The Third Man is my best friend
Chapter 101 Receiving Amar

When he saw his son Helena had entered the room Freya immediately pulled Amar's hand, now was the time Freya talked to Amar, there would be no time anymore, afraid Amar changed his mind as well.

"Can we talk to Amar for a minute, I want to say something to you "

"Of course, what do you want to talk to me about. It seems very important Freya "

"I accepted your proposal. I want to marry you" Freya looked at Amar seriously, she wanted to see the look on Amar's face, Freya was very afraid that Amar had changed his mind.

Amar who still could not believe, pinched his arm. Whether Freya accepted it, her struggle all this time to get Freya succeeded as well, finally Amar really did not expect to finally get the answer but Amar wanted to make sure it came back.

"May I hear it one more time, am I not dreaming, is this really real "

"You're not dreaming, we just got home from the restaurant. Then why is it suddenly a dream I actually received your application at that time which has been delayed many years Amar. I want to marry you "

Amar immediately hugged Freya tightly, he was so happy with Freya's answer that it was not wasted Amar waiting for Freya for 6 years. Eventually, everyone will be happy in time.

Amar took his arms off Freya. Freya just smiled awkwardly, Freya also still did not expect to receive Amar.

"I'll make you some coffee, you can wait on the balcony"

"Of course, honey. I'm waiting for you "

Freya immediately went towards the kitchen, she made coffee for Amar. Whether this decision is correct or not. But Freya can't if she continues on her own, Freya wants this wound to heal completely.

Yes by receiving Amar, maybe all this time his wound was almost healed but when he saw two people who hurt him the wound that had just dried opened again. It was great that they could open their wounds in an instant.

Freya immediately stepped onto the balcony and approached Amar, keeping it on her desk and Freya kept quiet beside Amar. Freya felt very awkward with Amar.

"I love you so much, Freya, that I can't let you go even though you repeatedly reject me, but I'm staying because I really want to be with you. I want to get serious with you, but your decision to marry me was a little sudden. When Dimas came you suddenly accepted me, why when the new Dimas came you gave me the answer, did everything have something to do with Dimas"

Freya immediately looked at Amar "It has nothing to do with Dimas or Gea, I want to live the household again. I want to be completely happy again, I know I am happy now but I want to be even happier, so that there is someone beside me who can help me, who can love me, who can look at me and can understand, I also want a father for my children for Irsyad and also Helena, especially Helena has considered you as her father from the past is Amar"

"My children are very close to you Amar, they know best for his mother and you are the best for me a man who would accept my situation like this "

"I'm glad your decision wasn't because you met Dimas. I am happy with your decision Freya, I will make you happy I will always be there beside you and I will never let you down. I'll be a good father to your children as well as our children later, I promise it's the same you "

Freya could only smile hearing all that, again Amar hugged Freya tightly. Freya who had not retaliated tried to hug Amar too, she had to open everything immediately.

Freya can't just stand by and let Amar love her alone. Freya will try to love Amar, maybe all this time Freya has feelings for Amar, but Freya always covers it up and considers all men the same.

But Freya is going to change all that, men are not alike all men are different, look at this one in front of her, from the first time chasing him and Freya has never seen Amar go with other women besides himself.

Freya believes Amar will not be like Dimas, Amar is different, Freya is sure they will be happy. Freya had already opened her heart again now.

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Freya who was in the room really could not sleep, continued to ring the betrayal of Dimas and Gea, from earlier Freya continued to flip her body. It seemed that his mind could not be cooperated with.

"I can't be like this, I can't think about both of them why Dimas and Gea should come back, my life is happy I don't think about them anymore but they came again. They were really like diseases that came on suddenly "

Freya woke up from her sleep she looked in the mirror and braced herself "You should be able to Freya deal with all this. Dimas has destroyed your past very deeply and there is Gea who took part in doing so. Now I can't let them both destroy me anymore, they can't go into my future anymore I don't want to until it's over again, I don't want them to destroy everything again "

"Maybe Dimas is the biological father of my son Helena, but his father is now just Amar, nothing else. I would never tell Dimas that he actually dumped me so deeply, he was so indifferent to me that I would never tell him anything, so for you Dimas goodbye you're not Helena's father and you're not part of our lives anymore, have fun with your chosen woman"

"You think he's the best for you, so spend the time you two, I won't bother you "

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Dimas was just as unable to sleep, he kept remembering Freya's face, let alone Helena why the faces of the two of them kept ringing in his mind. Dimas immediately got up and took out a photo of Freya that he had always kept in a secret box, so that Gea did not find it.

Dimas looked at the photo and stroked it "Freya if all my choices at that time were wrong, why should I choose your best friend when happiness is already in our lives. I'm a real fool, Freya. What a lack of you until I betray you "

"Why time I could be tempted, why can I fall apart while you are so beautiful many want to be with you, you're smart too but I'm stupid to look for other women even interested in your own best friend. Really this life makes me offend Freya "

"I now realize the love I had for Gea was just a momentary love, like what you said back then. Every word you say is true I did love Gea just for a moment, just interested, this love is not forever not like you Freya lasted for 10 years even until now I still love you"

"Nothing has changed at all in my heart this Freya, you are still the first and survive "

"But time cannot be repeated, all will not be able to return. You can't be mine, I see you're happy with Amar let alone you've got Helena's child, I'm sure you'll never be with me either. I don't have anything "

"I'm a really stupid man who lets go of the woman who's really always been there for me, even when I used to have nothing you still hang on with me Freya, you can still smile and you never get angry, you keep encouraging me "

"If everything could happen again, maybe I wouldn't be able to follow my ego, follow my heart I would continue to defend you at any cost.I'm the ungrateful man Freya "

Dimas kisses the photo, then he keeps the photo of Freya back where it was. He did not want until this photo was found by Gea and later there would be a quarrel between the two of them.

Dimas thought Gea was a gentle woman, she was a manageable woman but in fact what a hard Gea woman would not budge in any case.

Gea always wants to win if they are arguing, Gea also does not want to listen to his words if Freya he always follows the words of Dimas, it is true that something chosen in a hurry will be like this right.

Something chosen without parental consent would indeed be like this, especially Dimas had also hurt his mother in order to be with Gea.

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Early in the morning Freya came out of her room, she saw Helena, Irsyad and Mama eating together. Freya immediately approached them with her smile.

"It looks like there's good news "said Mama while poking Freya's hand, Mama knows very well how Freya.

Freya nodded in agreement "I've accepted Amar. I'll marry him I'll open a new page with him, I'm sure I can be happy with Amar "

Astuti, of course, was surprised to hear that, he was so happy with Freya's decision that this should have been taken by Freya, he married again and was happy with the man of his choice. Amar is a man who will be able to make Freya happy, Amar will not be like his son.

His son is a bad example, lest anyone follow in his footsteps really make parents ashamed.

"Mama is getting married to uncle Amar. Is it true that Irsyad is not dreaming, but Irsyad will always support Mama's decision, Irsyad is sure Mama will be happy with Uncle Amar, he is good from the first he who has replaced everything, even Uncle Amar made me realize that men are not all the same"

Irsyad is so happy to hear the news, Irsyad wants his mother to be happy, and uncle Amar is a very good choice, uncle Amar will definitely be able to make his mother happy.

"Thank you Irsyad because you already want to support Mama, Mama has decided everything mama will reopen something that has been closed"

Irsyad approached her mother and hugged her from the side. Helena who does not understand anything just silence, she is just happy her mother with her father is happy, Helena only knows that Amar is her father.

"So I'll stay here, in this house with Mama, and I won't go home" Dad "

"Yes, I'll stay here, we'll be together, we'll have breakfast together and dinner together "

"Finally you can stay here too, so you don't go back to your house anymore you'll be able to sleep with Helena, I'm so happy that you're. Oh my goodness this news makes me even more excited"

Freya smiled and nodded her head, Astuti to the point of shedding tears it felt so happy that once the wait was finally achieved as well, Freya's happiness will come again she will be happy.

After a long time of chatting and eating with Irsyad and Helena going to school together, while Freya and mama were still at home, Freya approached mama and patted her shoulder.

"What's Freya"

"I know at that time you cried when Dimas came here, if you want to improve your relationship with Dimas and Gea I don't mind, I don't mind, you guys deserve to be happy Mama has always defended me while Dimas Mama just left it, better Mama just fix everything anyway Dimas still Mama's child right"

Astuti is silent, Astuti does not want to make Freya hurt by him receiving Dimas again. In any case Dimas has been very wrong and Astuti also does not want to accept Gea as his son-in-law until anytime.

Gea would never be able to get her heart up until then. Gea would only be a useless woman in her eyes. Indeed from the beginning also Astuti did not like Gea.

"I'm not sure if I can take my son back Freya, I can't look him in the face or look him in the face. The wounds they gave you were so deep that I could feel them. I don't want to hurt you anymore. I don't want you to think that no, I'm better off like this Freya "

Freya clasped her mother's hands together "But you chose me, you defended your daughter-in-law. Mama should also apologize to Dimas I've started to forget everything, I've got Amar, I have Helena, Irsyad so moreover I've got everything mah. Maybe Dimas needs Mama's guidance in the future, he really needs Mama "

Astuti did not answer, indeed Astuti was very heavy to receive his son back, but in his small heart Astuti wanted to hug Dimas tightly. Want to embrace Dimas and tell Dimas that all this time he chose was wrong.

"But I'm asking you one thing mah, I don't want to until Dimas finds out about Helena. I want Helena to keep thinking Amar is her real father. I don't want Dimas to know who Helena really is, Helena will still be Amar's son she'll never be Dimas's child until whenever you can do that, mom can keep all those secrets "

"Sure Mama will do it. Mama won't divulge about the matter. Helena will remain Amar's son, Mama will never talk about Helena until then"

"Thank you, if Dimas comes here later Mama has to talk to him again, heart-to-heart so who knows you two can get the best solution"

"I know everything is very heavy mah, even for me is equally heavy but anyway Dimas is Mama's flesh blood. Dimas is a mama's son, to the side of the first problem Gea let's just say he has no mama to make up with Dimas. His life seems to be no longer focused. He had no definite purpose in life, he seemed to have lost his way "

"I met them both last night. Now Dimas works at Amar Hospital and Jordi" Freya explained

"What are you not saying, why are you just saying now baby, if you know that Mama is coming, then you want to beat the girl again "

"I didn't know at first either, I didn't know I was going to meet Dimas with Gea, but after meeting them both it didn't feel bad, beside me there was Amar and there was Helena who could strengthen me, so what else do I need to be afraid of. Everything that happened between me Dimas and Gea was a thing of the past. So I don't want to fall back on that past"

"I still hate the two of them but I don't want to make the relationship mama and also Dimas become chaotic even more chaotic, you can meet Dimas anytime and do not think about my feelings, since I'm fine I've forgotten it I'm sure I'm going to marry Amar. Maybe we will get engaged first because we also have to prepare anything later for the wedding"

"The most important thing is that Amar and I have a bond first, and last night Dimas and Gea knew that I was with Amar was a husband and wife and Helena was our son, let them think like that until "

Astuti can't speak, he thinks of input from Freya whether she should see her son, whether he should talk to Dimas well but if he saw Dimas's face must be the past just kept ringing.

It's not just Freya who was hurt by Dimas, a lot of people who were hurt by Dimas. Dimas has indeed made everyone disappointed with his choice, with what he did if Dimas had not cheated on him maybe none of this would have happened, he said, maybe his family will be whole and will never be scattered like this.

Truly the woman is indeed right, the woman should from the beginning do not need to be pitied let anything happen to her. Astuti should have also acted decisively to Freya not to bring a woman into the house and in the end was a mess.