The Third Man is my best friend
Chapter 131 It can't be like that to Mama
Dimas who was worried immediately called his mother, did not need a lot of time his mother immediately raised. Dimas was grateful that his mother responded immediately.
"What if Helena has met is really Helena. I was so scared, afraid Helena would be gone "
"Yes he's met he's met with Amar. Now that she has returned home, Mama will calm down Freya first yes she was very hit with this incident. Mama will be calling again"
Mama Astuti immediately approached Freya again, she even forgot to turn off the connection. Freya hugged Mama Astuti tightly. Freya spilled all her pain in Mama Astuti's chest.
"What Helena said I'm an evil mother, I'm a selfish mother, I used to keep her away from her father Mah now I keep her away from Amar I'm really a useless mother. I don't deserve to be a mother "
"Don't say that. You are a great mother, you are a great woman Freya, Helena is still small her mind can not be open you must be able to understand everything she has not felt how the pain of life is. You don't turn on yourself, mama doesn't like you saying this. "
"But what Helena said is true, it's true that I'm not a good mother I'm a selfish selfish woman who only thinks about myself, I'm really useless. I should have realized from the beginning "
Mama Astuti embraced Freya even tighter, not Freya is not a selfish woman Freya is not a bad woman, she is a very good woman and can take care of her children well. Helena just doesn't understand all this.
While Dimas who heard all that he felt very devastated. Dimas felt that all this was his fault, if maybe Dimas had given Freya a chance to talk maybe Freya would have talked about her pregnancy.
Maybe if in the past he was still not too focused on Gea, maybe Freya would be honest with him not to hide it, not hide the content of it.
Dimas immediately turned off his connection, he sat down and his gaze was empty "I shouldn't have come again, I shouldn't have looked for the whereabouts of mama maybe Freya and also Helena would be happy, she said, I shouldn't have followed Gea's words "
"I'm indeed a pesky carrier, if only I hadn't been interested in Gea maybe Freya wouldn't have been this sick. Freya is a good woman she is a very considerate woman, even Freya used to be when I was not working not to think of cheating or turning on other men, Freya said, I'm really a depraved man I'm really a man that can't be expected"
"I've ruined the lives of all the people I've ruined, even my own son is hurt by my behavior "
For the umpteenth time again Dimas cried, crying about the state of his family, about his regrets all this time Dimas was so sorry for what he took first. It is true that regret always comes at the end.
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Freya brought food for Helena, she had already cooked her son's favorite meal. Freya saw Helena who was drawing, she was so focused on her drawing that, even to see Freya as reluctant.
"Look at Mama has cooked your favorite food, according to what you always like. Come eat Helena "
Freya who knows Helena is angry trying not to follow the emotions and angry at her son. Freya did not want the incident to happen again Freya did not want to scold Helena again.
"Eat first yes, it's okay not to end also "
"No I don't want to, why did Mama force"
Irsyad who came out of the room immediately approached his sister "Helena you should not be like that. Mama's been cooking food for you let's eat now. Don't do much like this "
Helena still silently looked at her brother, Irsyad took the food "Mama better rest, let me just feed Helena, Mama must be very tired to go home to work not too much thought mah. Mama should take vitamins too huh "
Freya just nodded her head and left the living room, it seemed like Freya had to calm herself down first. Must be more patient with his life trials that are complicated again.
Irsyad looked at his sister "You can't be like that to Mama. Moreover, you say that Mama is evil, if you don't have Mama how Helena. You won't grow this big. Maybe you don't understand anything yet, but you don't treat Mama like that, Mama who gave birth to you"
Helena lowered her head because she was angry with her brother, actually Irsyad did not scold her sister just Irsyad wanted to make her sister not selfish as before, Irsyad heard the story from her grandmother Irsyad did not want her mother hurt.
"But my mother's sister doesn't allow me to meet my father, I want to always meet my father "
"Then, there's a reason Mama did that you shouldn't be so angry at mama. Mama who fought for us, mama who worked for us Helena, we should always support Mama should we always understand with Mama's decision, we should not be selfish like that. If Mama tells you not to see Dad, then don't meet him. Follow what my mom says "
"But the selfish mom sister isn't me"
"Maybe you don't know anything about Mama's life, but at least don't make mama sad Helena, let's now eat. Brother will accompany you to eat do not make mama sad with your behavior like this, especially with you who are angry with Mama"
Helena was silent again, fearing her sister. Helena took the food and ate it while occasionally staring at her brother.
"One day you'll know, if you're in Mama's position you won't be able to do it Helena, never get angry with mama again. We only have a mama we only have her, if mama decides something means it's already the best for us"
Helena did not answer like before, just kept quiet while eating her food. Helena really did not understand what happened, which Helena only wanted her father. Helena just wanted to be accompanied by her father alone it was enough Helena did not want anything.
"Spend Helena don't think about dad first, we follow all Mama's will "