The Third Man is my best friend
Chapter 81 I can feel your pain

Susanti takes Freya into her car. Susanti clasped Freya's hands tightly "Why don't you say to me, why don't you tell me all this Freya we're friends right. Then why don't you be honest with me You don't tell me the same story"

"When I always tell you anything, but why do you hide all this from me. If I could help you, I would help you. Why are you keeping quiet Freya "

Freya tried to smile in front of her friend "I don't want this problem to spread everywhere. I'm not ready to tell anyone else either, I want this to be over"

"You know for yourself how people see my household with Dimas, happy there is no shortage, perfect but in an instant everything changed me and Dimas had to separate. I'm really confused what to talk to you like, I'm ashamed I can't say anything, me and Dimas are not together anymore we're both not like we used to be"

"Yes but we are your friends, you should be honest just do not need to be harbored like gini. Why should be ashamed we will also not be possible to judge you, in the household there will certainly be a fight it will not continue to be smooth Freya, Freya, I'm also just as sure there's a problem with my husband not going to go on like that "

Freya shook her head, Freya did not want to bring her friends into this complicated problem "Me and Dimas used to be very adored by you because our household lasted for 10 years, and there was no third person or big problem that we had to split up but now it's all happening. I'm afraid you'll laugh at me "

Susanti immediately hugged Freya "Where maybe we'll laugh at you, if we knew all this from the beginning we might have hit the woman. Why are you so relaxed when he is there you should be his jam or flush him all. If I were you were a girl, I would have finished her off I don't care how it went. I'm so sick of seeing her innocent pretentious face when she's not at all innocent of that bitch "

"Susanti if later I do violence then I'm in prison how. That's what I was thinking maybe I wanted to do that too, but I thought twice that I hurt him that he might report me back. I don't want to embarrass Irsyad, I don't want her to be afraid of me because I'm rude to others like that"

"Just if there's anything you're telling me, if there's something we need to help you tell don't keep quiet Freya, we've been friends for a long time. So don't hold it yourself. We also feel what you feel I still don't think about Dimas. Was she pelletized by the woman "

"Yes later I will tell you, I also do not want to hold back Dimas anymore you know yourself will cheat people will return to cheating later, later, so I don't want to go back with Dimas anytime, no matter what happens I'll stay apart from him"

"I'm better off on my own than to be hurt, I don't want to repeat this pain. Because all this is so painful, I can't stand the way women out there who are ready to accept their husbands cheating and forgive them again "

"I'm not a strong woman, I get tired sometimes and want to leave, and now I'm in that phase"

"We will always support your decision Freya, we will always be by your side. We'll never leave you. So don't feel alone, Freya "

Freya just nodded her head, she tightened her embrace at Susanti. Freya has not been able to tell anyone Freya has not believed. His little friend can betray him, especially a friend who Freya just knew for several years is what Freya had thought all along why she was silent.

Freya became distrustful of the word friend, Freya became afraid that the friend would make her hurt again. Freya from now on must be careful, better alone than to have friends but instead stab from behind.

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The next day Freya arrived by her mother, Freya just kept quiet her mother was immediately chattering and asking Freya various things.

"How has Dimas changed, is he still seeing Freya. I've taught you a lesson if they're still like that, baby"

"Mother Dimas will never back down at any time, I'm sure that Dimas will continue with Gea. Dimas will definitely survive with Gea, I know for myself what Dimas is like and Gea is also like "

"You never heard the words of Mom, said the mother also did not ever approach the woman again. He was the unlucky carrier and in the end now your household was destroyed by that woman. I don't think Freya you're too good at people "

"Less your kindness, you are used like this. You even become a victim now, already know that Gea is not a good woman but you just keep going forward, it should be a learning incident instead of just forgiving the woman "

"You must make Dimas bound to you Freya, you have one more house and one more roof, then you must be able to make Dimas crazy again to you. You cannot lose to that woman. You've got everything Freya, you don't feel insecure, you have to be able to beat that innocent cocky itch"

"From the first he was plain pretentious but he was originally a snatch for people's husbands, if necessary, you embarrassed the woman so that she knew the feeling of being hated by everyone"

"Mom do I have to humble myself, do I have to bow down that's what I have to do Mom, I can't be like that Dimas also rarely goes home he comes home only in the morning, he stays there Mom, ma'am, then I have to humble myself in front of him Mom wants to be kept where my pride is"

"I don't want to fight over Dimas, I don't want even more heartache if I do that, because I know what kind of thing Dimas will still choose Gea, Dimas will remain silent with Gea Bu, I will lose until whenever Ma'am "

"I've also filed for divorce, I don't want to continue like this. I'll go with Irsyad later, I don't want to keep on for the sake of the people who don't keep me here, I'm the only one who fights Mom I'm tired of that"

"Everything would have been in vain if I had kept Dimas he would have been big-headed and would have done the same thing again Ma'am "

"Are you crazy, divorce is not wrong, you are not wrong with Freya you are no longer playing games"

"No Ma'am, Freya is round Freya no longer wants to deal with Dimas. Freya tired Bu Freya tired of wanting to be happy without silence, Freya sure Freya will be able to without Dimas, Freya will be happy without Dimas too "

"The woman is still with your husband yes, just watch out mom will make him regret, mom will not stay silent Freya "

"Yes they are still together. Even they get sticky and then I have to how, I can't ma'am have to worship Dimas or lower my pride to persuade him to come home or persuade him to fall in love with me again, I can't force anything Mom"

"If Dimas doesn't want ya already, I won't force him to stay still with me it will even more deeply wound ma'am"

Freya went to step away from her mother. Freya also wiped her flowing tears. Freya had to calm herself down first she had to calm down. Freya must be able to survive for her children Freya must be able to.

While Freya's mother did not think through with Gea, she thought Gea would leave when it was humiliated like that, when many had insulted her but she still survived.

Is Gea not sure if Gea wants to get more. That woman really has no self-respect.

He should have shamed Gea even more. Maybe he'll go and leave Dimas. The woman really wants to destroy her child's household, she really does not know herself.

"Let's see I'm going to destroy Gea. I don't like to see Gea happy on top of my son's suffering, Gea can't be happy he's taken away my son's happiness he's had all along. Freya had been happy with Dimas and there had never been a bully like that woman"

Gea should have just died with her mother who was just another man's husband's snatch. They both make no difference, they both have no self-esteem.

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Freya who is changing the curtains is very difficult, usually the one who replaced this is Dimas but Freya should not depend anymore with a man. Freya has to be independent and can do it herself.

As Freya was about to fall, Dimas immediately held Freya's waist, but Freya immediately let go they looked at each other but Freya immediately threw away her sight.

Freya does not want to be trapped again, Freya still has a taste for Dimas but Freya must forget all that. Freya had to remember what Dimas had done.

Freya should not be foolishly willing to be fed up with other women by Dimas, it is better to be separated than to be cheated. That was the principle of Freya's life all along.

"Why Freya you don't call me, but I'm at home I'm in the living room. You can call me to help you change the curtains. Usually you also ask for my help right, do not do it yourself like this, very dangerous how about you fall. I'm so scared of anything happening with you Freya "

"You remember Dimas when friends talked to me that I was lucky to get you and you also talked to them that you would always fight for me, whatever the circumstances, even though there will be obstacles and storms, you will always survive with me, but in fact, what is all that nonsense that you say to them"

"All the words you say are just to make them all envious, just to make you look perfect in front of your friends, and I shouldn't have believed your foul words. Because humans can change and you really change very quickly Dimas, so I don't realize it"

"For months I did not know of the affair between the two of you, the betrayal of the two of you when I was always with you. But you guys behind me doing the affair, just deserve you when I take Gea for a walk you always want, you never refuse it turns out you two already have a relationship so you can not be separated"

"But I'm grateful that all of this is quickly known, otherwise I would have stuck with you I would have continued to be cheated on and I would not have known the relationship between the two of you. Maybe this is the best way for me"

"So from now on I will never believe again with a male name, what else a male model like you Dimas who only rely on your mouth, to seduce a woman into believing in your words is all what you say is a lie"

"You reneged on everything, you really made me fall so deeply once Dimas and now I have to ride on my own. I'll never want to be in touch with anyone again"

Dimas put on his face, Dimas really sucks "I know it all hurts so much, I feel what you feel dear I'm sorry. I'm really sorry about what I'm doing right now, if I can control it I won't be like this either I'll continue to hold on to you. I also don't want our struggle to be in vain "

"No you don't feel what I feel at all, if you do feel what happens to me maybe you will always cry like me, slumped, slumped, depression everything but you don't I see you're having fun. You can happily smile differently than me, you and I are different you can't feel how this pain Dimas was before you yourself were betrayed "

"I pray that no one will be as lucky as me, to feel such a deep pain. That betrayal was one thing that really hurt Dimas, I might be able to deal with another problem but for that one, I couldn't "

Freya takes the dirty curtains and leaves Dimas in the room alone. Dimas always felt guilty to her talking about the pain Freya felt, but behind her did Dimas spend time with Gea.

Is that what it's called feeling the pain. Dimas was just pretending to care about him, Dimas was wearing a mask in front of him. The dimas were full of deceit.

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"Freya come here for a moment, baby Mama wants to talk to you "

Freya approached her mother-in-law and sat opposite her "What the hell"

"Freya don't you forget tomorrow is Irsyad's birthday, we have to celebrate. Grandma's granddaughter is grown up now we have to celebrate. Later Mama will call Dimas "Astuti immediately get up and look for the child, Astuti pulled Dimas' hand and they sat three in the living room. Freya doesn't like this kind of situation

"Listen to Mama tomorrow is Irsyad's birthday, we should celebrate lest we not surprise her. Irsyad should get a special surprise and you two should look fine in front of Irsyad. You too Dimas you shouldn't have gone straight from your house it should have stayed at home"

"Don't keep even approaching women don't know themselves. The mother told me to go back to this house to mend your relationship with Freya, instead of continuing to be with the woman who doesn't know herself"

Dimas looked at Freya who was silent. Dimas also wanted to apologize to his son, Dimas also did not want this problem to make his son even hate him Dimas would really never be able if Irsyad hated him.

"Well, if we celebrate Irsyad's birthday, I'll decorate everything, Mamah and Freya take it easy I will find a place where it is suitable to celebrate Irsyad's birthday and you at home make a surprise for midnight, maybe make a cake or whatever it is to make her happy, I also want to apologize to her. I'm sorry I made Irsyad sad"

"Well, we have to be compact, we have to celebrate Irsyad's birthday so he smiles again. So that Irsyad can be like the beginning again "

"Alright Dimas will soon find a place and also other decorations. Dimas enter first to the room yes, Dimas will make a plan first so that everything is smooth "

Dimas immediately got up and stepped into the guest room that was once occupied by Gea. Dimas actually slept there, as Freya wanted Dimas to be if he didn't sleep there where he should rest.

Dimas looked for his phone and called Gea "Gea can you help me, I have something I have to do and I can't do it myself baby, I need your help "

"What help, what should I help. I actually remember every word Freya said. He prayed for my happiness but I instead snatched you Dimas, I really kept feeling guilty "

"I told you never to think about it again, we've made up for the ring you've been wearing again. So don't talk about that anymore. I want to talk about my son Irsyad, he's going to be on his birthday you have to help me find a gift and everything else. How do you want to help me, you will be very good if you make a party baby, I'm sure that you will be reliable in any case"

"When is Irsyad's birthday, is tomorrow"

"Yes Irsyad's birthday tomorrow help me find a gift for her, the best gift for her. I want her to smile again and I want Irsyad to forgive me. Later when our marriage Irsyad should come he should be able to smile when I marry you, how do you agree not you also have to take Irsyad heart right. You have to be able to make up with Gea, so you can also feel how to have a good boy like Irsyad "

"Well I'll help you find gifts for Irsyad and decorate everything, but with Freya as well. Will Freya be there too "

"Of course not, Freya will only make cakes at home with mama, they will be preoccupied with their activities at home. So no one's going to pick us up and no one's going to call me either. All of us take a walk also agree no, I guarantee this one will not fail again "

"Well, we'll go when we want now"

"May we go now, I can't wait to find a gift for my son, you too if you want to find a gift for Irsyad if you want to give something to him. Surely Irsyad will be very happy, he will definitely save a gift from you "

"Yes I will give something to her later so that Irsyad can also accept me right, just like what you said. I pray that Irsyad you call me Mama "

"I am ready first you are also the same immediately prepare, and beautiful, make me amazed by your beauty "

Dimas turned off the connection and Dimas took the wallet, the keys to the car he just rushed away without saying goodbye to his mother or to Freya who was still sitting there. Dimas thought the two of them were like statues.

"Honey smile do not be moody continue, your child will know again dear "

Freya just smiled a little, she forgot that tomorrow is her son's birthday. Freya forgot everything because she thought about her household. Freya hasn't seen her son yet.

He always locked himself in the room, never wanted to go out Freya so worried about the situation Irsyad was afraid of anything happening.

"Yes ma I'll try smiling for Irsyad"

"Hey baby it has to be, you have to smile a lot. Don't hold brackets Mama's sure Dimas will come back with you "

"Dimas wouldn't be as comfortable as a woman like Gea, she's not the Dimas type really Mama knows how Dimas is "

"Hemm, yes, I'll see Irsyad first I'll talk to him. I want to see Irsyad if she's okay "

"Well son, look at Irsyad he's so quiet, you meet him "

Freya nodded her head and left her mother-in-law.