THORNS IN MARRIAGE
CHAPTER 50 - A NEW CHAPTER OF MY LIFE TEST

Eventually Jordan and I were pulled out of a metallic red benz mercedest car after nearly half an hour of being squeezed into a large tree.

Lucky this accident was a single accident. There were no other victims besides us.

Of course, Jonathan was so panicked that he waited for hours for my facial surgery, which was hit by the shard of the windshield of Jordan's car.

Jordan himself, the situation is quite severe as well. Even for his body he was not too badly injured. But his head was concussed and still unconscious until now.

Genta himself continued to cry in silence. Regretting why this accident should happen to me and Jordan.

I didn't realize when the car hit a big tree on a quiet residential street that night at eight.

"Liana! Lianas! Thank goodness to Allah! You are finally getting along!" mas Jonathan said when he first saw me open my eyes after a few hours out of the operating room.

My face, wrapped in a lot of bandages. But it does not hurt and sore because it is still affected by drugs.0

"Jordan, Mom! How's Jordan?" ask me with a hoarse voice. Because I cry too much.

"Jordan is waiting for Mama! Jordan's got a concussion, Liana!"

"Jordan, yeah,... Is he hurt bad?"

"The physical is fine. But his head suffered a pretty bad impact. But the doctor has dealt with it and Didi's situation is fine now. Just wait for Didi to wake up from her sleep, Liana!"

I just stared blankly at Jonathan's beautiful eyes that occasionally blinked and heaved a sigh of relief because I had regained consciousness.

"Buck...!"

"Yes, Liana?"

"I..., want to see Jordan, please...!" I'm going to give Jonathan a message.

"Your condition has not completely recovered, Liana! Patience huh?"

"I want to see Jordan now, please... Please please..."

My tears slid so fast that Mas Jonathan panicked and wiped them fast.

"OK, okay! But don't cry. Your face is still in the bandage and should not be exposed to water. Wet worry and postoperative infection."

I held back my tears. Our hands hold each other.

I have to see Jordan! Got to! In order to calm this heart, is he fine.

Jonathan carried me and sat him in a wheelchair. Patiently and painstakingly, he tidied up my infusion hose and pushed me slowly to Jordan's in-room in the other room.

Kriee...

"Liana's? Why here?" mama's asking made me look at her.

"Mama..., Mama sorry! Sorry Liana, Ma! Hik hik hicks..."

I cried holding both hands of Mama Tiur. Scared and sad because this must happen.

"Alright, Liana! We wait for Jordan to wake up, okay? Right here... Let's pray Jordan dies soon!"

I can only shrink the falling tear grains. Mas Jo and Mama helped me get closer to Jordan's bed.

My SD friend's face looks calm. Like a plain toddler who fell asleep very fast even though there are cable hoses attached to the head and chest of the field.

"Jordan...! Jordan awake! Jordan, please...! Don't make me feel guilty for seeing you like this! Hik hik... Jordan!"

I'm back sobbing. Jonathan rubbed my shoulders gently.

"Will Didi also wake up, Lian! He won't be long strong sleep continues like that! Believe that! Didi's fine!"

"It's my fault, Mom! My fault! Jordan is like this because of me!"

"Jordan!"

Mama Tiur called out Jordan's name, so I turned to her face.

Jordan's eyes slowly opened.

"Jordan!!!" pekikku happy.

"Liana! Liana my wife! Finally, I can still see you! I thought I was leaving you for the afterlife!"

"Jordan!?"

Jordan! What the hell's going on?

"Mommy, Gege... Thank you for taking care of my wife all this time!"

"I_wife? M.intention,"

Jonathan stopped me by pulling out a finger and coded.

"Jordan! Jordan! Is your head okay?" ask Mama Tiur. Mas Jonathan himself is still observing the state of Jordan is awake but like experiencing coslet/interference of brain function channels.

"Mommy? Why head? Wasn't my leg operated on? Why is the head being asked?"

We're all getting confused. Jordan's words, they're getting weird.

"Liana's? Why are you in a wheelchair?"

I'm stifled. We looked at each other. Mama, Jo, then back to Jordan.

I was nervous, as Jordan held onto my cold, sweat-soaked fingers.

"Sister Liana!"

We were surprised when Jordan's bedroom door opened with Genta gasping for air as if he had gone on a long trip.

Behind Genta, there was Mama as well as Nadia and Intan. Two daughters from marriage with Papa Bambang.

"Farida?"

"Eastern??? Is Edeline Bleszynki???"

I was even more confused that Mama Tiur knew my Mama.

What the hell is this?

"Mama-in-law. We've never met. Meet Jordan Ardian. Her husband Liana, Mama's daughter!"

I feel more dizzy. Jordan is getting weird even though his health condition is fine and even looks fit.

"Liana! Liana, darling! Come here, help me! I'm gonna have a drink, honey!"

I even shut my mouth so surprised to hear what Jordan Ardian said.

.............

Me, Mama Tiur and Mas Jonathan were stunned to hear the explanation of the neurologist who handled Jordan.

"The patient had a bump in his big brain and suffered from paranoid schizophrenia. This... It can be a permanent disease and, it can be difficult to cure."

"I mean doctor? My youngest son's nervous breakdown is that?" dive Mama Tiur with high tone intonation.

"It can be said that way. But not crazy, Mother! Please listen to my explanation!"

"Patient Jordan Ardian suffers from abnormalities in thinking and perceiving the environment. Patients have difficulty distinguishing between delusions, and reality, often delusions and hallucinations that do not match reality."

"Can I treat it with surgery? Neurocell cleaning operations for example, Doc?" ask Jo seriously.

"In that direction, we the medical team has not been able to believe let alone propose it. Can only be reduced delusions and hallucinations with regular consumption prescribed. Don't worry, Jordan's patients can live a normal life, ma'am! His mind was not disturbed like other psychiatric disorders. No. gabe. You can even do routine activities as usual. Work for example, but not work that makes his schizophrenia worse. A job that makes his heart calmer and happy to be lived."

"What caused my sister to be diagnosed with schizophrenia? Is it because of the hard impact on his head? That means, the disease is only temporary if it is caused by a collision. Means my sister could recover her memory and mind, right Doctor?"

Jonathan tried to think positively in response to the words of the neurologist.

"The possibility is always there, Jonathan! May God grant healing to Mas Jordan Ardian!"

"Can doctors explain scientifically what schizophrenia is and how we are now managing and overcoming my brother's Jordan delusions? Should we give him an explanation? Or...following his hallucinations to calm his mind back to normal?"

"Sizophrenia is a disorder of the brain. The parts that are thought to have problems are the areas of the neurotransmitters dopamine and glutamate. This is evidenced by the results of neuroimaging studies that show differences in brain structure and central nervous system of schizophrenics compared to normal people."

"This disease can be minimized and gradually reduced. We are also required to patiently handle patients. In addition to emotions that are often unstable and change quickly, patients can also do frontal actions that we cannot predict such as hurting ourselves or others. So, it's good to follow the patient's delusions so that his psychological emotions are stable."

I.just shut up. Sitting rigidly on a wheelchair with the mind drifting somewhere. Heard the Doctor's explanation at length.

My mom, Genta, Nadia and Intan were waiting in Jordan's nursery.

Oh, my God, my God... Is this a new test of my life?

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