
Gea, who had been nauseous from a week ago, was checking her condition in fear that she was pregnant. Gea stared at the testpack she dipped in her urine. It didn't take long for Gea to get the results. Gea pregnant testpack it line two. Gea who did not believe in all that immediately threw his tespack in any direction.
Gea regulated his breathing, his atmosphere was very tight when he knew this situation. Why get pregnant like this. Gea didn't expect any of this would happen to her why could it, Gea didn't accept any of this.
"No, there's no way I'm pregnant. Who I'm pregnant with and who I have to take responsibility for. I I had to how I offended what I had to do "Gea's tears have flowed he was so confused who should ask for responsibility, who, those who slept with him were not one or two men but many.
There were even countless how many who had slept with him. Though previously never like this why can concede like this. Gea was so shocked by all this.
Gea's body instantly limp, her body slumped just like Gea grabbed her hair, she wiped away her tears trying to calm down but couldn't. "How, I have to hold accountable who can't possibly be responsible for Dad, he who is there will just scold me he who is there will even punish me. I have to God why my life is so sad like this, why should I be in this position "
Gea hugged his body that suddenly felt cold, his life would be ruined Gea's life was like this, what if later plus the child would be destroyed even more destroyed. It's gonna be harder for Gea to get out of here.
"I can't keep this child, if until I keep it my life will never calm down. He will not have a father and for sure he will even hurt if he sees his friends later have a father, right, I can not let him be ostracized, I can not let him be ostracized, I won't be able to see it especially later there will be many questions that will be asked by this child to me, I won't be able to answer "
Gea tried to get up while holding onto the side of the bathroom, then washed her face and stared at her reflection in view of "Huff I have to keep this a secret first, I have to keep it a secret, I had to figure out a way to get out of my own house without having my stepfather escort me or to get people to follow me, I had to be smart "
"I do not want to give birth without a husband, I do not want to give birth to this child without a clear status. I won't be able to "
Gea came out of the bathroom, her face was already a little fresh. Everything will be fine Gea does not want to dissolve in this problem.
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Early in the morning Freya had prepared food for her family to come. Her mother and father and her sister will come here Freya is so happy. Finally can gather together usually can not because busy with their respective activities.
Suddenly someone knocked on the door. Freya immediately opened it turned out to be her mother and father and her younger sister. Her father hugged Freya very tightly "Geez my dear we can finally meet, I'm sorry I rarely see you"
"It should be Freya who came to the house, he was a child even parents who came here. There-just this child is really not a good child "syndical mother, whereas Freya often stopped by her Mama's house to her parents, but yes indeed Mama is a julid like this only.
Freya's father just patted Freya on the shoulder and held her to enter. Freya looked at her smiling sister, then they hugged "How about your work is fine, everything is safe "
"That's how Brother, I'm now opening a business but it feels like I failed to continue. Never did my job. I'm sometimes tired of all this, sister "
Freya rubbed her sister's hair with a pity "Later you will succeed right, everything needs a process can not rush like that"
"Yes right, but I'm not as successful as Brother. I really failed once "
"Don't think about it, let's go in first"
The Freya family was warmly welcomed. Dimas also immediately embraced with his Mother-in-law and Father-in-law and had a little chat with his sister-in-law.
Irsyad also came out of the room and greeted his grandmother and grandfather. Irsyad is happy they came but Irsyad sometimes does not like his grandmother who always criticizes his mother. Whatever your mother does is always commented on, nothing is not commented on.
"Oh yes Dimas how do you work "say Mama-in-law with great enthusiasm. Because from the first Mama Freya liked Dimas because of his work, Dimas was a doctor, so it was very proud for him to be exhibited as well to his traveling friends.
Dimas looked at Freya in confusion. Then Freya immediately replied "Dimas will soon open the clinic, just pray everything is smooth yes Mom"
"There is good progress, then for you Freya will you continue to work and abandon your household. You are a woman and you should stay at home to take care of your husband and children. Not busy at the computer"
Freya looked at all her family. Always his mother like this, why the hell this mother can never appreciate what Freya does.Padah Freya works also because of many needs, not to mention the needs of her own parents and also her sister.
"Oh yeah I'll let you go to the room. There's something left over I forgot it was "
Freya just went straight into the room. Freya had no idea that her mother was following her from behind. Freya took a breath and calmed her heart but suddenly her mother spoke.
Freya turned her body around "Why Mom always talks about that. I know my own needs are so many, why I got to work like that you should understand my circumstances "
"But I did not educate you to be such a child. You are too focused on work. Don't spend the rest of your life for that what if your husband later had an affair, now many women are itching Freya even for the sake of getting a husband people they can do anything "
"Mom please don't think there. I know for myself how my money is being pulled here and there, don't keep cornering me Mom. I believe Dimas would be faithful he wouldn't be like that "
"You're the reason, I'm so dizzy to hear it "
"There was "the words of Freya's father who heard the noise in the room.
"This is your son Freya, I just want her to stay home, she has to take good care of her husband and son. Instead of continuing to work and work, do not even remember his own family. This child must always be advised not to be silenced continuously "
"Mom don't say no, Freya always comes home even she always gives us money. And your youngest son from where he got the money if not from his brother. You're why the hell you're always corrupting Freya. He's a fan we shouldn't bother his financial home because he's got a life of his own "
"Have you been silent, you have always defended him. I know Freya is your favorite kid, to the point that when Freya goes to school we spend money, selling this land selling it out it's all for Freya school. While his sister now he opened his own business with his own efforts "
"Don't talk like that, don't eliminate something that should be there. Freya who has paid for your youngest child, you do not remember the school Andini he was Freya's school of money, until graduation and until Freya college who sent him, he said, even until now he opened a business Freya who finance it. He doesn't have to be grateful to have a sister like this and you should also be grateful to have a child who is so understanding and willing to help his family "
"You have always defended your son, never defended me or Andini. You should be fair as Dad don't be this one-sided" dong "
"I've always been fair I've been very fair to be a father. Don't keep going like this we just got together. Freya had spent her money on her sister, should her sister just work like Freya would be all right she would not spend her brother's money"
"Not my youngest child uses his own money, his own efforts do not ask anyone for money. This Freya does not know herself from the past, she is usually spending parents' money, so we have to run out of everything"
"Grandmother why do you always corner my Mama, what is actually my Mama's fault, every time you meet my Mama is scolded. My mother was good when "all of a sudden Irsyad came in and interrupted her grandmother's words.
"Look at her son just being disrespectful to me. I was talking but he interrupted me. Your education is lacking Freya, your upbringing is bad, I have lost do not focus on working but take care of your child and also your husband "
Freya's mother just came out, her father hugged Freya tightly "Have not heard your mother's words. You know for yourself, your mother likes it that way so don't put it in my heart, my dear "
Freya could only nod her head, even though her heart ached with her mother's words. Why Freya was so happy living with her Mother-in-law because her Mother-in-law loved her more than her own mother.
Irsyad immediately hugged his Mama "Mama do not cry yes Irsyad will always defend Mama. Irsyad ain't gonna tell anyone to get sick Mama "
Freya who heard that even so cried and hugged her son tightly" Mama ga nothing. Why does Irsyad find Mama what's dear "
"Ga Irsyad was just afraid that Mama would be hurt by her grandmother. Surely if grandma follow Mama end-end Mama will be hurt like that, Irsyad did not like Ma. Irsyad was heartbroken to see Mama treated like that. Though here Astuti's grandmother always makes Mama happy and smiles widely "
Freya tries to be strong in front of her son. Freya wiped her tears and smiled towards her son "Look Mama is fine right, everything is fine let's get together for sure Dad wonders where we are, he said, he'll be confused and looking for us"
With a listless nod of Irsyad's head, they came out of the room Dimas immediately approached his wife "Darling what is the reason why your face is so moody, something happened that I do not know "
Freya can only shake her head, Freya does not want to be in this family event instead eventually quarrel. Because Freya knew Dimas would defend her all-out Freya did not want her family even become hostile because of her.
"Better let's eat now, the food has been served later if the cold is not good" Freya switched the conversation and made herself look busy near her husband.
They soon gathered. Dimas was still worried about his wife Dimas, who kept staring at her face. While eating also Dimas feeds Freya. Freya actually wanted to cry but she just kept holding him back by turning her face away and wiping away the tears that were about to come down.
Maybe you've been in my position, not appreciated by your own parents, but try to always be tough and look okay. Has anyone ever felt like me.