Kayla's getting weaker, son. Aunty is not strong to see the situation like this. The doctor said that we can only help Kayla with prayer alone.the doctor has given up on dealing with Kayla.”

“What tan? I'll call mom. To get ibuk here.”

“Iya son, aunt can no longer think now son.”

Then Akbar directly contacted Dewi to give news that Kayla was right – really Critical.

“Hallo ibuk,” said Akbar on the phone.

“Iya what's wrong nak?”

“Buk, now my mother is coming to the hospital. Kayla is already very critical.”

“What? Yes, yes, mom will be there soon.”

“Poor aunt Ida buk from earlier just strip off.”

“Iya, yes, then ibuk will be ready – ready now.”

“busy heart – liver yes.”

“Iya darling.”

Tot. tot..

Then Ida's relatives have also seen many who come to the hospital. Many also prayed for Kayla in the hospital. Ida looks unceasing – ceaselessly let out her tears that have dripped a lot soaking her cheeks.

Ida walked out of the ICU room, she deliberately wanted to be alone in Kayla's room. He took a small music box from Rara that Kayla played every day to accompany him. In a quiet and dark room where the lights were accidentally not turned on, he held and then turned it on while looking at the picture of Kayla on his phone and crying to remember her son.

“sayang, mama knows, you will definitely be happy there later. If all this is best for you so that you no longer feel the pain of these needles stuck in your body, go. Be happy in Heaven later. You know you're still around you right now, even though your body is lying in the ICU. Mama knows you must be watching mama play this box of your favorite music. Mom loves you very much, baby. Sleep well. You have suffered enough all this time. Mama will try Ikhlas with your departure. Thank you for being faithful to accompany your mother and being a good child for you. Wait for my mom there, son. Hisk.. hisk... hisk.mama will surely miss your attitude that is always spoiled to mama, mama will also miss your sweet smile, let alone your joke with mama. Mama will pray that God will forgive all your sins. Thanks again, little baby mom. ” Ida said alone in the room while looking at the photo of her daughter.

She called Kia shortly, as she had not told Kia that Kayla was currently critical.

**

At that time Kia was deliberately going to the hospital with Cleo after feeding the Rainbow. But his phone arrived – suddenly rang, he saw an incoming call from Ida. Then he picked up the phone.

“Hallo aunt Ida.”

“Hallo by Kia,”

“Why tan? What's up?”

“Hisk.. hisk.. Nak Kia.”

“Yes, why is aunt crying? Kayla why tan?”

“Kayla is now on the move to ICU room, hisk... hisk... hisk.”

“What? It's also me same mas Cleo wants to go to the hospital tan.”

“Hisk.. hisk.. Come here soon, boy. Aunt can't think what else now.”

“Iya aunt. A quiet aunt. Don't sad. Pray for Kayla so she can get through her critical period again. I'm going to the hospital now. Later I will also invite mother.”

“Iya son, thank you.”

Tot. tot..

Turn off the phone by Kia, then Cleo asked Kia after Kia turned off the phone.

“Why dear? What happened to Kayla?”

“Kayla mas, she's Critical, now we're going to the hospital huh. Our rainbow just goes to Mom's house. I'll tell mom first.”

“Iya, let us leave together.”

“Iya, I went to my mother's room first yes mas.”

“Iya, yes.” Cleo

“Good mistress.”

Kia then goes to Riri's room, she informs Riri that Kayla is now critical. He invites Riri to go to the hospital to see Kayla's current condition. Because Riri is Ida's friend. They then drive Rainbow to Nisa's house and continue to the hospital.

***

Still with the story where Ida who still looks so very sad with the condition of her son Critical. He also still sits on the sofa in Kayla's room by playing the music box and also looking at – photos of Kayla.

There was a sound of people knocking on the door of the room. One of his family ran to call – calling Ida. Because the doctor said that Kayla was aware of her coma.

Tok..

“Iya log in.”

“Mbak, it turns out you are here. I've been looking for you where – mana.” Said one of Ida's brothers.

“What's up?”

“Now hurry up to the ICU room. Kayla..”

“Why with Kayla? I know you will definitely tell me that Kayla has left me, right?” said Ida in a very soft voice.

“Not that.” said Ida's brother who was gasping - puffed up for running around.

“Then what?” ask Ida.

“Kayla has opened her eyes and wants to meet you,”

“What? You serious?”

“Yes, now hurry to the ICU room, the doctor asked me to pick you up. Fast Da,”

“Iya, yes I'll be there.”

Then Ida immediately got up from her seat and she immediately ran away from the sofa.

Arriving in front of the ICU room, he then changed clothes using a Personal Protective Equipment, because the rules at the hospital, the family of patients who will enter the ICU room must be sterile.

Ida then entered the ICU room because she would meet her daughter with a small music box given by Rara. Kayla had indeed opened her eyes, yet, her condition was still very weak. Kayala found out that Ida had entered and was standing next to her. Many cables – cables and hoses are still attached to Kayla's body at that time. The plural ventilator, which was still attached to Kayla's breathing area, called Ida.

“Mama.” He said very softly.

“Iya darling, mama is here. Mom won't leave you.”

“I.. dear mama...” he said so very softly.

“Mama also. Mama loves you very much. You have to be strong, son. Look mama bring you your favorite music box dear.” Said Ida who was standing next to Kayla while giving the music box to her son who was lying very weak.

Kayla just smiled in response to Ida's words and turned on the music box.

“Mah, thank you for accompanying Kayla. Thank you for being an angel for Kayla. and thank you for your effort in raising, caring for and educating Kayla. Kayla is no longer strong. Kayla will soon be catching up with Rara.” Kayla said in a very soft voice and shed her tears.

Ida could only be speechless and cry listening to her beloved daughter say like that. she could not say – words anymore.

“Mah, forgive Kayla yes all this time. Forgive the actions of Kayla who has made mama disappointed.”

“husst.. honey, don't say that. Mama is sure, that this little princess is strong. Mama's sure Kayla can get through all this. Kayla is strong, son. Hisk.. hisk... hisk..” Ida said in a voice that held back her cries.

“Mama don't cry ya mah. Kayla doesn't want to see mom cry.”

“No love mommy doesn't cry. Because Kayla is still near mama.” Ida's words were holding back her cries, but her tears were still seen coming out so hard.

Repeated – times Kayla still plays that music box. The music box was still on Kayla's chest.

“Mah.” Kayla.

“What's dear?” say Ida.

“Mah, after Kayla leaves later, there is one more request Kayla. Would you like to help Kayla?”

“Definitely darling, what's up? What should mom do to help you son.”

“Mah, in the locker there is a small bok there is a piece of paper letter that Kayla has written. Please give the letter to Akbar huh mah. Kayla please.”

“Iya darling. Later mama will give it to Akbar.”

Then the doctor went into the ICU room and asked Ida to get out of the ICU room. Before Ida came out of the ICU room she kissed her little daughter.

“Honey, mom will be out, because the doctor asked mom not to linger – long inside here. Kayla darling, you must be strong huh. You have to get through all this. Mama believes Kayla is strong. Kayla is strong. Eeeeeeeemmmmmmuuuuuaaaaaaccchhhh. Mama.. Kayla..”

Kayla only replied with a smile that looked so very weak with Ventilator still attached. Ida leaves Kayla with a kiss on her daughter's forehead. 

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