The Unrecognized Twins
76. Time to split up

Today is the last day of Rama's company with his daughter because Azira and her mother will return to New York tomorrow night. Only Abrar will survive in Jakarta to manage his company accompanied by aunt Sari.

Tonight, Rama and Azira are having dinner at one of the fine restaurants in Jakarta. For Rama, the luxury restaurant was no stranger to him. So he is adept at playing knives and forks to slice steak meat for his daughter to easily eat it.

"Dad...!"

"Hm!"

"Why don't you want to get married again?" azira asked as she fed the steak piece to her tiny mouth.

"There is no woman like your mother. And I found nowhere. Your mother is too special in your father's heart and no one can rival your mother" Rama said carefully.

"Do you still love your mother?" ask Azira.

"More than father's life" said Rama as he closed his eyes withstanding the tightness of the yearning for Alea.

"But you love Daddy Mark so much. Daddy Mark accepts mom as she is and moreover, daddy wants to accept us as a child. So, Azira beg you not to damage your mother's household with daddy Mark...!" pinta Azira was full of emphasis on her sentence.

"Dad knows it, baby. Loving does not necessarily have to have," said Rama.

"If the expression applies to those who already have their own lives. But, for the cheating partner, the sentence sounds painful for a woman," said Azira.

"What do you mean, baby?" rama did not understand.

"If a married man dares to have an affair with another woman, but after he gets tired of her, he will say, love it should not have, doesn't that sound selfish?" ask Azira.

"Kok, my daughter already knows that?" rama asked with an awkward smile as he felt insinuated by his daughter.

"Many of my employees have experienced something like that, so Azira knows, dad. Men only benefit by taking advantage of the love of the woman who loves him so much" Azira continued.

The words of his daughter make Rama remember again the story of his love with Ria. Not knowing where the woman was at the moment, Rama was reluctant to look for her. His life is already difficult, he prefers to live alone and does not want to relate to any woman. His current happiness is only for Azira and Abrar, although he has not been able to get love from his son. Rama has to be patient about that.

"Why do you dream, hmm?! Is there anyone you hurt?" search Azira.

"No dear. Father's biggest mistake is to let father's love go from father's life and that's your mother" Rama said.

"That which passes let it pass. Think about how to organize a real tomorrow in front of dad.

Okay dad. There is something Azira wants to tell father, if Azira has bought another apartment owned by the father who had sold.

Stay in that apartment with your grandparents. Later, if Azira returns to Indonesia, Azira will stay at the father's apartment" Azira pinta so that her father is willing to move to the place.

"But, the new father wants to open a bicycle repair shop after Azira returns to New York" said Rama.

"No. I don't want to see you working in a place like that. My dad was too handsome to be a bike mechanic. I bought a car showroom. So, dad just sells cars, it just fits with dad," said Azira while chuckling.

"That's a lot better because Azira likes a haughty father than the present one who looks so pathetic and that bothers me a lot. I don't think I'm going to calm down leaving dad like that" Azira said.

"It should be a father who makes you happy, not the other way around. I'm sorry I made you sad. But, I want you to be patient until I get back up with a small business" said Rama.

"When can you get up again? Such an attempt just to survive is not to be said to be worth it. Azira feels very sinful, as Azira enjoys a comfortable life by eating delicious and regular drinks.

Living in a comfortable place while my own father lived rented a map and became the subject of insults of others. Azira is unable to hear others drop her father's pride," Azira's great-grandson confuses Rama to take a stand.

If she accepts her daughter's kindness, the impression is that she uses her daughter. However, if she refused, it would be tantamount to hurting her daughter and would have a worse impact on her health.

"Dad. I don't know how long I've survived with this weak heart of mine. At least, I want to make dad happy before I go home to the Divine Anniversary," Azira said making Rama's chest feel tight.

"Honey. Don't talk like that...! You will live longer to be able to take care of the body of the father who does not have anyone if both parents have gone first to leave father.

Please don't say that..! I will feel more guilty. Why do we meet if we finally have to part," rasping Rama makes Azira immediately hug his poor father. The two cry together again.

"If you don't want to see Azira sick, please accept Azira's offer, father. Don't refuse, dad!" talk Azira into her father's arms.

"All right, sweetheart. If that's what you want. But, you have to promise to always be healthy and we will meet again" said Rama while gripping Azira's arm.

"That's why, Azira wants you to be a successful person so you can visit Azira to New York without Azira to Jakarta," pinta Azira and Rama begin to understand the goodwill of her daughter who wants her to be independent and can go to America with her own money.

"Yes Allah. Why don't I think that far? If something happens to my daughter, without money, what can I do?" inner Rama.

The hug unravels, Rama erases the trail of his daughter's tears. While her own tears kept flowing over and over again regretting themselves however, there was no point anymore. All he could do right now was to make his daughter happy.

"Honey. Can I ask you something to end our meeting?" ask Rama.

"What did you ask for?" ask Azira.

"There's a piano there. Please play one of your songs for me!" pinta Rama's.

"alright. I'm going to sing a special song for dad" Azira said, then walked to the piano.

The restaurant attendant helps Azira so that the girl sits comfortably to play her piano. A moment later, the music from the piano began to echo. Rama enjoyed every touch of tone that touched his heart.

SONGWRITING

"I used to feel imperfect since I didn't know where you were. But my heart aches when you reject me...

After knowing you more deeply, I want to hate you...But the bottom of my heart prevents me from ignoring you.... Even my love is stronger for you.

Dad, the love I have for you is true love because it's nothing to hate and it's over... The love that I will bring to death with your prayers.The first love that is too late I recognize from you but is now the perfect love that I want to have forever...