The Story Of Self Harm.
MASK OF RAPISTS

When I got home, I went up to my room and locked the door.

"When let's have dinner first, son, the aunt has prepared food for us to eat together" heard aunt Sarah's voice from the dining table.

"Sorry Aunt Tika wants to eat in the room, Tika wants to fix Tika's thesis that was last before the trial later, please for aunt brought the food to Tika's room" actually, I'm lazy to eat, but if I tell the truth to aunt Sarah, my aunt will be mad at me.

Tok, tok, tok "non Kartika aunty entered the room and brought food, just enter the door is not locked"

I saw my aunt come into the room and started putting all the food on the table.

" Thank you bi, now aunty can get out of the room because I will rest, either non if there is something needed immediately call aunt"I quickly shook my head so that aunt could quickly leave in front of me.

It feels like today is very tired, tired physically and mentally, I want to immediately put this body on the bed that is very soft.

But I had to take care of this food first, I took the plastic and I threw away all the food that aunt had prepared earlier.

I'm sorry bi, I don't mean I don't want to eat aunt's cooking but somehow I don't have the slightest hunger.

I finished throwing away all the food and finally I finished the bath, I put myself in bed and it didn't take long for my eyes to close, because I was so sleepy.

"Please! help u! arrrrrhhhh "i cried hysterically because suddenly I had a dream to see the masked man who had deliberately taken my chastity by force, he said, the masked man came along with four friends - his friend yes I am a rape victim who until now I myself do not know who did it.

The Flashback

It was 5 years ago, when I went to Country H for a vacation trip, when I was in a hotel in the middle of the night arrived - the hotel room where I was staying was tapped by someone,the condition when the door was knocked actually I was asleep because the person knocked it quite tight, so that made me wake up my condition half-conscious because of sleepy when opening the door of the hotel room.

But as soon as the door opened, some men forced their way in and pulled me back into the room and threw me on the bed.

My mouth was smothered, my hands and feet were tied, I could only cry hysterically but my screams were not heard by anyone, I forced a revolt but they tied me so tight that all my efforts were in vain,I could not see their faces one by one because they were all wearing masks, their voices were disguised, I was terrified.

"Listen miss if you still want to live then you must obey, otherwise this knife will scratch your face so that you become ugly"I heard the sound of one of them starting to threaten and stick a knife on my right cheek, after which only my tears kept flowing.

I started to cry hysterically but all I heard was laughing - one of them was holding a camera and started recording myself without any clothes and one person started to approach me.

"Your body is very beautiful, tonight you are all hahahaha's"a very terrible laugh and at that very moment I felt that person touching me and started to sexually abuse me,I could only cry without making a sound because my mouth was still smothered and my condition was all tied up, my body was in pain all with what this guy was doing.

"friends friend turns out he is still holy next please take turns to enjoy his body hahahaha"

Then the second person came forward to open my mouth and force me to take one medicine which in the end made my consciousness disappear slowly - the land, vague - faintly I could still see them all laughing, he said, and one of them is still holding the camera.

"Hey lady know that in a few years we will be doing the same thing to you again as tonight, so wait for us to come a second time and remember if you dare to report all the events tonight, then we can be sure we will all kill your family one by one,if you don't believe what I said just prove it bravely to tell one man this incident, then we'll kill him"

After the sound was around dark and the next morning when I woke up, I was still naked and all my body hurt,all the ties in their hands and feet seemed to have been removed when I was unconscious and I didn't know what they were doing to me last night, when I was about to contact the hotel attendant I remembered the threat of the masked men earlier and finally I could only cry lamenting everything that had happened by myself and was silent until now because of the incident in the the hotel, and after that I became a very strange girl

FLASHBACKOFFS

"Arrrrrhhhh please, please, please huhuhuhu, Tika!Tika's! Tika realized Tika, Tika, was aware"I felt something shake my body

"Lusty?" when I opened my eyes I saw Lusi beside me and I immediately hugged him

"Lusi I'm afraid, I'm afraid don't go, calm Tika, calm you're having nightmares again huh? "i shook my head as Lusi asked.

" Why don't you want to tell me what dream is making you suffer so much ahkir - ahkir this, we've been friends from childhood do you not believe me?" I could only be speechless with every question Lusi did now just hugging Susi while crying.

Tika until when are you going to keep everything alone?, I know there is one big thing that has happened to you since your return from country H, H, whatever I'm gonna do to make you back the Tika I used to know.

"Well Tika if until now you have not dared to tell me exactly what is going on with you as a friend there is one thing I ask of you, and if you still think I'm your best friend I hope you can grant my request,but before that take a shower and we go downstairs to have breakfast with om and auntie because they've been waiting for us for breakfast.

I came to your room because I wanted to wake you, because we are going to campus today I happened to stop by because I spent last night staying at the house of oma which you definitely know the location is not far from your house, I'm sorry I haven't told you that this morning I'm going to your house for us to go to college"