
The world is filled with trials, and God cannot make a test beyond that person's ability. For the first time in my life I felt needed, his presence in the world made me very happy.
The moment he called me “Kakak” for the first time, made me swear to guide and protect him from anything in the world.
But I failed, though,
On his 6th birthday in the arms of mom and dad, without being able to do anything I just stood staring at him who was getting limp until finally stopped moving and kneeling his eyes for good.
God gave me a test and I failed,
There was no stopping mama calling her name in her arms, Seeing the heart-wrenching sight that my father and I embraced mama together with her.
Medical devices, drugs, doctors' care and supervision, all headed to the same point, an inevitable point of death.
Can only be silent to see a 6-year-old walking straight to his death without being able to prevent it. With all our knowledge, ability and effort, we can't even give him extra time to live, even if it's only 1 minute we can't.
I could only close my eyes and continue to pray for a miracle, a great miracle, big enough to bring to life my only beloved sister.
At that time I re-carved an oath, never again repeating the same mistake. I'd watch over him, love him, protect him even if I risked my life I wouldn't let him get hurt.
And when I opened my eyes I was shocked when my eyes and eyes looked at each other, Miracles have happened.
God gave us a second chance.
Since then my eyes have never escaped him, I risked everything for him. Even with that ambition and priority Paula accepted me and helped me. Me, Paula and Papa the three of us put our eyes entirely on her.
But I failed again.
I took one step forward and took something out of my pocket, I found it with his body, the ring that should have a pair is now only one. I showed the ring to the front of his grave and asked,
Rendi :”This is yours right?” I put the ring I was holding onto the tombstone.
Rendi :”This I return to you. Sister promised to soon find the other ring-holding girl.” I turned the body leaving Papa and also Paula who fell silent in the rain.
Without looking back I continued walking and suddenly stopped looking at the dark sky covered with rain clouds as if remembering something.
Tears? Or rain water? No one knows what's wetting my cheeks right now. I closed my eyes and muttered alone.
Rendi :”If you have a dream do not stop in the middle of the road, basic goblok.”
When I opened my eyes, my resolve was already made with my decision,
Rendi :”There is no other choice, I will make that dream come true for you. I'm gonna be the greatest teacher of all time, great enough to make you smile in heaven. And then I will spread your name and someday
they will remember the name Asterit Diona as the younger sister of the greatest teacher of all time.” I clenched my hand at her in heaven there,
Brother Rendi :”Goodbye, my sister, Brother will fight here.”
This is the end of the first part, which is the opening of the story, Starting from here will go to the core of the story.for existing readers who are confused by some point please ask in the comments or on the PC to the author, The author will answer any pertinent questions from the prologue to this chapter.