The Story Of Self Harm.
HEARTBREAKER
Miss Laura takes care of all the needs of doctor Leo for her departure to Country L including all sorts of simple wedding preparations doctors Leo and Kartika Wulandari.
Every now and then Miss Laura cries as she prepares for the wedding, as Miss Laura orders the wedding dress and since her body is about the size of Miss Kartika then it is Miss Laura who tries on the entire wedding dress and her supplies.
Because the existence of Kartika is still hidden, then Kartika can not help the preparation of the wedding, which is done just waiting for the arrival of doctor Leo to Country L to propose it
All the wedding business was left to Miss Laura, but the task that this lady Laura received made her feel a tremendous sadness.
"Your Lady Laura fits in perfectly with this wedding dress"
So said the fashion designers who are invited specifically to the office today to see if this wedding dress there is less or not.
"Thank you Madam, I'm so flattered by your words.
"I pray that Miss Laura gets a husband like Doctor Leo, I believe Miss Laura deserves the best man.
Well, miss, since I see this dress is so perfect, then I can calmly leave this room, see you next time"
The words of the fashion designer are very imprinted in the heart of Miss Laura. Slowly as the fashion designer left Miss Laura's office, and at the same time Miss Laura was still wearing Kartika's wedding dress Miss Laura faced the mirror and started crying.
If he knew my current position, I would still love a man who is almost married, I could not control my heart, my feeling is to say no because Doctor Leo belongs only to Miss Kartika.
Even now I can only imagine if I who wear this wedding dress stand before the altar by saying a promise of a lifetime.
Am I to be a beggar of love now?
In her room, Miss Laura was still crying in front of the mirror with Kartika's wedding dress still attached to her.
And without realizing there was one pair of eyes that continued to pay attention to Miss Laura while crying, she said, the eyes that stood behind the door that had wanted to enter the room Miss Laura to make sure everything was well prepared.
But back locked his intention because when he was about to enter the room accidentally he saw the owner of the room was crying.
Yes Leo doctor stood pensively watching miss laura crying in front of the mirror while still wearing Miss Kartika's wedding dress, and it seemed that Leo doctor was beginning to understand why the girl was crying.
Tok, tok, tok "Miss Laura can I go inside?"
Doctor Leo pura - pura did not know miss laura was crying she slowly entered the room, and Miss Laura who knew the presence of doctor Leo immediately wiped her tears, although the tears are still left in every eye..
"Akh doctor Leo please come in, for every preparation of the doctor has been sorted out the day after the doctor has been able to leave for Country L with all the equipment"
Miss Laura was trying to remain ordinary, yet she was unable to lie when her every utterance made her body tremble violently
"Ennnn doctor forgive me, this wedding dress was worn to my body so that the fashion designers know if there is a shortage or not, I'm sorry that I'm still so presumptuous to wear this shirt even though they're gone I'm sorry doctor Leo"
"Laura look at me, since when did this happen? since when do you have feelings for me?"
Miss Laura who at that time lowered her face because she was crying suddenly returned to see doctor Leo.
So doctor Leo knows how I feel? I'm sorry doctor I shouldn't deserve this feeling, I should be able to control myself
I loved Leo's doctor in silence since Leo's little doctor, Mr. Bratayudha, who introduced me to Leo
Does the doctor remember a little girl that the doctor once helped when she fell? the little girl without parents, the little girl who was taken by Mr. Bratayudha from the orphanage and cared for, was educated to the point of being just like the girl who was in the presence of Leo's current doctor
Do the doctors remember how when Leo's doctor had a disagreement with Mr. Bratayudha and left Country H and there before the doctor left I was the girl who was silent always following the doctor away I was the one the shadow bodyguard that Mr. Bratayudha assigned to guard the doctor
Everything I do is because I love doctor Leo in silence, but my heart is so hurt when I hear the doctor loves an ordinary girl and,hiks,hiks"
Miss Laura was drowning in her cries she could not reveal anything else before Leo's doctor, her embarrassment also suddenly disappeared as she finally revealed everything she harbored long enough.
"Laura I'm sorry, if I hurt your feelings right now, but you know who the girl is going to love right now, I'm sorry I can't return your feelings but I'm sure a good girl like you will get a good guy too
Thank you for always being by my side keeping me quiet, trust Laura there will be men who will come to you and love you only"
Doctor Leo feels sorry for Miss Laura's current condition, but he also cannot lie to her heart if the girl he loves is only Kartika An.
"Doctor I understand about your heart about your feelings I'm sorry that the court told you this before your wedding day
Doctor can I have one request?
Say laura as long as I can fulfill her I'll do it for you
Doctor can I hug you for the first and last time so I can let go of this feeling?"
Doctor Leo smiled immediately as he stretched out into his two hands a sign that he agreed with Miss Laura's request
"Come on"
Without the need for a cue - even more Miss Laura immediately ran into the arms of doctor Leo, she cried in the arms of doctor Leo, shed all her cries in the arms.
Doctor Leo forgive me for ever loving you in silence, forgive me for ever putting you in my mind, forgive me for ever expecting you, this girl without parents loves you so much with all her heart.
For a long time Miss Laura hugged doctor Leo the first and last hug for the man she loved in silence.